i'm dead beat, but i'm very very happy :D

long bus ride all the way to pasir ris, and we spent half the afternoon at escape. hahaha good fun there, but blasted rain cut short our fun :( headed back to white sands where we had b&j! and boy was it good :D

bused down to tampines mall(haha), and we wanted to watch a movie but the timings sucked so we walked around. din tai fung for dinner and i finally satisfied my craving for xiao long bao! bought more food and headed to jeffrey's house for soccer! now baby's 32 bucks richer. hahaha yay liverpool!:D

i've been eating so much and i'm still feeling hungry because there's a malay wedding going on downstairs and the food smells yum. haha but i know my baby will still love me even if i'm fat. hee


when we were dry

he's wetter than me since he has more surface area. WAHAHA

he was talking haha

vulgar boy

ten spastic fingers

he's tired too

and i thank you for today <3

it's the last day of march, how time flies.

XOXO

11:43 PM

lunch was not as good as expected because my mom seasoned the prawns overnight so it kinda spoilt the texture of it, but unagi was good! and we haven't had a family lunch in eons so overall, i'm satisfied :)

i bowled really well today! i'll be unbeatable(i wish) if i keep up this form. hahaha went for dental after. and i'm really privileged because since my mom works there, i cut the queue since i was rushing for time. HAHA

skipped my cousin's party to meet baby boy. caught the hitcher and it was bloody gruesome. he couldn't stop saying sophia bush was sexy, but she really is man. how depressing. hahaha the show ended at 9.15pm and it was still rather early so we walked around a bit and bought gelatos! squeezy train ride home where i got scratched by a lady rushing out of the train :(

i can't wait to tmrw! :D

11:22 PM

i lost my wallet! :( rah i'm pissed with how careless i can get. and i'm convinced that there's a curse on baby and i since we keep losing our things -.-

thankfully there was only twenty bucks inside. but there's my IC plus house keys, which means the person who found it can break into my house. and because i lost my wallet, i couldn't meet noey and that's the suckiest part of it all.

so no money and keys means no way to get home from club, so i called my dad and we bowled.

i gorged myself with six baos today. and went supermarketing and i get to choose what my mom cooks so i can't wait to lunch tmrw!

xzxzxzxz out!

10:28 PM

had a lunch date with my dad, and bowling after. bowling was bad, really bad. my ankle was hurting, my back was aching and i didn't really have the mood to bowl so i ended up stoning and listening to my ipod for an hour.

dropped by video ezy so i spent half my afternoon watching a walk to remember/mean girls. i shall watch a lot like love tmrw and rent more!

today, i'm feeling xzxz.

emo times :(

7:48 PM

so now i no longer feel as emo.

met baby boy at bishan again and went off to town.
- macs for breakfast, and it tasted especially good with you.
- pictures at the photobooth where we managed to squeeze two fat faces in a passport photo.
- pathfinder where i was in the toilet half the time, because nature kept calling and i couldn't reject the call -.-
- gelare cause it's waffle day!
- sbf to collect our cheques, and the money will be go into our newly formed fund :D


bad hair

bad eyes

fat faces

it was drizzling and i like pink! :D

no idea why my camera puts the date on the photos now. hmm

i'm talking on the phone/singing/blogging at the same time and i can't multitask very well.

so i'm out!

you and me, together til the end

11:02 PM

i'm feeling so friking awful right now since nothing is going right.

fuck.

i haven't felt like this since 6th Jan.

7:58 PM

i spent fifteen hours out today and i'm really really really tired, all in the name of good fun :D

met my love at bishan and we took a bus down to town. had breakfast at burger king, and played cards til it was 9.45am and we walked over to lido to catch mr bean's holiday at 10.10am. after that was lunch at subway, and we caught TMNT at 12.40pm. i was sleeping like half the show but whatever i was awake to watch, was good. i still like michelangelo! haha and when we were walking around later, his physics teacher called and said she saw him in school this morning(when he didn't even go to school-.-) and she wanted an mc, so on the way to the doctor he was rehearsing what to say. and he's a really good liar! now he has two days mc and he's not going to school tmrw again(eh zhuang yong keep telling me "ask wayne to study la, he's damn slack" HAHA) which means i have to wake up at 6. oh well, it's for a very good cause.

so it was mj all the way til 9.30pm! and i slept because sam's bed is really comfy, maybe because i was so sleepy. haha and i was woken up by sam's super loud cursing, i think cause he couldn't game or something. haha i think i'm getting used to it already. they are an entertaining bunch of guys though, and the better looking ones in vj. HAHA

so after more gay fooling around, we left at 10 and i took the train back with zhuang yong and we had a nice talk.

cramps suck :(

and i just realised this is very detailed.

i'm off to bed so i can wake up early tmrw to another great day! :D

lovelove!

