today i met sexy again and studying was a flop.

thai express at gardens where my stick noodles were soooooo spicy and the waiters kept staring at me screaming 'HOT HOT!' and i saw one of them laugh at me -.- but at least they kept refilling my water and they gave me a huge stack of ser-verds(shit i can't spell).

with red and swollen lips, we went to coffeebean and i finished a slice of raspberry cheesecake in record time. ntuc to buy chipsters, kinder bueno and the pikin sour sweet thing to eat while studying.

within one hour of studying i ate half the packet of chipsters and the kinder bueno, drank water and i was so bloated i vomited. LOLOLOL felt much better after that, so i continued eating my chipsters HAHAHA

the entire afternoon was spent ..refreshing blogs. hahaha eh sexy damn sexciting ah your life.

we went jogging later that night. shiok

sexy and her boyfriend are super sweet to each other. she bought chomps for him and cabbed from gardens ALL THE WAY BACK TO SCHOOL to surprise him and it was peak hour. then her boyfriend sent her ALL THE WAY HOME when he lives next to school. zomg

11:07 PM

whoa today cannot make it!

i woke up and i worked off 432 calories at the gym. then i had a BIG plate of fried rice for lunch. met sexy at bishan library and we studied for a while. got hungry, walked over to junction 8 for twister fries(!!), one bowl of sesame paste, one bowl of almond paste, yami yoghurt. OHMAGAWDDDD whatever i did at the gym put back plus more! -.-

then i felt really full but like 1 hour later i had wafers then my parents came to fetch me and i had char kway tiao and fried oyster for dinner. went bowling, and we had kway chap for supper.

i feel so fusking fat i asked my brother to go jogging with me he said no! and it's so late my parents don't let me go alone. AHHH guilty guilty guilty. tmrw i will starve myself.

10:35 PM

today i skipped school haha what's new.

b left school early and we went shopping. this time it was productive cause we both bought stuff and i effing spent 100 bucks at BUGIS STREET -.- all we both need now, is shoes.

i feel so broke(i think i spent like 150 bucks today, including food) and tired from all the walking. bugis --> peninsula --> far east --> lucky plaza, in about six hours. lololol my legs are breaking.

went home play wow til now(i just leveled up yay!) and i didn't study today.

2:17 AM

weekend was grrrrr88888! :)

friday saw me getting a pretty pedicure with sexy, studying at bishan lib and shopping after school. met b after she left for some late night shopping which was a total failure.

saturday was gym then failed shopping again with my mom. cut my hair and now i have bangs(haha). went home, played wow til 8pm, dinner at casuarina curry with b, went home at 10.30pm, played wow and we both slept at 5.30am. i bought papadum and muruku to last me through the night while playing and my dad happily finished all of it -.-

this morning i woke up at 9am, feeling totally energetic despite having little sleep. lei garden at chijmes for lunch where the dim sum was only so-so but their baked custard bun was good so i had 5 of those. hahaha the waiter for our table looked like jay chou and he stared at me with shock when i asked him for another plate of custard bun and said (in chinese) ''whoa i noticed you've been eating a lot. you ate 2 buns already still can eat three more by yourself. so skinny but got big appetite.'' and all i did was laugh and enjoy my custard bunssss. aye it was really good and yes i've got a big appetite! haha

i've been having so much custard lately. i rmbr eating 5 custard buns at bosses not too long ago. hahaha and also at the old stall at east coast.

met b at suntec, walked to haji lane(failure) then bugis(he got underwear) before plaza sing(he got socks). see shopping in singapore sucks(woot 4 S-es) three days of combing all possible places to shop and all we ended up with was underwear and socks. oh and i got a mic for wow. so kewl i can make voice clips on msn and everyone can wear my beautiful voice.

tmrw i will start studying. and tonight, i will play wow.

8:38 PM

on wednesday sam and i went for bmgt 45 minutes late, on purpose. hahaha it is really so boring and he doesn't care that we are late so we happily took advantage of the situation. wooops after that was bca which was equally boring. did our presentation and left.

