♥melissa
I tried to look inside
Look into my own head
I realized something wasn't there
Then I saw your face staring back at me
And everything was falling into place

I can't explain what you mean to me
You've always been there
I meant what I said
Meant what I did
It's all for you baby


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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
skipped the lectures in the morning so i went to school at 1.

cip tutorial til 4, then ob til supposedly 6 but phyllis, cheryl and i left at like 4.30 HAHA went to town after.

i've got a letter from noeyyyy :D

bumped into many ij girls, cheryl and kavina! we kept seeing cheryl around and she said i was stalking her -.- haha

diet plans today worked really well for me, not for cheryl and phyllis though. they had pancakes instead of fruits. hahaha

meeting baby tmrw and i'm so excited! :D

ok long awaited phonecall with him and bed!

night

10:05 PM


Tuesday, May 29, 2007
i'm feeling so guilty(and fat).

bcomm test in the morning and hopefully i'll be able to pass. HAHA cheryl had to go for make-up econs tutorial so phyllis and i decided to pass the time watching movie! so we went to the library and borrowed the tuxedo. haha cheryl called just when the movie ended so good timing!

took 74 down to amk and we had new york new york!! headed to the basement for snow ice which was really yummy. 136 down to club, and we studied one chapter of econs. HAHA we haven't been studying for like what, six months! so one chapter is considered not too bad :X walked out to 7-11 for snickers, pocky, two boxes of florida's natural sweets, ice cream and cup noodles to occupy us til dinner.

then chompchomp! stingray, hokkien mee, pizza, fried oyster and fruit juice :D was really stuffed. then we sat there, talking(and bitching :X) for one hour and we felt hungry again, so we walked to icecube for ice cream! was really really full after that. so we decided to go on a fruit diet tmrw. HAHA

haven't had a girls day out in a long time, so today was great. nice food + good company = bliss <3

noey's back from chinaaaa and hopefully she'll be free tmrw night :)

just got off the phone with baby and clic camp(which everyone says it's damn fun) is not as fun as last time. 1990 batch is so muggerrrr boo, thank heavens my class is not like that. haha

looking forward to thursday! :D miss you plenty baby

okay i just came back from the shower and i feel damn clean! i washed my hair and scrubbed my body twice. now i don't stink and feel oily from chompchomp :D

i'm so shagged. shall go to bed now.

i hope everyone had a great day too :)

peace and out!

11:06 PM


Monday, May 28, 2007
i'm watching jungle book now and it's really retarded and boring. oo zack&cody is up next! :D

had a boring day at school today. went down to bishan with phyllis after school and we had not too bad dimsum and SESAME PASTE! :D

bcomm test tmrw and i haven't studied. haha studying plans with phyllis and cheryl tmrw, and i hope it'll be productive! :X

i now have hot pink nails :)

okay i miss baby manymany! thursdayyyyyyy!!

i'm out!

8:57 PM


Sunday, May 27, 2007
lunch at thai express with my parents, supermarketing then off to club for bowling! i bowled relatively well today so i'm happy :)

vivo after and it was freezing in there! baby called me just now during bunk time :D

now i'm home and my momma's frying emping! yum

i feel so tired and my econs tutorial's not done yet and it'll probably remain status quo. HAHA shit i'm lazy.

i shall go to the kitchen now for some emping! :X

okay out!

<3

9:11 PM


Saturday, May 26, 2007
woke up to a bright and sunny day and off to meet baby!

was supposed to catch pirates at 1120 but due to technical faults they couldn't screen it, so we caught it at 140 instead. we had good third-row-from-the-back seats at 1120 then because we changed to the 140 one, we got lousy third-row-from-the-front seats -.- so as a form of compensation, we get to watch a movie free within one month! so it's not too bad. and pirates was quite boring(i fell asleep). how disappointing :( mister depp's still looking good though! :D

so to pass time in btwn, we took a bus down to wheelock to get my crumpler laptop bag but it's sold out everywhere! how sad luh.

