I tried to look inside
Look into my own head
I realized something wasn't there
Then I saw your face staring back at me
And everything was falling into place
I can't explain what you mean to me
You've always been there
I meant what I said
Meant what I did
It's all for you baby
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Saturday, September 29, 2007
i'm feeling so zoned out/lack of energy and sleep/unloved/zxzxzxz.
cramps cramps go away.
why why why? you tell me.
11:53 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
good news arrived this afternoon and i'm happy x2398471894(hahaha right bee!)
went to the gym(which was really quite damn productive) and steambath with my mom. met bee after for dinner, talked to debbie.
i've been having rather boring and uneventful days. i hate holidays? with nothing to do. so much for getting a job -.-
i'm really having some very weird friend requests on facebook.
now, i'm going to watch one disc of sad love story before going to bed.
10:54 PM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i slept at 1130 last night. i haven't slept this early since like forever? it's a good habit i hope i can sleep early tonight. haha but it made me wake up at 745 but i lazed in bed and i fell back asleep til 11 :X i'm so lazy that if i wake up and i see that it's before 1030, i would go back to bed. i wonder how i'm gonna wake up at 7 every morning when school reopens. hmm
watched one disc of sad love story and it's so sad i always T.T brunch with my dad before sending me to club. had lunch at macs with bee and i continued watching my dvd. dinner at chomps(yay) then i wasted about 45 mins of debbie's precious studying time talking about nonsense. HAHA i'm a major distraction to all :X
i only agree/suggest to eat at chomps when i know that i'm going to be doing smth that's gonna make me perspire and stink or when i'm already perspiring and stinking and i'm going to shower after that eg. before and after gym. other times, i totally refuse to go. HAHA i'm so selfish opps
i have friends on my facebook that i've nvr spoken to before. i deleted them. LOL
today, i ate .. alot. HA
i'm happy.
10:18 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
had bowling this morning and since i'm such an awesome bowler, i owned everyone and got champ and my dearest daddy got second for the men's. HAHA so my mom was quite a happy lady today since now she has 220 bucks of ntuc vouchers. i exchanged my vouchers for 60 bucks cash so i guess i'm quite a happy lady too? LOL
bowled like ten games from 9am-3pm. so damn long and mentally draining. luckily i was bowling with chngkiat so he offered me some entertainment throughout. he got champ too btw, my awesomeness rubbed off on him.
reached home around 4+ and i was dozing off on the sofa til 7+ and i wanted to sleep early but now i'm so awake i'm going to watch constantine on chnl 5 outside at 10pm.
bee's such a slacker. he's going to play pool now when he has exams next week and he's not the least prepared. HAHA
i'm totally not looking forward to school because i'm separated from phyllis and cheryl. i didn't get the class i wanted and so i only get to see them during lectures and workshop on wed :( at least i'm not going to alone in class. a kind soul has volunteered to be my ptb(part time bestie HAHA) for sem 2 so yipee?
time for reeves
9:48 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
my day zoomed past so quickly goodness.
watched a little tv after i got up, had lunch+lots of snacks with my mom, painted both my finger and toe nails. my dad came to pick me up and since he haven't had lunch yet, i decided to be a nice daughter and accompany him so i had lunch second round.
dropped me off at the club and i met bee there. he was hungry so i had lunch err.. third round. HAHA watched movies on the lappy while bee studied. after a while, jiawei and trin came. then as usual, they went to play pool when they were supposed to be studying hard.
then the worse part of the day came when i realised that i left my retainers on the table and i just got my new set like last week. and if i lost it again, my parents will screw me inside out and then ask me to pay for the new one myself. SO i went to effing dig through the smelly and dizguztingxz garbage and bee found it! thanks i really appreciate you helping me look for it. lovelove!
i'm going to disinfect it for like 48 hours before putting it back into my mouth. it's like so damn sick i tell you. but.. desperate times calls for desperate measures since a new set costs like 380 bucks -.-
watched the guys play pool and now they're back to studying and so i'm back to feeling bored.
i'm surprised i'm still going for dinner when i had three lunches today. i'm actually feeling quite full but i'm sure i'll eat again later. binge binge binge. yay? it's a good sign.
and i'm so disappointed in myself. i got myself feeling so stuffed and therefore lazy so i couldn't bring my fat ass to the gym.