10:54 PM

this is my 100th post! not bad, about three months only. i'm such a no life daily blogger. HAHA

so today i bowled, supermarketed, shopped. quite a good family day i must say. although shopping didnt really go well, only managed some underwear. haha my parents said i have alot of new clothes already and i only have one body so no need to buy -.-

haha i'm smiling to myself alot tonight. hahaha

so i'm actually looking forward to waking up early, really early tmrw because i'll be seeing baby boy first thing in the morning! and as quoted from himself, it rocks. hahaha

i need to shower, i stink from bbq! :(

i'm watching twins effect and edison chen is really cute.

out! xoxo

9:52 PM

woke up at 8 this morning! and i rushed down to my godma's place. had sebastian's for lunch and i'm starting to like french :D holland v for full body massage after and instead of feeling better after that, i'm aching. hahaha

now i have tons of new clothes, i like! and my parents are letting me shop without nagging at me for spending so much money, which is a very very good thing. met my baby boy and we wanted to watch a movie but everything was sold out :( so we ended up walking from ps all the way to suntec. nice walk, but the weather was being a bitch. HAHA

so now he knows how to play a song on the piano. he got it perfect within one hour! haha and with totally no musical talent at all, it's a great achievement. and credits goes to the best teacher, me :D


HAHAHA



trigger happy ♥

thanks for the great day love!

and nothing could ever be as good as here and now

1:27 AM

spent my late morning to early evening with my dearest brother. then i went off to meet my baby boy :) i haven't met him in a long time and it feels good finally getting to see him even if it's only two hours.

so after being heartbroken from losing his winnings, my brother did this:



and it's stuck to his table so he can rmbr everytime he feels the urge to gamble again!

i'm watching finding nemo on disney channel and it's rather nice. hahaha and i'm not really being disturbed because my boy's playing dota and noey is taking veryvery long to reply me. haha

and i bought my pink sleeeepurs and i'm as happy as can be.

i need to wake up at 9 tmrw! ugh

what comes around goes around

7:58 PM

after spending about twenty minutes editing the template html, i realised that the rainbow pills look spastic. and i wanted to find a new one, but i didn't want to waste my effort so i'll stick with this. haha

oh my, the whole thing's so ORANGE! actually the rainbow pills are rather cute. wahaha

hope tonight i'll be able to fall asleep earlier than 3 -.-

night!

1:33 AM

now my sleeping hours are from 3/4/5am to 11am. hahaha majorly screwed up body clock, and i am not liking it!

bowled six games today! and i won(as usual HAHA), so thats one dollar off my cab fare home. me and fatso have been bonding! spending about 4 hours together, sharing cabs home, eating and watching tv. haha we are both lonely souls, according to him.

so both noey and baby are feeling bad for ditching/ neglecting me for the past few days. and because of that, i spend my time with my brother which is actually not a very bad thing. he's quite an entertainer HAHA!

and i hope noey does not feel tired after school tmrw so we can finally meet! (and i can buy my slippers) :) i'm excited luh.

had dinner at orchard hotel and we had peking duck! omg it was like WHOA, super good. but it was really expensive though, we ordered five dishes and the bill came to 348 bucks! O.O

renovations for the toilet was completed today! and now we have new/ nice/ clean tiles and toilet bowl. HAHA

i'm playing chinese chess with my dad on yahoo -.-

baby's phone got stolen by a bloody mofo.

aye b, this is for you :) let's not get pissed off by a prick.



