I tried to look inside
Look into my own head
I realized something wasn't there
Then I saw your face staring back at me
And everything was falling into place
I can't explain what you mean to me
You've always been there
I meant what I said
Meant what I did
It's all for you baby
i am falling sick and i don't like it one bit. must be all the food, lack of water and all the late nights these few days. SO, because time of the month is coming as well, my face is in the worse state ever and i'm so ashamed of myself, haha not.
yday i went to the gym and i felt less guilty after days of indulgence. collected more angpao from bowling peepxz in the club before heading to chewxz's place with b for steamboat which is really one-of-a-kind boy. there's like no meat, at all. hahaha
next was phelan's place. collected more angpaos but i lost twenty bucks in si kee so in the end, i only broke even. when i lose and win money, i didn't even touch the cards. it's always me and b sharing. haha and i wore my lucky colour so maybe i should have touched the cards more then we would have won.
btw, horses' lucky colour for the year is like, yellow and purple. ew
so that was really the end of cny, probably no more angpaos and gambling. and it's time to get serious and start revising! stress stress stress
i am getting fatter and i will work extra hard at the gym. my bank account's getting fatter too! and the fatter the better. but it'll probably lose weight along with me -.-