8:48 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
today was not bad, not bad at all.
i was fashionably late by like one half hours(HAHA) in meeting the classmates. heh. ate, chilled, talked, shopped. i gave them some of my awesome cookies and they doubted that i baked it myself -.- hahaha baking next week with phyllis and cheryl! can't wait can't wait!
left to meet bee for dinner then he went back to studying. my dad picked me up then supermarketing togs with my mom. bought lots and lots of (junk)fooooood :X
noey! secret dvd is out alreadyyyy. hurry go buy it i wanna watch!
the weekend is here! wheee. actually weekends and weekdays doesn't affect me that much. ha
my dad got an invitation to some casino opening in macau so my parents may be going overseas again next friday! yay?
I NEEEEEED TO GO TO THE GYM TMRW. but i have bowling on sunday so maybe i shouldn't over-exert myself? HAHAHA lame excuse.
my camera is so under-utilized. how saaaaaad.
oh! HAPPY 17th JIANWEI & MIATECK!
11:17 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
i'm feeling so lethargic qazwsxedc
i finally managed to fall asleep at 5am this morning/last night since i had coffee before i slept. from now on, no caffeine after 6pm. i was quite entertained though, watched unaccompanied minors and a little bit of epic movie before i slept and i woke up 2 hours later to prepare for bowling -.-
bowled twelve effing games and now i have blisters on my thumb and fingers. at least i'm the top qualifier so yay! and noelley is my lucky charm because when i was msging her, i bowled well :)
had lunch at river valley with my dad before sending me home. my bones felt so tired so i napped for an hour before meeting n.
she forgot my mooncakes! but she gave me two lollipops instead plus a good time together so, you're forgiven! next time ahhh before festival is over.
we both bought cutiexz underwear from topshop i'm so thrilled. i got the wonderwoman and she got the superman. LOL
meeting the classmates tmrwwww, how semi-exciting. hahaha if only things were not so complicating, eh n?
this mix could burn a hole in anyone - says: she did say u have a rather hot body though!
this mix could burn a hole in anyone - says: cookies yummy!
i'm awesome. HAHAHA...
10:11 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i'm feeling so bloody annoyed. puiii
1. there's a big fat mosquito flying around me and i can't seem to smack it. and it gave me two bites on my legs and it's so damn itchy !@*(&#
2. i just realised there's more than one mosquito.
3. my dad -.-
i'm starving like a pig.
11:04 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
today was such a rushing/kanjiong day.
started this afternoon since we had timetable selecting. at 12 sharp everyone was like click submit and hope that they'll get their preferred timetable. apparently the good choices get filled up within the first 30 seconds. i hope i'll get my choice since most of the "clique" would be there.
then i rushed to meet bee. came back to my place and chilled, too much until we had to rush to marina square to try to make it for the cheap lunch special at changing appetites that ended at 3. in the end, we didn't make it but we ate there anyway. now i have CA card! woot
i was so full after that and i'm still feeling it up to now which is like about 6 hours later. ugh sick
rushed(but not as quickly) to the cathay to catch rogue assassin. which was goooood. i'm recommending it to my parents, i'm sure they'll love it. my dad's a rather huge jet li fan. HAHA
walked over to plaza sing and i got my earphones which is really quite cool. i can change the colour of the earphone thing. so i made it lime green to match my ipod.
went down to wisma and i got my basic white tank, after so long. actually, i didn't need it just that i thought a white tank is like really a must-have in the cupboard and since i still had quite a fair amount of money left, i decided to get it. hahaha having more money doesn't mean save more :X
ended the day early since bee had to go home to do his pw. i've been hearing about how pw suxzxz like hell so i'm glad i don't ever have to experience it.
i'm annoyed because a grasshopper appeared out of nowhere while i was trying to clear my bowels. it was huge and green with long feelers and it made me feel like puking. I HATE INSECTS. THEY SHOULD ALL JUST SUCK EGGS AND DIE. dizguztingxzx
oh a much happier note, happy one year(and many more to come) bee! thanks for the great day. i love you plenty! :)
8:51 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
despite the lack of exciting/action-packed/thrilling activities, i'm feeling really hair-pee yay! :D:D:D
i finally got noey to get facebook. yipee! and she has finally seen the light. LOL you've made a good choice dear! i can't wait to watching secret(again) and my mooncake <3!!
i can't wait to tmrwwwwwww i have surpriseS awaiting me. wooooooot love you beeeeeee
now i need to go shower, i'm sticky and dirty from gym earlier on. it's really quite depressing when you need to do the cross-trainer for 25 mins and you only burn 345 calories which is equals to 6 hershey's mallowblast. OHWELL
I FEEL SO LOVED BY ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND BOYFRIEND.