11:33 PM

spent half my afternoon bowling and i haven't did seven games in a long long time so i think my thumb can't take it, so now i have a blister -.- and it stings when it touches water! :(

finally got my passport photo taken and i look like a maid. HAHA damn, i hate photogenic people.

watched the cartoon channels and mtv and in the midst, i fell asleep. tv is getting boring nowadays and my dvds are running out! and when i go videoezy, i don't know what to rent. i want to go to the pasar malam and buy cheap pirated dvds, then i'll be breaking the law cause i'm stealing movies! HAHA

i miss noey and my love terribly much :(

and highlight of the day: i saw julian hee! :D

8:46 PM

it's raining and so, it's going to be a goodgood sleep tonight :D i love rainy days, when i'm indoors. heh

i went bowling in the end and my back is not aching that much, so yay!

noey probably can't meet me tmrw! :(

my love's playing dota and noey went to sleep so i'm free to watch lilo & stitch on disney channel! haha ooo there's trl on mtv! :D:D

i did two face masks today(HAHA kiasu) because i want nice and radiant skin for passport photo which i'm going to take tmrw. haha so now my face feels cooling, and smells nice :D and btw, my dad is happy to pay for my face masks so i can do like two everyday from now on. hooray!

perez hilton has pink(!) hair.

if you want my kisses in the night then jump for my love

11:55 PM

and i didn't meet noey in the end :(

therefore, i stayed home the whole day watching dvds. i was supposed to go bowling though but i couldn't cause my back was hurting, again! :( boohoo and so, my dad is nagging me to go for physio, and i don't want to! and as usual, he makes me feel guilty about not going -.-

i'm watching fairly odd parents on nickelodeon and it's rather boringgg cause i watched that episode before. heh i watch lots of cartoons :D and surprisingly i have not eaten since 4 and i don't feel like stuffing my face with food. hahaha

i'm feeling a teenybit emo. HAHA

oo there's haunted mansion followed by hannah montana on disney channel! at least i'll have entertainment til 10. haha

out!

7:11 PM

i slept at 5 last night/ this morning -.- i'm suffering from a sleeping disorder, i can't sleep unless it's after 3am.

the house is really quiet right now. fatso is in his room(without his blasting music), the bangla is not hacking today. so the only sound in the house is coming from my room, the every three minutes msg tone and itunes! which is a good thing cause i feel as though i'm all alone at home.

woke up about twenty minutes ago and i'm feeling bored/ hungry already. i need to take my passport photo(again) and get my ass down to club. but i'm feeling so lazy i don't want to move even to the living room to watch tv. HAHA

i needed a thunbprint for some giro form thing and i was too lazy to go down to the bank to do it, so i diy-ed, and it doesn't look anything like the thumbprint in my bankbook. HAHA shit i hope np's financial office lady is blind and she doesn't notice. haha


see you later, hopefully.

and i suppose i'll see you on sat! which is four days(!!) awayyyyyyy

you never fail to brighten up my day
and you never fail to take my heart away
nothing you do is to my dismay.






12:29 PM

got woken up by the bangla hacking my toilet tiles. HAHA it's under renovation and i don't understand why we're doing it when we're moving by end of the year. so for three days, i have to endure dust and noise :(

so basically i spent my afternoon eating(what's new) and watching dvds, turned the volume to the max and still had difficulty hearing so i had subtitles in CHINESE cause they didn't have them in english resulting in a very mind- taxing dvd marathon(wow what a long sentence, a lil challenging to say in one breath). haha met noey at about 6 and we went to town. at least the next time we go, we have an agenda.

so i'm especially smiley tonight because my love was being so sweet. i feel my heart melting(HAHA how cheesey) :D XOXOXO

my new favourite colour is pink. HAHA i realised i've been getting clothes/ watches/ slippers(haven bought it YET)/ accessories/ pens, and they're all in some shade of pink. hoho

i hope noey's mom does not want her home then she can get her havaianas and i can get my cute(and pink) paul franks! :D

you're perfect and my wasted heart loves you


10:49 PM

HAPPY SIX BABY! :D
i love you with all my heart and so much more ♥

got woken up at 945(!!) this morning and off to vivo. had dimsum at tunglok signatures which was only okay so we went to some japanese restaurant to satisfy ourselves. haha so today was just another pigging out day :X

and i finally settled for a guess which looked alot like my chopard but only costed 2% of it. and i gave the chopard to my momma cause i can't take the stress of 10k on my wrist. HAHA and of course, i still think my ck suspension is nice. went off to meet my love!

