I tried to look inside
Look into my own head
I realized something wasn't there
Then I saw your face staring back at me
And everything was falling into place
I can't explain what you mean to me
You've always been there
I meant what I said
Meant what I did
It's all for you baby
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Monday, February 11, 2008
here's to new beginnings :)
bye daftpunkk.
9:52 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
i am falling sick and i don't like it one bit. must be all the food, lack of water and all the late nights these few days. SO, because time of the month is coming as well, my face is in the worse state ever and i'm so ashamed of myself, haha not.
yday i went to the gym and i felt less guilty after days of indulgence. collected more angpao from bowling peepxz in the club before heading to chewxz's place with b for steamboat which is really one-of-a-kind boy. there's like no meat, at all. hahaha
next was phelan's place. collected more angpaos but i lost twenty bucks in si kee so in the end, i only broke even. when i lose and win money, i didn't even touch the cards. it's always me and b sharing. haha and i wore my lucky colour so maybe i should have touched the cards more then we would have won.
btw, horses' lucky colour for the year is like, yellow and purple. ew
so that was really the end of cny, probably no more angpaos and gambling. and it's time to get serious and start revising! stress stress stress
i am getting fatter and i will work extra hard at the gym. my bank account's getting fatter too! and the fatter the better. but it'll probably lose weight along with me -.-
1:41 PM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
i studied yday! what an achievement. hahaha even though it's only like 4 pages but still! at least now i can say i started a bit.
b came over for a while then we went to amk hub for subway and kung fu dunk. jay chou is cutie piexz laaaaaa omg faintz LOLOLOL
over to sam's place and it's the same as last year's, vulgarites everywhere while playing mahjong and blackjack. i was ultra unlucky ttmxm! but b was lucky so when he was banker he won us around 150 bucks, and he split half with me! :) then i got hungry so we went for macs before waiting like 20 mins for NR1 -.-
fell asleep straight away and when i woke up this morning, i got three new messages all from b saying he's losing :( i must have been his lucky charm thats why when i was there he won. hahaha it's okay b! tonight we will win again!
now i have to study again argh, hit the gym(omggggg the extra calories these few days) before steamboat at chewxz's place and probably phelan's for more gambling tonight wooooooooot!
HUAT HUAT HUAT!
12:49 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
wed i went over to sexy's place, helped with her housework(i didn't even do anything for my own house haha) a teenee bit, did nails(teal, then ugly hard ridiculously long glue on nails before finally getting nice maroon glittery ones) and i was supposed to help wash the car but i had to go back home.
so reunion dinner that night was awezzzzome. everything from the appetizers, dishes, deserts, wine and even the plates and cutlery were beautiful. we played yuker and bridge and talked about the US elections. haha our reunion dinners are really very non-traditional which i prefer greatly to steamboat. we had fusion(like seriously, nonya/chinese/peranakan/vietnamese and tiramisu/cheese platter/wine for dessert)which totally beats any steamboat and yusheng hands down! and my uncle as always buys fine wine and i can't stop drinking since he keeps refilling so i got tipsy and couldn't stop falling asleep so i managed only a 'goodnight i love you' without any cny greetings to b.
today we were out of the house at 9am and we stayed at the last house from like 2-9pm. my brother, cousin and i were dying of boredom cause we couldn't gamble since the parents were all deep in convo and my other cousins are all overseas studying so we can't jolly well gamble within three people right. so we just ate, ate and ate somemore the entire day.
hahahaha even though we only visited like six places but angpao money was like 100 bucks more than last year. i tried to persuade my dad for another 52 bucks so we can get 888 but he said no -.- i thank god for my 2 rich and generous(but also super caring and nice)relatives which made the bulk of everything besides the money from my parents. i'm so $.$
this more or less marks the end of cny for me. no more visiting just gambling at friends' places tmrw and sat. and after that, time to mug mug mug for exams. zZz
11:30 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
ohmagod i'm so so so tired. was supposed to wake up at 9am but i snoozed all the way til 11am which meant that i did not wake b up at 930am so in the end, our plans were all delayed. hahaha which didn't turn out to be a bad thing afterall! :)
we had astons for lunch before cycling at ecp. i think we cycled really far and both our legs were super nua after that. he still had to go for training(poor thing) so i went home. i err slept in the bus and drooled HAHAHA
it's like 630pm already and i'm too tired so i think i won't study, again.
tmrw there's reunion dinner i'm so eggcited cause my grandma's cooking is da best.
sexy is such a bitch. she msged me asking if i was free tmrw morning ...to paint her nails. hahahaha i know i can paint nails well thanks. and my pedicure still looks pretty even after two weeks! woot
tonight i will be lonely cause b's going for overnight mahjong.