went over to b's place and i like his new room! so we called for pizza and i was so tempted to get twister friez from opposite but since we were both too lazy to go down, we intended to have it for dinner(which we didn't cause we wow-ed til we ran out of time) -.-

he went to the gym while i went for my league. b came over after and he made me panic cause he lost his wallet. frantic anxious moments searching before calling SBS and a honest soul returned it! thank god. even my mother was kanjiong please haha

went home, edited bmgt project, did law presentation, phone convo with b and wow, eating the entire time all the way to 3.30am where i fell asleep at the table. lololol

on the phone last night, we both agreed that school today was gonna suck, so we skipped school. therefore, we met at like 8am. totally got cheated by hongkong cafe. their signboard so big say 24hrs! so we wanted to go there for breakfast. THEN we found out that 24hrs was only from friday - sunday -.- zZzZz

so anyhow we went down to east coast to have good breakfast at some old stall. hahaha their custard bun really good! and the old auntie so blur she undercharged us. HAHA next was cycling at ecp! awezome. i think we cycled almost the entire ecp and the sun was so hot so now i'm sun burnt -.-

rushed down to marina square to meet my parents, vivo for shopping where i was too hungry and tired to look at anything. high-tea at bosses and their flowy custard bun is to die forrrrrr. i had 5. HAHAHA

went home, dated my brother out for a run to the club since my parents were going to the gym. he is so fatty he almost died on the way. hahaha

now i'm really shagged. so much cycling and running the whole day. i love ex-the-sizing.

10:05 PM

i am bored. with absolutely nothing to do, thats why i'm here! for the second time of the day zZz

i could only play for two miserly hours before weekly maintenance which ends at 3am. zomgz so i binged while watching tv for two hours.

caught the channel 8 show at 7pm, followed by maggi & me and 80s rewind. whoa damn funny LOVL x24293554221432 since maintenance is a scheduled weekly thing, maybe every tuesday i'll watch channel 5 from 8-9pm. hahaha

decided that i had too much food inside of me, so i went jogging. now i'm waiting for me to cool down and stop perspiring so i can shower.

my momma just came in and we're going cny shopping tmrw since i end school at 1pm. wootttt!

my face burns.

10:06 PM

i am a horrible child. i skipped school yday and today by lying to my parents that i had e-learning. hahahaha

yday i woke up really early. was uber hyped that WoW had finished installing and i could finally play! so i did and i didn't notice the time fly, til around 11am which by then i was already almost level 5 when b called. i rushed rushed rushed and i managed to be fashionably late only. haha

we had coca which was alright. had loads of prawns, beef fillet, chix fillet and all the ball things were rather below standard so we just let them float in the soup. haha crossed over to paragon where we had profiteroles and raspberry souffle at bakerz inn which was zee sex.

caught cloverfield at the cathay which sucked. really badly. b was sleeping half the time and i barely made it out of the cinema cause the entire movie was like the playing of a recorded tape. so it was bloody jerky and it made me feel like i was on a roller coaster. besides that, the plot was stupid. what's up with all the animals/monsters attacking cities esp NY(!!) nowadays. the directors needs fresh ideas boy.

headed home where i took a million years to finish my research because half my mind was on WoW and the other half was me talking to random peepz online and reading celeb news on thesuperficial and perezhilton.

played some WoW, watched the latest episode of prison break like finally since the producers decided to go on strike(?!) before sleeping in til 11am this morning.

so far, all i've done was my management project. hahaha am going to play WoW after lunch with brother and girlfriend.

oh, this made me LOVL: Eva Longoria gained 5kg while the Desperate Housewives producers were on strike. hahaha this kind of thing also can make news lolololol

1:52 PM

i'm currently installing disc 1/8 of World of Warcraft. it moves like a snail i think i can't stay awake to wait for it. hahaha

so this morning i was up at 8.30am. rush rush rush and was at gardens market for breakfast. next time i will eat dou jiang you tiao before bowling. consperm bowl well. hahaha i was unlucky so i came in third zzz but at least i lost to worthy bowlers. lololol lunch with b before heading back to the club to watch my dad bowl. he bowled like fahder cow today and was no where near the top. haha!

from around 2 to 7pm, i had jap food, curreh twistiezz, cornetto blackforest blossom, magnum almond, maltesers, the meiji choco thing that comes in a long tube, cadbury choco-filled cookies(!!), two packets of kinder breuno. i was eating the whole time while watching my dad and even some random bowler i don't even talk to asked me why i was eating so much. HAHAHAHA he must think i'm a pig.

then victory banquet at 7.30pm and i was still feeling really full. but i still managed pineapple rice, lotzz of vege, two slices of choco fudge cake, three bowls of sesame paste, fried chix, sushi, prawn mee, three glasses of beer, 2 glasses of f&n orange and a glass of pepsi. i think i ate enough to last me ten days.

victory banquet was quite fun surprisingly. the MC was so funny and everyone was spontaneous. maybe i was a little high from the beer thats why. lololol

i'm on disc 3 finally. my laptop is vibrating like crazy. i hope my laptop can take all the installing. hahaha and zomg b just told me that there's still patches to d/l zZz so beeg somemore. like a noob like that

the female characters in WOW are so hot. no wonder b's losing interest in me. whoa depressing.