so he looked really sleepy, and he was. while waiting for the movie to start, he slept. during the movie, he slept as well. only half way through it then he decided to stay awake to watch. hahaha and despite how lame blood and chocolate sounded, the movie was not bad. we went home after that, because since it was sunday(family day), we had our family dinners.

went to soup restaurant and after eating, as usual we sat there to interact(HAHA) with each other. and tonight my parents decided to let us know how much our family spends a month.

dad: our total bills adds up to about 12k on average per month.
fatso&me: huh really meh! got so much ah!
mom: of course then how much you think it was?
me: dunno, 2-3k?
mom: that's only enough to pay the house and car loans.
me: whoa
mom: ya now you know.

so latest news is fatso lost all his 7k just now. HAHA so much for baccarat king -.-

so march hols are overrrrr, not that it affects me. haha actually it does because it means noey and love will be busy with school stuff! my life basically revolves around these two. haha oh well, it's good enough for me :D

noey is being so secretive about her new url -.- only five people knows so i guess i'm lucky number one! HAHA

i never saw true beauty til this night

10:40 PM

started off the day pretty well, fatso treated me to swensens for lunch. haha and he also gave me his old earphones because mine were cranky. HAHA

i lost 100USD (fatso's money) on online casino just now. i'm not good with baccarat like fatso is, he won 7k(!!) in three days. omg now his bank has like 11k(five digits man!) but he got a big scolding from my parents for gambling so big. hahaha so with his money, he treated us to dinner and he's getting my dad a new phone -.- my mom gets free shopping trip tmrw and i don't get anything because he treated me lunch already. haha oh well lunch and dinner tasted especially good :)

btw, my dad's selling his new pda(three days old) and buying the samsung pda instead. he's forever buying new phones and always ends up not using them and going back to his nokia -.-

today we had family discussions and we(my dad rather) decided that we should get a new car and new house. my mom and i wanted the bmw 7 series but my dad and fatso wanted honda accord(?). and of course, the guys won -.- like omg the bm is like style/ sleek/ nicer/ bigger/ cooler why the honda man! apparently, honda's engine is damn good all. ugh whatever and now me, fatso and mom wants to move to orchard bel-air but my dad still wants to move around in bishan! and again, my dad won! sometimes i wonder why we bother having discussions when what my dad says goes. super -.-!

so i want the ck suspension watch! and my mom totally spoilt my night, ugh. nvm i'm sure my dad will get it for me since he loves to buy me watches. and it's only three digits! :D noey thinks i'm a spoilt brat :( boohoo

and and and i can't wait to tmrw! :D

10:45 PM

so being in your own home is indeed the best! :) after not being home twelve days, a sleeping fatso welcomes me back. hahaha

met noey in the evening for our movie date! caught stomp the yard and it was rather boring at first but luckily towards the end, it got more interesting. and it was damn chilly in the theatre but noey didn't want to give me some warmth. HAHA

so i conclude that bishan is actually quite a happening place. i saw my cousin, jianwei and aveil whom i can hardly recognise cause he changed so much! must be the ac environment. haha fatso just told me that i looked cheena just because i have small eyes -.- so when i walk into np and don't say anything, people will speak to me in chinese! omg haha we're betting ten bucks on this.

fatso also said i should permanently not be at home because he enjoys the peace and now he's shaking his head at me because i'm yakking away again. HAHA i love to annoy the fats out of him. my parents miss me though, and i think my dad decided to comfort himself by buying a vaio and pda. my mom has the d&g razr and fatso has E65(i didn't even know nokia had an E series now haha). everyone has a new phone except me! and i'm complaining ALOT, i hope it works. hee

i can't sign into messenger and it's pissing me off! they say it's because i have no internet access and if i don't, how can i sign into blogger -.-

i need to take my passport photo but i'm having major break out! probably due to screwed up sleeping hours. haha my love came over and we were supposed to stay awake the whole night but we ended up sleeping til 2pm. HAHA all thanks to my superduper comfy bed, which i'm going to miss :( oh but my parents says we're moving house soon and i can get a queen size bed! so i'm looking forward.