6:14 PM
Monday, February 04, 2008
i are very tired and lazy.
i only slept at 530am and i woke up at 930am! haha went to school to hand in my assignment and to serene centre for island creamery(we shared a tub of nutella woot!) and macs(twisterrr friezzzzzzz).
we decided to get cultural so we went to mustafa and serangoon plaza. b finally found his watch and serangoon plaza sells it 40 bucks cheaper! hahaha went to the cathay to catch sweeney todd. i didn't expect it to be so draggy, have so much singing and blood. lolol johnnyyyyy and lastly amk hub for dinner.
i just went jogging i feel so proud of myself cause i'm ex-the-sizing. plus tmrw b may skip school and if he does, we will go blading/cycling at ecp!
cny cny cny cny
today b made me very happy. i like his kisses on my face :)
10:14 PM
being bored makes me do crazy things.
since i'm neither painting my house nor getting any new furniture for cny, the only way to get a 'new feel' is by rearranging the furniture. i did it 1) without consent/knowledge from my parents(not like they won't allow it anyway) 2) at 2am LOL 3)without even a drop of perspiration and now, i'm totally satisfied.
my body clock is turning haywire. last night or rather this morning, i slept at 7am hahahaha. all the way to 4pm to eat and try to study but i fell asleep again at 6pm. woke up at 8.30pm to eat again, did some studying and now it's 3am and i'm not feeling the least bit tired.
i think i will finish watching tree of heaven. maya is such a bitch and some spoilers told me that yoon suh died -.- BUT i'll watch it anyway. i'm hungry and i'm ultra tempted to wake b up to go for supper with me. but he has school tmrw and when we were on the phone he was so tired he talked ALOT of nonsense. hahaha
2:50 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
TODAY I MADE PINEAPPLE TARTS THEY ARE SO TASTY AND AWEZOME I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! :D
soooo b and i had lunch at xin wang hk cafe, and headed down to far east left foot! but they didn't have his size so we went to heeren and he got his damn nice onitsuka tigers at limited ed vault. if i was in jc i would have alot of shoes so i can alternate them everyday. i love buying shoess!
i only bought my hairband which is so pretttttty and two of the really cheap cotton on tanks. i still need to get my gladiator flats for cny! and the bag i bought i already used it so now i need a new bag as well.
went home for like ten minutes before b called to say that his thing was canceled so being the best girlfriend ever, i offered to back to town to meet him. caught rambo and it's so action packed and eggciting, i like! now i want to watch sweeney todd and kung fu dunk where i will swoon over my beloveds, johnny and jay.
prata house after the movie and since it was late, i decided to just eat one kosong since i was sparing a thought for my weight. BUT now my stomach's growling and i cannot take it anymore so i'm eating my pineapple tarts HAHA i have low self control.
i need i need i need to start studying.
cny is coming = $$$ + food = shiok ballxz
11:49 PM
i seriously need to do something about my punctuality. it's like a month late for new year resolution hahaha. okay la then it'll be my chinese new year resolution lololol -.-
yday i couldn't hear the alarm so i only woke up at 10am cause yvonne called me to ask me why i didn't go for the law test. i was like 'HUH WTF THE TEST IS OVERRR?' and gopalan let me take the test at 11am with some random class(they are sooooo cheena i cannot tahan) so i jumped out of bed and cabbed to school.
this morning somehow i forgot that i had to go to school(?! the effects of skipping school too much). so sexy called at like 1.10pm and there was a 10% assignment to do that i couldn't miss, so i cabbed to school again.
so altogether i spent like 21 bucks on cabs alone -.-
THE WORSE PART!
law i only had a miserable 65/100 and bca test today was like whateverrr. i hope i'm going to pass LMS and exams are in two weeks so i can't play wow.
save me from this hell hole.
on a happier brighter note, i'm finally meeting b tmrw :) i miss you & i can't wait!