11:34 PM

when i came back from school yday, i ate non-stop while watching wo de ye man wang zi. it's like princess hours just now it's about the prince. haha til i fell asleep at around 7pm. woke up at around 11pm to wash up.

watched music and lyrics on movie6 and cried during tree of heaven on crunchyroll until i slept again at 3am. woke up finally at 12pm this morning and i had lunch at the club with my family before bowling youth masters where i came in a whopping 7th position. lololol my mother says it's because i slept too much -.-

nehmind tmrw got another chance to win $$

despite sleeping so much last night, i'm feeling sleepy already at 8pm.

i shall watch tree of heaven til 10pm.

7:47 PM

it's finally friday! which marks the end of the school week woot! i hate school zzz

tuesday i skipped school. lolol and my whole afternoon was spent rather unproductively at starbucks. went for dinner at chomps, then ice cream at ice3 with sexy and her two friends before bowling. oh and i lost my camera zZz

wednesday i skipped the first half of school. went only at 2pm for POA test which sucked hahaha . met b at amk hub for dinner at subway before heading down to the club again for masters where i came in second so yayzz

thursday i only went to school for law. walked around the cca fiesta and technofair and i had free candy floss and ice cream. hahaha went to help out at the bowling booth for like 15 minutes before meeting b for lunch! we had carls junior at marina square and they no longer have texas toothpicks :( i got locked out of the house so i ate 4/6 of the munchy donuts i bought while waiting for my dad to come home wOw. played mario party and i'm so happy cause i finally beat the boss. hahahaha

picked my mom up and dropped my dad at the club before going back to school to fetch my brother and back to the club again. momma and i were supposed to reach school at 6.15pm but we reached half an hour early so we had macs drive-thru at KAP. large twister friez(!) and strawberry milkshake ftw! got hungry on the way back to the club so my brother and i dropped by macs at gardens and i had mcspicy and more twister friezzzzz :D

watched b, my dad and brother bowl their masters and i was freezing my nurpuuurs off the whole three half hours. so i ate some more to keep myself warm O.O went home, felt hungry for the umpteen time in the day and i ate the remaining two donuts plus a huge bunch of grapes at 12am AH!

so this morning, after eating so much i felt really full(and fat) so i skipped breakfast. went for bowling and my parents sent me to school where i met sexy and we rushed our presentation so i skipped lunch as well. now i'm in LMS class and it's so booooring and i'm starving but it's the last lesson so i don't have to see her(or hear her talk about her son/daughter/husband) ever again woooooooooot!

happy belated 18th phelan!
& happy sixteen months babyyyyy! <3


4:02 PM

i have no life. everyday i go home to do projects and study. blablabla

sunday i spent the entire day at home. started on my management report after lunch, all the way to 10pm. i only had half an apple for dinner -.- i couldn't get to sleep because i was starving so i ate the whole packet of muruku(at 1am!!!) my dad bought me while watching accepted on movie6.net

today i skipped the lecture so i could study for my macro test. went for lunch with my dad and he sent me to school :) finally saw cheryl and phyllis today! i skipped school too much last week so i didn't see them. lolololol macro test sucked -.-

the school sent yet another warning letter. my mom freaked out when she saw the long list of classes i missed. and those are only the ones that they recorded. hahaha i have been mia-ing for bca since foreverrrrrrr lucky they nvr write it down. if not mahder will faintxz

i feel mega accomplished because i jogged all the way from my house to serangoon gardens. b also jogged from his house to gardens and we met there for dinner at astons. gary&gf, gillian lim&friends and random unknown junior from ij recognised and stared so hard at me so i just waved not knowing who she was, were also at astons eating. haha it's an awezome place, so go try it! :D oh and while jogging to gardens, i bumped into phyllis while she was going home.

this week is gonna be a helluva week with crazy chionging of projects, bowling and studying. even my weekends are not spared. no.life.

i miss you N & C, and i love you W <3

10:18 PM

friday after doing our LMS(which mrs chee(bye, hahah sam you funny) said that it barely met the guidelines so she doesn't know how to pass us-.-), we were early for class so it was macs/island creamery(again) with kenrick, marcus, shermaine and sexy. i had twister friezxz(i'm addicked to it) and mudpie+nutella ice cream and i can't believe i managed to stuff them all down my throat. i am gaining weight.

i went home for two minutes to pack my stuff before rushing out again for dinner and i went to bowl for qualifying for SGCC open. i bowled like a mother cow but at least i qualified, and i hope no one kicks me out.