had long john's after the movie, then headed down to club for heroes! it's getting more exciting by the episode! after baby comes back from camp, hopefully i'll have til episode 23 then we can watch togets! :D

tests start on tuesday and it's good baby's going for camp so i can focus on TRYING to do well. i probably won't cause i know shit about everything. ugh

i miss you already baby, how to pass one week! :(

ok off to shower.

peace

10:40 PM


Friday, May 25, 2007
i had an angry morning but my day ended off really well! :D

cats and hiphop were boring(and annoying) then yimin, yasmin, yonghui, miateck, xiangtian, felix, phyllis, cheryl and i had dinner at ny togets!

went shopping after and it was super productive! i got nine west sandals for 35 bucks(!!), num shirt(which had a 10% discount), dress and a bag(both full price unfortunately). so i only spent 200 and my dad's gonna pay me back like 100+ so yay! :D

i <3 shopping!

okay i'm looking forward to tmrw cause i can finally meet my baby before he goes off to camp for FOUR DAYS! :(

cheryl's off to st john's camp and she's going to be an officer which means she can save me when i choke on a fishball. HAHA


funky mirror :O

me and cheryl with phyllis' fingers -.- HAHA

me, cheryl, xiangtian, miateck, yimin, yonghui, phyllis(oo felix and yasmin's missing)

phyllis and me!

okay off to shower.

out!

11:26 PM


Thursday, May 24, 2007
cheryl, baby and i all had a bad day today :(

rugby was fun, but i've got relatively bad injuries now. i grazed my leg and my jaw has a bruise(which totally affects my eating since i can't chew properly) and my shin has a muscle bruise(?) which hurts like @#%$ so now i walk with a limp. ugh

dinner at macs with cheryl after that. now i'm home and tired and tmrw's going to be another long day.

my dad bought a 500(!!) dollar vacuum cleaner and they(brother, dad and mom) are getting damn excited over it. like how the colour of the carpet looks so much brighter now that it's clean -.-

okay off to shower and i shall have an early night.

i miss my baby terribly much as well.

emo time

out!

10:34 PM


Wednesday, May 23, 2007
skipped the lectures in the morning to go down to support baby! and after i reached, he started bowling well. hahaha and of course i have to give him some credit.

went to school for CIP tutorial and as usual, it was slack. i only need the last three episodes of heroes and the whole season two of prison break! hurry hurry wenjin! haha and cheryl, phyllis and i were exchanging songs. so now i have 150 more songs. HAHA

stayed back in school with the girls to finish our bcomm assignment. we became damn high and started singing songs damn loudly. hahaha oh well, there was fun and laughter so who cares.

met baby at amk hub! haha fish&co(YUM!!) for dinner then we went to macs to watch heroes! now i'm home and i'm damn tired. still have bstats tutorial to do but i'm too tired :X

i shall go shower and sleep.

peace and out!

9:50 PM


Tuesday, May 22, 2007
bcomm was boring as usual. headed down to waffletown(!) with phyllis, cheryl, richie, miateck and xiangtian and the food was goooood :)

slacked around then back to school with cheryl and richie. rugby was fun today! although i got kicked and whacked by the ball in the jaw(i think it's swollen), more bruises and an aching ass cause i fell(for the first time!) -.- my mom asked me to quit the moment i started complaining. hahaha bitter woman.

went home and i had dinner/supper. which tasted really good(and fattening). it's nice coming home and seeing my parents there(although i could do without the nagging) HAHA

skipping the lectures in the morning to support baby for A div! with me behind your lanes, you'll surely bowl well :)

this is random, but i'm wearing jeans tmrw! i suddenly feel jeans. and i've only wore it to school once hahaha since school started. how exciting! wahahaha

ok off to bed. i'm beat!

10:12 PM


Monday, May 21, 2007
MY PARENTS ARE BACKKK!! :D:D how i missed them so.

bstats is totally killing me, i think i'm going to do damn badly for my common test :( boohoo

left for sam's house after school, where i met baby and had lots of m&ms and jellies :X getting fatter by the day. hahaha oh well

reached home and my parents walked in ten mins after! and i instinctively gave them a big hug. hee i'm sure they're happy to see me as well :)

four hours of bcomm tmrw and i'm dreading it.

my lappy's crashing, need to reformat! ugh

ok off to bed, night!