11:13 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
i had such a lazy, quiet sunday. i spent most of the day sleeping, so much that i'm having a headache. ugh
watched 300 and i was utterly fascinated by how all those spartans could have such perfectly sculpted bodies..
i was falling in and out of sleep while watching yo momma, spongebob, scooby-doo then suddenly my door opened and my parents appeared! :D i kinda missed them both so i was quite happy to see them.
in the only three hours of free time they had away from the tour group, my mom bought me three pretty and cheap dresses, a pair of shorts, earrings and two bangles which were S$20 each. damn ex zomg and my mom thought she had a good deal -.- HAHA oh well.
after my mom told me about the trip, i went to the bed and slept again. lol i have no idea why i'm so sleepy. i hope i'll still be able to sleep tonight.
my parents still haven't asked me about results, i think they temporarily forgot about it.
four more weeks to school reopens.. i want a job.
i had a fantastic weekend, thanks bee <3you
eat a hearty breakfast cause tonight we dine in hell
8:49 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
what a tiring and draining day.
but i'm really quite happy :)
lunch at thai express with r.
dental to collect my retainers.
met b after.
dinner and baking(unsuccessful)
he's gonna stay over and we're both gonna plonk on the bed and fall asleep right away.
my results stink.
so does my brother's.
okay b's out of the shower.
i miss my parents, a little.
wOw one-liners.
12:12 AM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
my parents left for bangkok this morning and they're only arriving sunday afternoon so... WILD WEEKENDS AND FREEDOM. hahaha nah i'm kidding. life will pretty much go on as normal, just that i have to take more public transport. i'm looking forward to my jackfruit chips! lololol
my mom showed me their will last night. i didn't know there was so much to be shared with my brother! jewelry, stocks, property and like loads of insurance. kaching! $.$
i had a heavy breakfast then i went over to bee's place. lunched, dvded and i drank beer(haha) and i think it made me even more sleepy so i slept for a good three hours while he studied.
gave dinner a miss since i stuffed myself like crazy today but now i'm starving like hell SO i shall go make myself some cereal. heh
results will be released at 9am tmrw. and i opted to receive it by sms and i hopehopehope i wake up to a highhighhigh GPA and i'll be happy.
i have to hang up the laundry. ugh
i have some rather sexciting plans tmrw yay!
11:25 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
I HAD A GREEEAAAA8888888T WEDNESDAY! :D:D:D:D:D
went for my blood test today to screen for hep B and my dad stupidly didn't tell them i wanted to screen for hep A as well, SO next week i have to go AGAIN. omg dumb x10
went for lunch, tv+furniture shopping, bowling and gym with my parents then i met bee for dinner then i met dearest noelley for dinner again. heh
i finally got my earrings and they're pretty. thanks babe :) and yea i'm such a awesome baker rightrightright!
i like facebook. it's waaaaaaaaay cooler than friendster. it has yo momma jokes. HAHA
i have two very cold jokes:
1. why is cinderella a bad footballer? cause she has a pumpkin for a coach.
2. what driver doesn't have a license? a screwdriver.
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- i heard it on nickelodeon.
okay off to showerrrrrrrrrr
11:09 PM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
had pasta for lunch before heading down to club.
bee and jiawei were studying while i watched my dvd. HAHA all the way til dinner with my parents.
went to the gym and i could hardly do anything since i was so full.
today was rather uneventful.
can't wait to tmrw though! :D
10:23 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
woke up superbly early to go to the dentist to replace my retainers. haha the dentist/nurse couldn't stop nagging at how careless i was. ugh
went to the gym after which was quite good and accomplished :) and i think i'm going again tmrw.
went for lunch, supermarketing then dinner with my dad. i baked cupcakes! from scratch k, not from the premix. hahaha and of course, it tastes awesome. HA
the dress i bought online arrived today. and it looks like my pinafore. HAHAHA i think it looks alright but my mom says it's not. what-e-ver
i had macs for breakfast, prata for lunch and salmon for dinner. and my dad bought me a big packet of peanuts which i almost finished while watching tarzan and zack&cody earlier on. how very satisfying mmhmm
i'm getting hooked on korean melo-drama serials.
andandand if this was livejournal, my mood would be loved :)
10:09 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
i had another lazy afternoon watching dvds and downing mooncake. HAHA went to the gym in the evening, dinner at newyork newyork, supermarketing.
i bought(or my mom bought since she paid) a nice orange nail polish which i'm gonna paint later tonight. and i decided to start skin care so now everyday i must tone, moisturise, sun screen and mask. and hopefully it all works and i'll have nice complexion.
i have to wake up at an ungodly 7.30am tmrw. zomg
i'm broke, after 9 days.
