I tried to look inside
Look into my own head
I realized something wasn't there
Then I saw your face staring back at me
And everything was falling into place
I can't explain what you mean to me
You've always been there
I meant what I said
Meant what I did
It's all for you baby
today was yet another chilly day. was freezing throughout the whole of econs tutorial even with my jacket! and my fingers were so numb i couldn't write properly.
went back after school because there was no stats lecture, and i didn't feel like joining the rest for lunch. haha therefore, i enjoyed the solitude which the house offered me. watched mtv while eating chocolate cake and avril's when you're gone played and i cried! that got me started feeling emo.
decided to vacuum and mop the floor and i did my stats tutorials after. my dad came back and he gave me 30 bucks since he realised how squeaky clean the floor was :) haha at least my effort is noticed and appreciated and therefore rewarded.
met baby at amkhub(again) and we had newyork newyork! we shared the giant yankee burger. the plate was like WHOA, super big. haha unfortunately, the taste was not as good as hoped.
had snow ice and off to the lib(feeling emo the whole time). was listening to my ipod while baby read his book and when you're gone played again plus other emo songs that played one after another. so i cried again, while listening to emo songs, in a library -.-x100 i hate how my emotions can get the better of me sometimes. ugh
met my mom at club and we gymed. did the treadmill with her and i puked out a little of my dinner -.- she wanted to do leg exercises so i did with her, and now both our legs are feeling so nuaaaaaaaa hahaha.
steambathed and i was telling her about me crying and she told me that when she was younger, she cried when she heard 'tell laura i love her' playing. i had it in my ipod so i let her listen to it but she didn't cry. HAHAHA not like i expected her to anyway
felt alot better(not emo anymore) after gyming. exercising really does make you feel better.
i'm still feeling so stuffed but i'm looking forward to peking duck tmrw night! :D