11:50 PM


Sunday, May 20, 2007
had cramps the whole day today :( boohoo periods suck.

lim hwee hua was bad, at least i went home with $100 ntuc vouchers. hahaha it can be my mom's birthday present. HAHAHA

pool, then baby and i caught meet the fockers at club(he got third! and he got isetan vouchers instead. how unfair) then he met his parents for dinner so i went home. feels weird having no family dinner on sundays. oh well, they're coming home tmrw and i can't wait to see them! :D

my brother's friend is over so they two had dinner togets, i'm too lazy to cook anything so i'm skipping dinner! i can start dieting from tonight. hahaha

my table's so messy. there's papers and postcards everywhere! i'm going to tidy them up and start copying lecture and tutorials from last week :X

all the best for doubles tmrw baby! i hope your thumb's not too sore by then. sorry i can't be there, but i'll be with you morally :) <3

out.

p/s i wonder how noey's doing in china.

8:07 PM


Saturday, May 19, 2007
i'm currently at club and i'm feeling bored(and cold). baby's sleeping and i took a really unglam picture which i want to post but i can't since i don't have the USB wire -.-

woke up really early this morning(okay i was awoken) by my brother's noisy bunch of friends. they got up and started blasting music(again) and screaming at the top of their lungs! ugh annoying pieces of @#%^%! and one of them, in his drunk stupor(maybe thats why), told me i'm hot. HAHAHA

so bowling and astons(the guy recognises us) for lunch. headed back to the study room and played mario(world four!!) then heroes. it's seven, and i'm sleepy. gotta wake up early tmrw for lim hwee hua cup and i'm going to win! :D

noey leaves for china and i hope you'll have fun! hahaha doubt you'll see this but, safe trip! and yes, you'll see me when you get back :)

ok i'm going to wake him up, go for dinner then a short swim and home (not so sweet without the parents) and maybe tv then bed!

peace and i'm out!

6:55 PM


Friday, May 18, 2007

HAPPY EIGHT! <3

baby stayed over last night(without a change of clothes) so this morning i had to help him iron his uniform. hahaha after he went off, i went back to sleep.

woke up late and i rushed like hell to school. met phyllis and cheryl and off to bcomm makeup. CATS and hiphop after then bstats lecture. hanged around school a little with phyllis, cheryl and richie then went off to meet baby!

dinner at subway and since we both were tired, we went back after dinner. my house is so noisy right now because my brother's having a party outside. and my door is vibrating from the bass -.- i wonder how i'm going to sleep tonight. ugh

they got really high(and welcoming) when i entered the house. hahaha my brother just came into my room with a redbull vodka(?) haha and it tastes rather weird. ew

i shall try to block out everything and catch up with my school work! :(

i'm out!

10:20 PM


Thursday, May 17, 2007
i'm waiting for my sweetie to come back(he went out to buy cupcake dollies), so here i am.

everyone welcomed me back to school today(she is such a showoff)
ok its her baby here now! she is taking ages in the shower. hahaha i know tonight is going to be good! and happy eight months. i love you to the max! gotta fly to meet my baby now! goodnight mikes.

9:37 PM


Wednesday, May 16, 2007
skipped school again today, and my bcomm teacher msged me. hahaha shit i think i'm getting a bad record :X

went down to safra yishun this morning/afternoon. baby you'll come back! and get the all events medal instead :)

had my first meal at 4 after they bowled at the coffeeshop opposite the alley and i haven't ate there since b div! damn i miss bowling for ij! and seeing uncle billy doing the same thing as what he did to me to wayne today made me miss it more. hahaha oh well

all of us headed to sam's house(aka gambling den) for mahjong then me and baby cabbed to club to put his bowling balls then off to ntuc to get my baking ingredients. back to my place and we watched heros! :D

he just left and i miss him already! :(

me, cheryl and phyllis have to go for make up bcomm tmrw -.- but i'm excited because wenjin's going to send me heros! and it only takes ten minutes for one episode. shiok

ok off to shower! i'm out.