when i got home i was too tired to dry my hair so i went to sleep with a dripping wet head. my mom says i'll get migraines when i grow older.

this morning i woke up at 7.30am(!!) cause i went for qualifying at 10am. had macs for breakfast and my brother is an ah-soh because even though we only had one ezlink card, he managed to convince the auntie to give us four student meals. hahaha so we saved about 3 bucks. OoOo

i bowled like an even bigger mother cow today plus now, i have ultra painful blisters on my thumb, and muscles aches. haha

went for lunch and my dad dropped me home. i was supposed to study and i was flipping my notes but i'm sure nothing went in. haha then i took my own sweet time to change and get ready to go out again.

met my love and went to east coast. we were supposed to try the astons there but the queue was too long. we went to katong village to check out the food places there but they were all not suitable/appealing enough. so we settled for cheap and good katong laksa. original plans to go cycling was cancelled because 1)too lazy after eating 2)b was wearing too nicely to go cycling. so we went to settlers' cafe to play board games :) on the bus ride home, b was teasing my brain really hard with all the brain teasers. on monday i will go to school and tease! hahahahahaha so eggciting.

now i'm so tired and i'm going to shower and sleep with a wet head again.

10:52 PM

i'm feeling so silly because everytime i feel bored, i associate it with the feeling of depression(?)/sadness and i'll start posting emo stuff. so friends, please don't be too worried :) if there really IS something thats making me feel the way i type, i'll talk to you peepxz (noelley) about it. hee

so i am currently addicked to geometry wars galaxy! it is so eggciting and thrilling and i love it! hahaha introduced by b and i will play til i can beat him. i lost to him twice(!!) and he still had SIX lives left! I WILL PWN YOUUUU

astons was closed and it's so sad because i was looking forward to it. so we had prata at rk house instead. went swimming and it was therapeutic. LOL apparently the action of the head dipping in and out of the water has a calming effect. i think it works cause b said it was a relaxing night.

am.craving.astons'crispy fried chix.i.want.it.NOW. i only had one kosong and one egg prata the whole day. wOw can lose weight lololololol

happy shalalala~ it's so nice to be happy shalalala.

10:47 PM

tuesday i skipped school and coincidently, b didn't go to school as well. so we met for movie, gelare and chill session at mccafe :) later that night i went to the gym with my parents. on wed i went to the gym again after school and i pulled my muscle. it's hurting so badly when i walk boo.

today i only went to school for law tutorial so i reached home at 11.15am. studied for monday's macro test til 2pm. i looked out of the window to see the sun shining back so i decided to go swimming but after packing my stuff, it started raining -.-

some things change so fast, some things on the other hand, may take a much longer time to change but you rather it not change at all. but unfortunately if they do change, i only wish it happened earlier. maybe then, it won't feel so raw inside.

i see the end of the tunnel and i can't help but cry.

2:12 PM

i just deleted the post on saturday because it was just too angry to remain there. hahaha i was not in the right state of mind when i was typing that.

good to say that my once happy days are back! :)

i skipped lecture because i woke up at 11am and lecture starts at 11 so i'm only going to school at 2pm. so i decided to print the week's worth of notes and while waiting for it, i read this blog, which i'm not supposed to be reading, but anyway it really got me quite pissed.

YOU have absolutely no rights AT ALL to insult me or my family. it doesn't mean that you come from a broken home then you can start acting all prissy about my family rules. so he loves the family and sometimes my parents want us to have dinner together other than on sundays, but you don't have to be all upset about it, saying you feel neglected. c'mon get over seeing each other everyday!

you don't even know what's going on on our side, the things he tells us so quit thinking about yourself and accusing him.

you say i make you feel inferior to me even though you think you're much prettier and luckier than me. firstly, i don't care whether you think i'm pretty or not and secondly, i'm not here to compare who's luckier than who just because you think your boyfriend's better than mine. you love your boyfriend and i love mine. so butt off. and fyi, i hardly even see you enough to make you feel inferior. even if i have to (unfortunately)see you everyday, why the hell would i want to make you feel inferior?! sheesh

after ranting, i feel hungry and i'm going to cook maggi.