me to parents: i want a queen size bed!
mom: why do you need such a big bed?
me: nice what! can roll around.
mom: then you have to sacrifice the amount of empty space in the room.
me: ok loh anything. i spend 1/3 of my life sleeping so i need a good bed.
fatso: ya good bed important. soon you'll be using it not only for sleeping. make sure it's good.
mom: you don't teach your sister nonsense.
fatso: please la you think she so innocent meh! but actually bed lousy nvm, there's still the floor, standing up also no problem!
me: eh?
fatso: -.- don't act blur
me: shutup
mom: ok la i get you your big bed, so when you grow fat still can use. LOL
fatso: then her baby can sleep with her then you all can save money on a cot.
me: piang eh -.-

i come home to such conversations. HAHA oh well, i love my family either way :D

and school starts on 16th april and i'm excited! :D:D

so, today was perfect! i woke up, and i saw my baby right next to me :) the feeling's really good somehow. then i see dearest noey, and of course my family. lovelovelove!

baby you're the one i need tonight

12:42 AM

today was yet another pigging out day. but thankfully when i tried on jeans just now, i'm still size four. HAHA

lunch buffet at conrad with coolios uncle and vivo after with noey :) topshop was first stop, where she changed her shorts and i bought a tee as fun as me. HAHAHA ooo it rhymes. then thai express and b&js for dessert(pure ownage!). walked around more and we left early cause she had to be home for dinner, which i'm skipping as i'm still damn full from afternoon. unfortunately, she didn't get to eat her fish because she went home and her mom was playing mahjong. haha! and there's pictures but i'm a little lazy to upload. HAHA

my love is going to stay over tonight! yay i'm so excited. but i'm falling asleep typing this, i think i'll fall asleep before he comes :X all those food + american idol is making me sleepyyy. OH THERE'S PRISON BREAK TONIGHT! :D:D

coolio uncle just fixed me gin tonic and we're having it with blue cheese(!) and crackers. i love eating but it's not helping me stay awake.

and love is only a feeling

7:47 PM

my uncle's back from seattle so now i have two pairs of chinos! plus cute a&f underwear HAHA. it's still snowing so there's no summer stuff :( it's alright. godma emailed and she bought more stuff from new york! hooray i love it when they go overseas. hoho

so he reached home about 12pm and we spent the whole afternoon plonked on the couch watching HBO and MTV! and er.. eating. haha! went down to sebastian's for superb italian, then drove to hollandv and chilled at coffeeclub. he's coolios, super hip and trendy. and when i was five, i told him i wanted to marry him. HAHAHA

so today was not bad, even though it was spent with a forty year old married man. haha and tmrw, he's gonna be my lunch date! hee he just went to sleep, thirtyseven hours in the plane :O

i'm watching collateral and jamie foxx looks bad/unhot. haha

and i don't hate the cats any longer because they literally cant keep their paws off me and they make me love them all over again. hee mojo is my new favourite! his fur is like really shiny, you can attach a strap and it'll look like a velvet bag. HAHA


scooter and he's sucking his thumb, seriously.

zuzu! she's on heat(in human terms, pmsing)

lulu

and mojo, my unle calls him mr handsome and he responds! haha

(ignore the fat thighs)

that look always intoxicates me

9:02 PM

my back and feet are aching. :( i want to go for a massage!

before meeting noey&co, i went paragon shopping! :D:D i told papa i was sad(but i'm not) and wanted to go shopping. so he gave me a 1k budget! haha it's not enough though, cause i spotted a chopard watch. HAHA maybe, just maybe papa would get it for me since he loves buying me watches. haha and i love (exploiting) my papa! i'm evil. hohoho

sat for about three hours at kfc, and we laughed so much i think now i have abs. hahaha we saw this lady with a badly burnt back(only her back) and when we walked out, nicholas sticked a piece of paper on the glass saying 'nice tan!' HAHA there was hardly a reaction from her though.

