it's already the last day of october! which means ..Happy Halloween! and it also means that .. TMRW'S MY BIRTHDAY! yay! sexciting yo

so i can't exactly rmbr what happened the past few days but i spent my whole sunday afternoon at the club bowling, met bee for dinner after school on monday, and a fun training last night. i'm going to the club for league tonight and when i get back, i'll get all my presents from my parents whee! oh school was cool as well.

people come and go and i suppose it's only when they go, then new ones can come along to make me a happy bee again :)

time to change the algae-dominated tank.

5:46 PM

my saturday was rather fulfilling :)

went to the post office to collect my registered mail and tracyeinny sent me a top i didn't even order! haha my mom and noelley both think someone sent an anonymous birthday(five days!!) gift. hahaha oh well. if only they sent something nicer then maybe i'll be more thrilled. lol

headed down to vivo for dim sum at bosses. food was awesome and the ambience was even more awesome, but it costed like 109 bucks. wOw. but it was totally worth it.

walked around for a bit before going down to the club to get the bowling balls for training, which was quite bad. i suddenly felt damn sick so i didn't have energy to bowl. booo and the coach is annoying -.-

met friend #1 and we had dinner at ny, awesome awesome! friend #2 came after pw and we took timer shots before walking down to heeren to take neoprints(hahaha) which looked damn good btw, without broady in it. LOL

zac thinks i'm a nerd because i do my tutorials and i don't club. uhhh...

i'm too lazy(and tired) to upload the pictures.

all in all, thanks two friends for the night! <3

11:22 PM

sunday saw me getting champion(yay!) for 9pin tap.

monday was the beginning of the second week of school and it sucked since it was macroecons lecture and tutorial right after. ugh.

tuesday was a really slack day in school. skipped business management lecture since it started at 9 and i sneaked out of business computing applications(BCA was too boring and anyway i didn't bring my lappy) tutorial. therefore i reached home really early and i'm too lazy to type it all out but the bottom line is that, the cobler totally pissed me off. screw you old prick. HAHAHA k chillax. went down to the club to meet b then i went off to training which was funnnnn! :)

wednesday is the worst day of my week. it was tutorials from 9am - 4pm with only a one hour break at 1. at least i had sexysam for company. lol met b for dinner and to the club to meet my parents.

thursday was again a slack day because after b law tutorial, i skipped poa & b law lecture so i reached home at 11am. HAHA and i conveniently told my parents that lecture was cancelled today because they had to go on course :X so it was lunch at marina square with my relatives and my brother bought me my ultra gorgeous gold pumps from pazzion for my birthday :D i seem to know what i'm gonna be getting. but nonetheless, still very excited! went to b's place for a while and we played flash games which was kinda fun. there was this bowling game which i totally stinked at, i had a fishing ZERO pinfall for the whole game. thank god i'm way xinfinity+1 better in reality. hahaha then we went to ps for swensens which was awesome and caught super bad at the cathay before going home. i like going to his house because there's always so much food to eat. HAHA

today school was fun, surprisingly. i like samuel tan, he cracks me up. can't wait to fridays! hahahahha met b for astons and i'm falling/fell sick. rah

tmrw is going to be sexciting cause i'm meeting my two friends, and i hope they don't pangseh me(again!). heh

3:37 PM

19th October
slacked the morning away and headed to school for Life Management Skills(-.-) at 3pm. we got released early so sam and i went to the deli. totally missxz my black pepper chix sandwich, and it tastes as good as how i rmbred it to be. shiok

meet sam, she's in love with herself.

then to noelley's place! bbq was quite awesome. char and i did most of the bbq-ing, jelly and the ginko thing was great, bitched about certain individuals with the fellow IJ girls(haha), played harry and sally and my name became 6 slipper(omg hate that game), concentration animal style and who what huh. twas a nice gathering with no booze. lol therefore no chances of getting wasted, again!

n, me, c. the ginko beancurd barley dessert was awesome.







hope you had a smashing 17th dear! loveu loveu loveu!