12:13 PM

i set the alarm for 10.30 and even though last night was really too depressing for me to sleep well, i managed to get out of bed feeling moderately normal.

reached sexysam's at 11.15 and we had chap chai peng for lunch. i bravely bought prima deli waffles then bubble tea before walking back to her place to do our project. kenrick called after awhile so we went to the void deck.

while he did IAC, sam and i got bored and we(mostly her) camwhored with my phone. since it's samsung and it's so cool cause it has mosiac shots and effects. kenrick just laughed and smiled all the way. hahaha

so three hours later he was done, and the laptops no longer had any battery left. yes, thats how long he took and how long we camwhored. so we went back up to her place.

i was so pissed and annoyed because i finished our script and somehow we couldn't find it in the thumbdrive/microsoft word after that. so i had to friking type out the whole damn thing again -.-

when shermaine came, we totally got distracted and i ended up being a manicurist for her and sam since i had the best skills. haha

kfc@bishan for dinner and yami yoghurt after. i swear MYspace@72 sounds waaaaaay better than OURspace@72. right kenrickkkkkkkkk

sam and i walked home in hope of trying to burn some calories. but we were strolling so we probably only burned 10 calories. HAHAHA i need to gym, badly. or maybe i'll just join dragonboat and have hardcore training like sam O.O

i like being with sam cause she cracks me up and therefore makes me happy :)

and presenting sexysam:
she wants straight teeth like me.
camwhore queen.
kenrick has lousy phototaking skills. he said the centre picture was weird cause it was like only our faces so we decided to fill space by v^^v-ing and there's still so much empty space -.-

i took the picture from btwn her legs OoOo

we advertise for YMCA free of charge.
i'm king of the (twirly) world!

sam made this my wallpaper and it looks so scaring cause it's blue. she says i'll scare myself when i wake up at 3am to read a msg. lol
she can't be cross-eyed.
she gave me a heart in front of my name for my link on her blog :D

another week of school tmrwwwww boo

9:24 PM

I R lonely because only marc is replying my conversations/texts haha everyone else seems too busy/can't be bothered. oh well i'm very unimportant

so this morning sexysam, shermaine, kenrick and i were at myspace@72(they revamped it and made it really coolios with nice chairs and tables ..my school's too rich) doing our project. i kept seeing the island creamery sticker on sam's lappy and i could no longer control myself so i suggested going there! and my group's was quite enthu about it so yay! :)

went to macs for lunch where sam and i shared 20 piece nuggets and large twister fries(AWEZOME IT'S BACK IN THE MENU! i will eat it whenever possible) before sharing a tub of nutella ice cream. ohmagawd, it was sex.

then we had to go back to school for class which was really quite spoiler.

sam and i went to heeren after and we both got the same pair of havaianas because gabriel the cutie said that the slim ones were nicer than the one sam originally wanted. and i got it cause i wanted to get it the last time but my two dearest friends, noey and char said that it wasn't nice but i tried it on and gabriel said it was. LOLOLOL

then we went to flash and splash where sam bought her cute pouch and i got a new bag. town with sam always means impulse buying and spending money. hahaha we decided to go home straight after that to avoid any temptations to buy anything.

i miss my boyfriend alot but i think he temporarily forgot about me since he's too busy with orientation stuffs/school whatever and when we finally get to talk, i feel bad making him stay up to accompany me since he's so tired :(

now i'm really I R lonely because marc has stopped replying as well. i should like be void of all feelings, like the movie 'the invasion', then i'll no longer feel sad at night.

9:51 PM

i think i'm crazy. i just d/led 'I gotta go my own way' from high school musical 2. and i think it was that song that started me being emo two nights ago. hahaha at least listening to it now doesn't affect my mood woot!

on the first day of school, i already skipped lessons. haha went to school for poa and we got back our test. 89/100 i rock i know thank you.

awezome steak at my new friend shawn's place with jerome and my newer friend justin. i had a free cab ride home haha. my fahder scolded me for coming home late :(

meanwhile, my two favourite friends, ma homiexz and b are now J2! hahaha i'll be year 2 soon enough i can't wait. but i can't wait even more to be 18! ugh fishing 10 months and 28 days more.

today law tutorial was canceled and i had more than half the mind of skipping school since i only had lectures. but i went to both lectures in the end haha and i went home straight after school! yay me

did stupid IAC the whole evening and i'm so dead tired i'm going to shower and sleep by 11pm.

i hate thinking of what to wear everyday. i hate boring lectures and doing tutorials and projects. i hate waking up early. i hate school.

9:28 PM

happy new year? not so.

bad start to an even worse year? maybe.

sohai! i don't even know what i'm moody about.

and as always, bloody itunes plays all the sad emo songs. i think it has a mood matcher fuck it

10:37 PM

the first day of another year.

last night was so much fun. mambo saw us getting high, dancing, photos, games and the party ended at 2am. cabbed down to mos(where we got bounced -.-) so we walked clarke quay all the way to esplanade and home at 5am.

today was shopping with ma folks and i got decent comfy clothes for school. i'm an angsty hateful teen because exams are in six weeks.

5:28 PM