everyone left so me, noey and nicholas walked to lido for ice cream! which i was craving for two days, so i'm really satisfied right now :) then we walked all the way back to cine cause dirah left her jacket in kfc -.- nicholas waited in taka with both our bags, noey and i went to kfc. so now my birks and jeans(just washed) are soaking! we should have asked nicholas to go instead. haha i hate rainy days when i'm not sleeping!

went home after. my uncle's coming back tmrw! :D i'm really excited. haha hopefully my love can come stay over. i haven seen my parents in a loooooong time and i kinda miss them a little.

and of course, i miss my boyfriend. boohoo i wonder where he is right now. i shall give him a ringring after i shower.

so i say to myself, what a wonderful world

8:40 PM

i didn't wake up to a very pretty sight, but it did not spoil the beautiful day today is.

i called/woke up my love just now, and he sounded really groggy and did not show much enthusiasm. hahaha i suppose he would be really tired anyway.

since he missed me(!! :D) after soccer yday, we met in town for awhile. but after some alone time togets, his friend called to say that since the handsome boy(haha) was missing, they could not do anything so we walked a longlong way to meet them. sam&co are entertaining! haha so after they all went back, we felt like watching a movie so we walked to the cathay and caught the only midnight movie available. but music and lyrics was not bad! good enough to prevent us from falling asleep. haha so we both reached home at about twoplus, and i went to sleep but he stayed up to play wow! now my boyfriend is a gambler/gamer. hoho but it's fine by me just as long as i'm number one! HAHA

meeting noey later and i'm rather excited! :D



zuzu and scooter! my two favourite cats :D

i forgot to feed and change cat litter! :X

out!

a bullet in my head, with the sweetest kiss

11:26 AM

i've been on my ass the whole day watching dvds and of course, eating! :X

watched the fast and the furious tokyo drift, doom, the longest yard, spongebob movie, chill factor, passion of the christ and snakes on a plane. at least it didn't make my day so boring, but i'm sure after yday's and today's dvd/eating marathon without any form of exercise, i would have put on like what two kilos? hahaha

so looks like the boy couldn't make time for me today! haha or he could! :D he just msged so now he's coming over to my house. hooray! :)

6:40 PM

my eyes are swollen and puffy. hahaha korean serials make me cryyyy.

so i finally finished the whole serial and it's only 4.30pm! i can't watch tv cause my grandma's sleeping in the living room, noey is not replying me online, my love takes more interest in mj than me, i don't feel like playing audition(HAHA) and the cats are mia-ing so i'm dead bored :(

jw just msged and he's coming over to deliver cheesecake!! which is apparently very good(?) and he specially baked it for me but i think it's because his family doesn't want to eat it(too awful) and he knows i love cheesecake so i'm his rubbish bin. haha i appreciate it either way :D

at least now i have something to eat and someone to talk to. heh

baby you know it's nice to call and hear you say you love me :)

you put the colour inside of my world


4:24 PM

i'm all alone on a saturday night :( how depressing.

i haven slept for almost two days! oh poor me. fatso called last night so we spent the night out together. hahaha he treated me(!) to a movie and we talked quite a bit. i wasn't really listening cause i was falling asleep :X

so my momma just msged to tell me that fatso bought a new phone! and his new number is similar to mine and in korean shows, it's called lovers number -.-

met noey in the afternoon! we practically spent our whole time eating. hahaha and we both went home early to prevent her mom from nagging more. lol

so i know two broken hearts now. oh well, love hurts.

eh so talking to phelan can be quite entertaining. HAHA

i miss my baby boy.

you're a dream come true

6:11 PM

i'm sleepy cause i only slept for 4 hours! was supposed to stay awake the whole night yday but i fell asleep about 5.45 while on the phone with my boy. hahaha and i gave him wrong directions again so in the end he had to walk alot more to get to my place. haha woops :D

so since he was such a lazy dog, he didn't go to school again(what's new!) and he slept very very deeply(he stole the comforter and refused to give it back making me freeze!), until two when he finally decided to shower when i rolled him off the bed. then we watched espn! and off to town.

lazy dog didn't want to walk anywhere so we went to wheelock coffeebean. we ended up spending three hours there playing cards! haha we seem to always play cards at coffeebean and bet on who's going to buy dinner! so in the end, i lost :( haha went to subway and we paid the price of cold cut trio when we ordered subway melt. hoho

went to meet noey after. and your mega postcard was mega touching! :) rawr onion sucks!

all in all, today was greaaaaaat! :D:D




<3<3

our card towers!