11:06 PM


Tuesday, May 15, 2007
skipped school today again, and again tmrw :X

lunch with the family before my parents left for indo. then bowling with my brother and he went off to work so i went swimming(16 laps!) then met wayne at the bowling alley.

phyllis msged and told me that we(me, phyllis and cheryl) needed an MC for today so i spent thirty bucks at the doctor. i told him i had a sore throat(which i really did) and chest pains. so now i have medication and a TWO DAY MC. so i can skip tmrw as well then i can go down to support wayne for A div! :D

i feel lonely! it hasn't even been one day and i think i'm missing my parents already. oh well, one week will pass quite quickly i guess.

hannah montana is really entertaining. hahaha i feel less emo and moody now. sorry baby for just now. hee

i need to do the laundry tonight -.-

so out!

9:14 PM


Monday, May 14, 2007
skipped school today since baby didn't want to stay in school anymore and i wasn't feeling well(well enough to go to school though) :X

went back to IJ to collect my o level cert, and it's not pretty at all. hahaha nothing much changed but it certainly brought back both the good and bad memories. canteen food still kinda sucky i guess. HAHA

met baby at dhouby and had subway for brunch! (oh there's subway at tp bus interchange now) and we shared the foot long sandwich which was really good! but not filling for him. hahaha

now i'm at his place, and i just woke up from my one hour nap but he's still sleeping. oinkoink :O

i'm feeling bored(and hungry).

when he finally decides to get his ass off the bed(hopefully soon), we'll probably head down to club to chill and bowl since i need to train for this sunday! how exciting. oh and a divs start wed! although it doesn't involve me, but i'm feeling the fire which reminds me of b div last year!

ok he's up.

so out! (to get some food from the kitchen HAHA)

2:07 PM


Sunday, May 13, 2007
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

lunch at shingthai and since we didn't make reservations, they made us finish in forty five minutes since at 1, there was a reservation. so basically, we had to rush through lunch, but food was good nonetheless.

marina square and wisma after where my mom did her mother's day shopping. and now me, my dad and brother have a relatively burnt hole in our pockets. hahaha oh well, i'm happy my mom is happy :)

went over to my godma's place for dinner and we had roast prime beef! :D:D super super super good. had lots of wine and two lychee martinis, and i'm feeling tipsy. hee. dinner was great with the usual catching up and everything felt so warm.

i haven't done my elasticity tutorial and i don't think i'll be able to wake up tmrw :X

i had a great day today! and i hope everyone else did too! :D

off to shower then bed!

10:20 PM


Saturday, May 12, 2007
TODAY WAS GGGGGGGREAT! :D:D

started off the day early in club and did my tutorials and tried(and quite successfully) understanding elasticity.

baby came a little later and we bowled! i bowled quite well even though i didn't beat her -.- but oh well, i will next sunday! astons for godly steak and chicken, crunch + snickers for desert.

took the train down to dhouby and i went off to meet noey! and he went off to meet his bowling mates.

from far east to wheelock(where i saw a very fierce andrew) to wisma, heeren for wanton mee and back to wheelock for orange julius! had mango cheesecake blizzard, yum.

i bought havaianas! and they are really pretty :)

today i ate alot but i don't care anymore because eating makes me happy! :D

parents are flying to indo on tuesday for a week!

and oo.. mother's day tmrw and i have no plans :X

the only thing i'm not happy about today is that i forgot to take pictures with my dearest noey! :(




bad hair. hahaha

two of my loves in a day and i couldn't ask for more.

XO!

11:15 PM


Friday, May 11, 2007
baby skipped school today so we met bright and early in the morning. fareast for bk breakfast, ps then sim lim square(haha) so i could get my thumb drive.

he accompanied me to school so yay! :D cats was slack today, and hiphop was just, weird. the steps were rather retarded i think. hahaha

waffletown with baby and 3 lightbulbs, namely crystal, miateck and xiangtian. haha food was good(as well as company), and as usual i ate so much so i'm feeling fat now :( hahaha oh well.

feeling very very very extremely irritable.

why can't you understand me.



ugh

10:16 PM


Thursday, May 10, 2007
today could have been better :(

started off with econs lecture and elasticity is SUPER COMPLICATING! plus she was going so fast so, econs was bad. OB tutorial after and since we had some fun building the paper tower, it was not too bad.