9:30 PM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
i'm feeling xzxzxz x2972432
spent my entire afternoon lazing around at home til bee came to pick me in a cab so i had a free ride to club. fell asleep while he studied. HA then dinner at macs and i left my retainers on the table so now i've got to make a new one which costs 300 buckeroos and i got a second round nagging from my mom when i got home. sigh
and 10q bee. i love you too :)
10:56 PM
i've been happy the past two days :D with the company of my favourite bee and debbie. oh and of course the lappy. omg it rhymes HA
i'm gonna have a breakout again cause i stayed up the whole night to watch fullhouse. lololol i got adickted so i couldn't stop. hoho i love a happy ending!
now, i'm going to sleep for about three hours before my mom comes in to wake me up.
OH, my goldfish tank is really clean now. plus my dad's guppies laid eggs so there's like hundreds of baby fish swimming around. a pity most of them are gonna die. HAHA the adult guppies are now in my tank so they won't eat their own babies -.- animal nature can be quite screwed up sometimes. what's up with eating their own babies?! dizguztingxz
bedbedbed!
7:50 AM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
i went to the gym today! and i feel quite good. i shall go again tmrw.
had astons with bee, watched him and trin play pool, then i bowled league and i bowled rather badly. haha
i have training tmrw at sp ew.
i had fruit tart just now. berry nice!
i bought new dress online. yay online shopping rox.
11:46 PM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
went for lunch with the parents/aunties/uncles/grandma/cousins at wisma then me and my mom went shopping and we got two pairs of pumps and earrings. we bought famous amos brownie which is really nice! so my mom offered to buy baby a brownie and cookies for us to share. haha
dad picked baby at his place and we went for waffles at gelare togets. my dad doesn't find it nice! weirdo. HAHA
went to his house after(and the cookies we were supposed to share, i left it there and i asked him to leave some for me. hopefully there still is tmrw HAHA), then vivoooooo. went straight to gloria jeans for chocolate royale. whoaaaaa shiok ballxzxzxz. baby had oreo cheesecake and it's really good too. the slice is damn huge too, so we were both damn full after that. ljs for dinner and i bumped into cherylann quek and may, it was good seeing them :) i always like to see my ij friends around but it makes me miss my sec school days even more..
i'm dying here. i think my stomach's gonna explode soon but there's delifrance fruit tarts in the fridge :X
we look(and are) happy. HAHA
my dad's blasting classicals outside -.-
10:43 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
my face looks weirdly orange. but at least my face shape is back to normal. HAHA
got up really early at ten(haha) to go visit the dentist to remove the stitches, and he says it's healing really well so yay! i had a good lunch + ride home with my dad after :)
chillx at home while waiting for the rain to stop then went down to club! bowled, dinner at chomps, chocolate cake from sweet secrets, cards + chity chat together with debbie. i'm totally a distraction to them everytime they study. LOL
i suddenly have alot of solo shots of my dearest boyfriend in my phone. hahaha
ngeeann is quite tech savvy. we can opt to have our results sent to us by SMS. wOw
i'm getting hooked to online poker. wayne, your fault.
my body mass is rocketing wheeeeeeee
i had a gr8 monday
10:57 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
i've been feeling so stuffed and uncomfortable for the past three nights, since i started late night binging. HAHA which is the most deadly(woops) thats why i'm gonna start going to the gym again from next week onwards. i realised i haven't been to the gym since before exams.
i've been on the same position on the sofa since 12. HAHA i exercised my fingers by changing channels and putting food into my mouth.
i downloaded limewire despite my dad's disapproval and i got a little carried away. haha at least now i have new songs to listen to.
i was watching my super sweet 16 - the movie, and i rmbred having a sweet sixteen last year. thanks baby, noey, char, ali p, peiying <3
yo momma's so dumb she tried to choose between Dolce & Gabbana.
can't wait to tmrw!
9:50 PM
NOEY I'M GLAD YOU'RE ALRIGHT NOW! :)
42 days to school.
first week of holidays are over and it was rather unproductive but still happy and what matters is i'm happy so yay!
i need to hop onto recruit express before the holidays are over.
i'm feeling nauseous and having a splitting headache but for some reason i'm still smiling. haha
yo momma was so funny today.
i hope wayne's studying hard and not disturbing/distracting the others HAHA.
i've found the best chocolate cake. hooooorayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy