i couldn't get to sleep last night so i ended up thinking about things. and i really hate it when every time my dad says something, as much as i don't want to think he's right, he always is.

so he said i'm open-minded/liberal blabla and that i'll be taken advantage of/cheated easily and it will have its consequences. so it has happened and everything is just as predicted.

i'm sorry, i should have done more.

so on a happier(?) note, i'll be moving to my godma's place for about ten days starting tmrw. i'll probably see less of the parents/ fatso(not that i see him alot anyway)/ the boyf <3 and noey of course. even though i'm gonna be free to go out in the afternoon but i have to be home at night to feed the cats -.- and school ends so late :( i hope it'll turn out better than expected.

so i don't feel so good today cause my fever came crawling back to me. suddenly life doesn't feel as great anymore.

i'm being so emo just shoot me.

the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight

10:06 AM