lunch was okay, gerald treated me to apple-orange juice and junrong treated me to mango sunrise! so i had free drinks today. HAHA bstats tutorial and i was falling asleep. my textbook was the wrong edition! so the questions i so painstakingly did was rubbish -.-

rugby with the contact boys was much more exciting! so not too bad, but now i'm having muscle ache and a bleeding + broken toe nail and it hurts like !@%$#

but i ended off my day with the busride home with jos, and I AM MISSING IJ! :(

at least i start at 1 tmrw so i can sleep in, i'm so tired.

out!

9:49 PM


Wednesday, May 09, 2007
since bstats didn't prove to be a challenge for me( i thought i'll spend hours on it but i finished it in 20 mins!), i decided to post another entry for today. hahaha

lessons on wed = picnic.

early dinner with baby at mad jacks then caught 28 weeks later! it was a bit stupid but nvm, it was M18! i was damn kiasu and i borrowed phyllis' and richie's IC since they both were 18 already. but they didn't even check, haha. i have wonderful/ helpful classmates :)

today, baby was behaving weird, like suddenly he became damn sweet -.- haha i bet it won't last. HAHA which is good(?) in some way cause i'm not used to it. but on the other hand, i could get used to it :0

there's rugby tmrw!:D

he's taking so long in the shower omg.

i'm out!

11:31 PM


hello hello its your baby boy here! thanks for the good day! i'd say it isn't worth travelling all the way down for that kind of food but the company was worth it :D. i just heard one of the songs you like, and i think i should be sweeter. cause "what goes around comes around!"


i think i'm damn mean to post this but everyone should see the unglam side!
love!

10:57 PM


Tuesday, May 08, 2007
bcomm was boring as usual. lunch at kap! ate so much :X

since training started at 530, me and cheryl had three hours to kill, so we went to the library and we watched bring it down! hahaha the dvd collection is quite up-to-date and it's free! plus there's a room to watch it so no need for video ezy already! hahaha

rugby today was fun fun fun! we played the real game today and it's tiring! like the game's damn fast and everything so run run run for two hours. hahaha cheryl, kavina and i ran two rounds around the track after training somemore. haha i feel accomplished! i can't wait to thursday! :D

52 with cheryl home and we had a rather interesting talk. haha our parents are so similar! haha

after showering, i'm still feeling hot and it seems as though i haven't sweated everything out just now. so now the aircon's blasting and i feel cool. haha

time for bstats tutorial! :(

exams in about three weeks. eeyer

yay dinner with baby tmrw :D

peace and i'm out!

9:41 PM


Monday, May 07, 2007
BABY IS SICK! :(

econs tutorial and lunch after that. bstats lecture was cancelled! so all of us went to the library to slack for about 4 hours before everyone slowly pangseh bo jio/pangseh jio mai ki. HAHAHA funny lingo.

bowling with my brother at night. and i bowled well! :D:D

i'm so tired and bcomm starts at 9 tmrw! four non stop hours and i can't skip. ugh

i gave miateck my camera and suddenly i have photos of everyone. hahaha oh well, introducing my classmates! :D


front to back: richie, gerald, junrong, marcus(he drives a SLK!)

cheryl, me, phyllis and josh hartnett(HAHA)

felix

xiangtian

miateck

baby get well soon okay! <3

10:59 PM


Sunday, May 06, 2007
sometimes i think my life is perfect :)

started off the day well by finishing my tutorials, great lunch with my family at club. bowling was after that, and i saw my love there as well!

off to vivo for shopping and another great dinner. my mom got the dress she wanted, i got the david&goliath jacket i spotted at num yday, my dad bought his shirts. great family day :D and i couldn't be happier. oh and i felt so cheated. the 20% discount that ngee ann students get at num only applies to the slippers! so luckily i was a member so at least i got 10% off my jacket so it was 117 instead! it's a little ex and not really worth it. hahaha but my dad likes it as much as i do so yay!

my dad bought and sold another apartment today so more kachingkaching! hahaha so come to think of it, you actually need money to make more money which brings us to, the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer. what a vicious cycle, oh well.

so today i wore my gucci sneakers out for the first and also last time. the sole was damn lousy, it came out. hahaha my dad's gonna bring it back to the boutique for repairs but still, i don't want to risk it coming out again. hahaha no wonder it was on sale!

school starts again tmrw, and i'm not exactly looking forward.

out!

