every night would somehow turn bad regardless of how good the rest of the day was. and i don't like it one bit. i like to go to sleep feeling happy and blessed and not always having feel like my life is just one major screw up. fuck

i had my two wisdom teeth extracted today so i'm in pain and hunger. liquid diets for the next two days since i can't effing chew anything. so much effing pills to take. fuck

caught the secret today and i being such a effing crybaby, as usual

i hoped for better days

maybe i am putting up a happy front

9:40 PM