today
had waffles for breakfast, meatball soup for lunch, yong tau foo + guo tie + xiao long bao + red bean pancake + pulau hitam for dinner. and of course, tidbits from b's care package throughout the day. i feel myself binging again :O

bowling in the afternoon and i won seven bucks. hahaha headed to ikea after dinner and i'm gonna revamp my room, again! lol

i dyed my hair. and it's so brown wOw

i hope i win 9 pin tap tmrw. 130 bucks manxzxzxz

11:42 AM

school was a drag especially business law. zomg go-pa-lan is so goddamn naggy and her jokes are like, so not funny AT ALL. she takes like 10 mins per slide and she explains and over-elaborates every subpoint. the worse thing is that even when there's pictures, she can talk so much about each of them.. plus she's gonna be my tutor! so i can't bloody skip her lectures since she'll know because the whole group of us has already made her 'favourite' list @#*!
(heh sorry for the language but she can really go suck my ballzx, if i had any)

so break btwn poa and blaw was amusing. zac and kalifah are hilarious and really gay. they sucked each other's tongue and zac licked kalifah's neepur. lol

after blaw, i met b for island creamery! woot we shared a double scoop and mudpie and i was so full after that. saw nat and b says she looks like paul twohill HAHA

had dinner at some restaurant which i can't rmbr the name but i don't care since that place is not worth going back again.

now i'm home and i'm gonna try to start my tutorials at 9.

& lastly,
happy 13 baby! totally dig the care package. haha i love you! :)

8:11 PM

i was feeling real lousy and down when i came back so i gave myself quiet time to release emotions and now, (weirdly) after watching brother bear on disney, i feel way better and happier.

i guess life and its changes aren't so bad as i thought they would be ..i'll be strong and get through it all! go me.

so school was a waste of time today. went to kobayashi for lunch with sam, then walked around abit then b came.

mom cooked salmon and risotto for dinner, yum.

happy 13 months in advance. you know i love you best(boy)friend.

6:52 PM

i 'overslept' today so i skipped (the first)bmgt lecture. ahh what a bad start to the new semester.

i had gelare.

i'm heavy-hearted and in a dilemma.

fuck i promised myself i won't cry.

i don't want it to ever end.

i love you

10:36 PM

first day of school = boring like hell.

macroecons lecturer is really corny. the only significant thing i rmbr from her droning lecture: (she was telling us about opportunity cost)

john i'm going to end my r'ship with you because i have chosen eric. but you should be comforted to know that you are my opportunity cost.

damn laaaame LOVL

went to marina square for changing appetites with phyllis and cheryl, which was really quite disappointing. waste my money only.

b came so we left and headed to suntec to get donuts and to take a bus down to fareast. i cut my hair! it's so light now. hahaha i like.

walked around abit then we had swensens for dinner. so cheap only 14 bucks. hahaha love cheapo vouchers.

walked over to taka foodhall and i bought brownie and he bought beard papa cream puff! we said at the bench and it was the first time in my life we ever sat there since it's always occupied. so i decided to make it memorable therefore, we took pictures. lol

there's business management tmrw and it's a new module! i hope it's fun.

10:41 PM

i think i'm suffering from short term memory. i can't rmbr what happened/i did yday besides feeling damn groggy from the bbq, good food(but bad service) at miss clarity, watching mr woodcock, nose bleeding and getting bad stomachaches. i suppose it's a good thing i can't really rmbr what happened since suffering the whole day isn't really a day worth rmbring too well. LOL i'm scared of hangovers.

i talked to b for half an hour and i slept at 12am, heavy dreamless ten half hours of sleep before my mom woke me up this morning. was still feeling quite sleepy after i woke up though. at least i didn't have stomachaches and feelings of vomiting. ugh

so went for lunch in joochiat and my dad was damn fierce to my brother. hahaha he keeps saying my brother this and that when he drives. hahaha i think i'll be a worse driver than him so when it's my turn, my dad can just faint. HAHAHA

went to town after and we spent like two hours in the hour glass cause my dad was buying his watch, so i got mine as well. hahaha but it's a birthday present so i can't wear it for another 17 days :( then we went scouting for my diamond ring(hahaha) and again, i have to wait another 17 days.

after spending so much $$ my dad said we needed to eat smth cheap for dinner so we went to wisma's food republic. but we still spent managed to spent 30 bucks. hahahaha

i'm feeling so sleepy and non-energetic and i really do not feel like going to school tmrw.