11:46 PM


Saturday, May 05, 2007
bowling, then sentosa later!

we chilled, ate, played cards. haha vivo after that, and i found my sweater. which i really want! but it's 100 bucks :(

oh and i just felt like saying that the necklace baby customized for me has arrived!:D

i'm too lazy to type so:


<3

#5. there were all ten poses. HAHA kinda looks like a four though. or he's yawning or smth.

he's real and i'm a virtual image. i think my physics application is wrong :X

although the day started off rather badly, i'm glad in the end we enjoyed ourselves :)

i just did my CIP assignment(online shopping! without the actual buying-.-), and i decided to be lazy and just 'buy' a shayne ward CD which was $11.90. i checked out my classmates' items and they bought things that were priced way way way higher than mine. hahaha

i need to do econs tutorial tmrw.

i want to sleep.

out!

11:13 PM


Friday, May 04, 2007
met baby this morning and we had macs for breakfast! spidey at lido after that, two thumbs up! :D

went a little shopping and we both bought a top! and i haven't bought anything in a long time so happy happy. hee

we both went to school, me for hiphop and him for phototaking. met baby after hiphop again and we had WAFFLETOWN for dinner! :D:D wenjin go try it soon!

played cards for a while and off to town for shopping continuation. so many things i want to buy, and i need sponsors :X cause my bank balance is becoming a smaller three digit :(

saw so many ij girls today! I MISS IJ




exciting sat with baby tmrw :)

outttt

10:37 PM


Thursday, May 03, 2007
school passed by rather quickly today and i'm tired!

touch was not too bad, we went straight into the passes and all without the introduction/ ice breaking. hahaha sam, cheryl, kavina and i got super muddy! thanks to the rain this afternoon -.-

but now my skin's damn smooth i think it's because of the 'mud bath'. haha felt damn shiok after showering! :D

i'm going to sleep now since i'm meeting wayne tmrw morning! haha he's skipping school and i'm going to school just for hiphop since it's e-learning! waste of my time :O

spideyyyyy tmrw! :D

11:07 PM


Wednesday, May 02, 2007
see he's so good with words. hahaha <3

okay so i just got off the phone with him and he sounded so dead. haha in order to support liverpool last night, he sacrificed his sleep! but it was all worth it in the end :D

so i skipped school today. my first time and hopefully the second time won't be too soon. heh

went to club. did my tutorials then went swimming! baby came from school and we went for lunch, bowling after and super mario til dinner and cards after that. so many activities and i'm tired.

training tmrw and i start at 9! so it's a long long day ahead.

to n, i hope you didn't miss my letter since i put it at your door :)

bed.

10:58 PM


i'm so depressed yet i'm glad cause i have you. your laptop very hard to type!
anyway here's something for you:
Just a few words from your mouth i hear,
it takes away every drop of my tears.
Just a smile from your face,
i feel like i'm first in every race.
Just a frown on your face,
and i feel so out of place.

i hope you're not going to peep at what i say so you can read this only later after dinner, so imma hurry make my way out!

6:48 PM


Tuesday, May 01, 2007
HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

so went to baby's house today, and we had pizza! two slices plus a cup of apple juice and i was full. but i had to continue eating chocolate, hello panda and maltesers ice cream(which was damn good).

club after that and we had dinner at aston's. and again i was not hungry but i had to eat so much, and i even drank one (huge)carton of vitasoy -.-

back to club and we played pool. i was too full to bend down and aim. haha up til now, i'm still feeling so stuffed(and fat).

meeting baby again tmrw! :D and i'm going swimming to burn off some calories. hahaha

okay phonecall with baby now and i'm off to bed!

hope liverpool wins chelsea 3-1 tonight so he'll be 110 bucks richer and i'll get free lunch and dinner tmrw :D

out!

10:17 PM