anyhow, chewxz just sent me this. i just realised it's the only picture i have from that night and it's not really a very nice picture. lol


i like the cam though, it's like blurs out the background. i wanna buy those coolios cam too! but it's so big and bulky. hahaha other than the picture itself, i looked bad. hahaha hair sucked. probably since i was thrown into the pool and it dried in that state. hahaha and i have terrible eyebags. need to sleep. i don't look drunk i realised. maybe thats why my parents don't know until i tell them. HAHA

i feel like such a loser. i stopped talking to everyone online so i could focus on typing this finish without any disturbances. HAHAHA

hi shalene i love you!

it's the biggest it can go. hahaha and i even made it in your favourite colour. stop cursing ah! and make sure you study hard for o's.

can't wait to this friday! :)

9:25 PM

my previous entry was so stupid and immature. hahahaha aye at least i woke up manxz. i know baby you'll love me anyway right!

okay so last night at kelvin chewxz's bbq, nat & i got wasted. i think(yes, think only) that i had 1 vodka-coke and 4 cups of baileys. baileys tasted really good/milky/ice-creamy thats why i just kept downing. damn silly

so before the drinking, val did the bbq-ing and the food was awesome! we did satay, cheese sausages, otah, stingray(!), prawns(!!!), garlic bread(which chewxz totally made it burnt hahaha), and of course chicky wings(that i don't eat so i have no idea how it tasted).

i have blurry memories of last night.

i rmbr falling backwards off the bench and sideways off something while lying on b's lap. hahaha now i have a balakoo near my arse.

and i rmbr being pushed into the pool by chewxz. and i had no extra clothes/UNDERWEAR! rah now i'm in a strange light blue shirt which i think is his mom's. hahaha ew which reminds me, i didn't shower last night. i just plonked on the bed and fell right asleep. zomg

oh b carried me up the stairs(again!) hahaha lucky i have macho boyfriend, if not no one to carry fatty up the stairs.

i woke up at 4 bloody am to puke my guts out. and i felt extremely dehydrated so i drank more water and i went to puke again. ew felt tons better but now i'm puffy-eyed and suffering from a hangoverrrrrr. whoa damn jialat. i feel like puking, AGAIN!

my sleep was damn bad after i puked thats why i was up at like 7? i thought drunkies will sleep damn soundly! puii

but anyhow, bbq was great!

8:38 AM

me: eh that guy keep looking at me. he must think i'm pretty. hahahaha
wayne: aiya guys look at everyone.

after processing what he said in the car, i realised that was actually quite mean. booo i'm depressed and heartbroken :(

Love's suicide says:
HAHAHA YOUR SUCH A GEM OMGZZ !

at least i'm still appreciated and valued. LOL

i'm making myself feel so xzxz. i should stop and think about happy things instead.

so i burned off 350 calories at the gym earlier on. but i had macs for dinner so i put it all back.

i felt like during some online shopping and i was looking forward to their collection but it sucked! so i couldn't get anything. rah

this is not a good(and happy) day.

9:56 PM

some idiot woke me at 1030 asking for goh mong siong. i think my number used to belong to him/her. and after telling her in english and chinese(and probably other languages if i knew any) about 5 times that it was the wrong number, then she finally understood me. ZOMG -.- x10

the dress i bought turned out to be bubbled(!!) and i totally hated it. so since i was feeling rather ambitious, i decided to debubble it myself. spent like 11-2(HAHA) trying to get it nicely done. the whole area was so messy after: broken needles, thread ALL OVER, excess cloth i cut off plus the mess that was already present before. but it turned out rather successful(despite spoiling the sewing machine heh) so yay me! :D

met bee at the club and i watched heroes season 2(which is so good can't wait for episode 4!!). dinner at astons, then bowling.

now i'm so tired i could just fall asleep right now.

school starts in five days. rah

11:31 PM

met bee at meridian and we tried e-donuts(recommended by char) and it's not bad! like the flavours are way nicer than donut factory's. and i treated him since he topped the class for math. yay so proud of you!

met nat and kelvin chewxz. we caught resident evil and it was not bad. although i totally embarrassed myself when i was the only one who screamed. hahaha aye it shocked me manxz

had dinner at bbq chicken then headed down to mind's cafe. jianwei came and we played who has the fastest hand?, uno stacko and ugly doll. and like i totally suck at them since i don't exactly have good eye-mind-hand coordination. hahaha OH WELL



today was good.

sooooo sleepy.

12:22 AM

no monday blues for me.

woke up and i watched about 3/4 of 200 pounds beauty(which is so far so good and i'm gonna continue after this) while waiting for the rain to stop/become lighter(which did not happen-.-).

trained down to town to meet char! :) walkwalk, shopshop, talktalk. see you next friday! <3

my brother decided to take my dad out for dinner so in the end i met b. dinner at chomps, good choice since it was early and therefore not so smelly and carrot cake add egg makes being a little smelly worthwhile.

then amk to get my dad cologne. walked around the hub, ate cookies(yummmm) and b bought lots of food from fairprice XTRA(woot it's becoming like carrefour) so now i have a big block of cadbury, fruitips and really awesome (nicer than)pocky thing on my table which i'm going to eat at least half of everything while watching my show later tonight. FATTENING. must gym tmrw.

bused to bishan to get sweet secrets' chocolate royale(my dad's fav cake, he thinks it's like eating more chocolatey kitkat(??!) then bused again to toa payoh to meet my mommm. cabbed home and we only had about 15 mins before my brother and dad came back(i msged my brother to ask him to drive even slower HAHA) so we quickly wrapped the cologne and prepared the surprise.

in the end, my dad was really happy(and surprised) so yay i'm happy too. OH it's was his birthday btw. caught secret togets and it's still as nice as the first time i watched it.

i feel blessed and lovedddd. joy to the world.

1:17 AM

headed down to suntec(again) so we could have lunch with my brother. had swensens, food was alright but ice cream was fab. went to jigsaw puzzle world to get my replacement for the missing piece then sent my dad to the club and my mom and i went to bishan to shop for dinner stuff.

preparation and the actual cooking was quite fun. haha i made steamed fish, mapo tofu and sambal kailan. it tasted quite good. yay! i think i have a natural gift in cooking. i wanna cook more often :)

had fondue for dessert and it was great as well. super full after that. sat and talked at the dinner table about renovations of the house.we're gonna repaint, new aircons, new washing machine, new fridge, new teevee. whoa quite exciting.

i framed up the jigsaw earlier on and it looks really pretty. bee you must come see it soon kkkk!

11:19 PM

friday
lunch with daddy before hitting the gym and a little sun tanning before i couldn't take the heat anymore. the weather's such a bitch these days. hurhur

met bee and we had pepper lunch for dinner and he came over. we completed the puzzle hurray! we managed to complete it by 2am. HAHA we were both so tired after. the missing piece is really annoying.

we progressed quickly after this haha

see missing piece @*(#&!#^!
twas a great night, thanks <3

today!
i hate how my mom always wakes me up after my parents are both ready to leave the house. then i have to rush like crazy. ugh so moving on..

went to suntec so that the whole family could have lunch togets since my brother's working there. crystal jade was soooooooo disappointing. had cheesecake, b&js, coffee which was good so it made up for lousy lunch. was so full after that.

walked around and i got myself some lingerie from la senzaaaaa. lol plus really cute toe socks from carrefour. each toe has a cartoon character on it and the main part of the sock is stripey. hahaha

bee came after his open house and dinner at subway and we took the bus with the intention of heading to town but we both felt tired(i think from the lack of sleep last night) so we decided to take the bus all the way home. therefore i reached home earlier than my parents and my dad thinks we quarreled thats why i'm home so early -.-

i'm mildly happy, a little stoned and at the same time feeling very loved and annoyed as well.

i hate pw. it's stealing my boyfriend away from me. rah


9:29 PM

dragged myself out of bed(okay not really) at 1130 and bummed around the house til 130 when my dad picked me up for lunch. we had chap chai peng which was really not bad. cheap&good

dropped me home and he went to cut his hair. haha apparently it's a different style but it looks the same to me, just shorter. haha my dad has had the same hairstyle since i can rmbr and the younger photos are still of him sporting the same hair. zomg 20(or more) years. his scalp must be bored.

the afternoon was me, myself and i part 2.

changed my fishtank water since it was like green from err.. microscopic algae. dizguztingxz. now goldie is looking healthy and happy swimming in clean, clear water. my parents said goldfishes can't last but it's surviving really well! i think i'll be < / 3 when it dies :(

spent about 3 hours doing the jigsaw and it's more or less completed. there's only the background which is like the hardest part so i'm gonna wait til bee's free to come over and we can complete it togets :)

picked my mom up and headed down to the club to gym, which was rather self-satisfying. my dad lost his running shoes and my mom lost her bag of toiletries. i have careless parents and i unfortunately inherited their recessive genes(aye i still know my bio) cause i lost one piece of the puzzle so now i have to go back to puzzle world to get it replaced. mafan mafan mafan

bee! you and i are like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. if one piece is missing, it will nvr be complete again. HAHAHA cheesy cheesy

dinner at subway with the most impt piece of my puzzled(pun unintended lol) life and i did some shopping at erm.. amk hub. hahaha bought two hairbands and blue nail polish which are currently prettily painted on my toes now. my parents are happy because their future son-in-law(hahaha my parents like to think we're married) bought them cake. wonderful we all like cake.

i went scouting for snowskin mooncake which is a really dumb thing to do since season is over and they'll only continue selling it(cheap) for a few days.. and it's been more than a few days already. so utterly disappointing. now i have to wait one long year.

chittychat with mom while she cooked curry(at 1030!) for tmrw's lunch. can't wait lub mom's kahriiii

just got off the phone with b and somehow i miss him already.

bed beckons bye bye(Bx4) HAHAHA so laaaaaame

12:58 AM

my wednesday was awwwwwesomeeeee.

had a nice homecooked brunch with my family before heading down to yishun for selections. did speed bowling(8 games in 90 mins) and i won a whoopping 7 bucks from my brother and jerome. awesome#1

brother drived(like a snail) and dropped me home. i saw mr postman(good timing) so i got my top and bee got his polo like after waiting for eons. awesome#2

showered and headed to club to meet bee. was pressured into playing pool with reuben&gf since all three of them wanted to play doubles so i had to partner with bee and my pool stinked today so.. not too awesome. but it was still quite fun and eggciting.

dinner at astons and since the guy there loves us(hahaha), he gave us extra portions of fries and onion rings. awesome#3

rushed to cathay to catch chuck and larry and they didn't check us.. awesome#4(?)

prata house, snickers, kinder chocolate, apple rings for supper. awesome#5

but the most awesome part of the day was spending it with my babyboy.

yay my october has been good so far. i start school in 11 days. booo

12:01 AM

i'm feeling fat but really really happy :)

spent my afternoon with me, myself and i. changed my bedsheets, tidied my table and room, and completed more parts of the jigsaw. yay

picked my mom up and we had dinner at chomps. gym after(susantio x2 only since my dad forgot his shoes so he went swimming instead lol), (very hot)steambath and (sinful)supper at macs. came back home and we had second round supper while holding our family meeting in the kitchen(HAHA). my 25 mins on the cross-trainer was a waste of time. oh well.

i looked/read through all the short notes/postcards/pictures and the past year with you was just so awesome. thanks bee, i love you!

10:57 PM

i didn't use flash and the quality of the picture sucks since i was trying to be considerate by not blinding everyone. oh well.

anyhoo! happy children's day. i'm going to be 17 in exactly one month. hee

i had another awesome awesome day. i'm a harpie gerr and i know bee is too cause he officially finishes promos! wowee

he came over and we did our jigsaw. i swear i could get a headache trying to find the pieces since all of them look bloody alike. i can't wait til it's completed then i can hang it up on my bare wall.

dinner then rushed a lil to cathay to catch ballxx of fury.

facebook is so addiktive.

11:35 PM

awesome day.

went to the gym and we(my parents & i) signed in as susantio x3 LOL my mom was so thrilled since all the while she could only sign us(me & her) as susantio x2. haha

steambathed and i actually fell asleep :O chitchat and ice cream with mom while my dad bowled, met bee for a wee bit before leaving for marinasq!

dinner was hilarious. sometimes i think my parents can have their moments. haha quite coolios

(i treated)
me: (my parents stood up) eh i haven't said let's go.

then my parents sat back down.

-.- OMG

ANYHOO the best part came after. walked into almost every single shop and i saw gorgeous and flattering(WOO) white jeans at massimo dutti so they bought it for me. walked into rockport and they got me loafers and my dad bought himself yet another pair then lastly into bebe and my mom got a top. so everyone each got smth they liked. and MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING and i'm getting a bowling ball from my dad.

ended off the day with some quality time with my brother when i got home plus some noelley online and bee on the phone after.

awesome awesome awesome.

everyday should be like today.

12:22 AM