12:32 AM

i'm freezing! i just showered for the fourth time today. haha i think my hair is totally stripped off it's natural oil :X

had dinner at newton with the family+grandma. fatso liked his berms and slippers! :) good good. he gave me a hug after opening his presents! haha it felt funny but it was kinda warm, i like! i think he was a little tipsy(why else would he hug me!) haha or now that he's 19, he finally realised after 17 years how wonderful a sister i am :D

i think fatso just made my day. hahaha surprising x10 hoho sibling love :D

baby's having training! faster come homeeee

i didn't meet noey today! :( due to time constraints. i'm so sorry dear! you didn't reply my msg and now i think our phones really hate each other.

zuzu is such a sweetie!

lovelovelove!

9:57 PM

i'm bored and very very sleepy.

i feel angsty.

and

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FATSO!
even though you can be really annoying and make me want to shoot you, you're still a great brother <3 stop being a bastard and treat your girl(s) well. i know your deepest darkest secrets so you should treat me well or i'll tell daddy, then you won't have any house to stay. and you better pass your driving test the first time so you can drive me to school! HOHO

i can't wait to see my love tmrw!

and of course, noey in three hours! :D

i'm angsty no more.

we would hide from passing cars and we would have the summer stars

12:45 PM

i was in the bus and i felt really bored. so i counted how much my whole outfit costed. and my result was 11k plus. hahaha i felt expensive, so did my wrist. hoho next time my dad buys me stuff from unfamiliar brands, i will not underestimate it. haha right noey! i realised my dad loves to buy me watches, why?! give me the money better :D

so shopping was efficent. i bought everything that i was supposed to buy, plus some stuff for myself. haha so as a result, i spent ALOT! like what's new. noey was efficient as well! ooo i <3 shopping plenty plenty!

i gave noey her b&js today but i still don't get my balloon! :( cheat my feelings la you! haha i want to see you in uniform! exciting!!

i seem to be the only one efficient in getting people stuff. someone still owes me tons of things from two months ago! boohoo :(

i'm out!

8:58 PM

i slept really well, too well that i didn't hear the alarm ring. haha and i was supposed to call my love to wake up. hoho so he had to watch soccer alone. hee


yay liverpool! :D my two cuties. HAHA

i need to go out soon but i feel really really really lazy. momma just called to tell me that there's gonna be brthday dinner tmrw so i have to get everything today! what happened to 100% efficiency. hahaha the couch is really comfy right wayne! so it's a little hard to get off it. the most i'll rush everything tmrw afternoon. hee

i just ate a sandwich, no ordinary sandwich mind you. it's pure ownage! turkey with cheese/ lettuce/ mustard. ooo wee i like!

i'm msging my uncle now and he's really funny. he cracks me up especially when he uses singlish. haha cause it sounds weird coming from an angmoh. and he replies really quickly although he's far away in seattle. with the power of technology, everything's so efficient. haha coolios

i feel really hyped. and i have no idea why. haha maybe cause the sandwich was so good! or because zuzu is such a sweetie. perhaps because i talked to my love this morning. haha i guess it's all of those. haha

i'm off to clean cat poo and watch my korean serial! xo!

i can't see me loving nobody but you, for all my life!

11:41 AM

it's almost eleven! time passed really quickly today. hahaha

dear boyf's alarm didn't ring! so instead of reaching at 10, he reached at 12. hahaha i made him walk one busstop cause i told him wrongly. hee so anyway he had a good lunch! right right! haha and since my bed was queen sized, we both emo-ed at the two sides of the bed. hahaha i had the blanket and he had the two pillows. and the aircon was blasting at 17 degrees. hahaha so he was freezing his exposed ass! WAHAHA now i'm monster melissa :( he thinks he's very funny. haha then he left for training. and the cats all went into hiding, but the moment he left they came running back to me. haha the cats hate you! :D

so i spent the entire time watching korean serial. hahaha and i polished off the remaining neuhaus chocolate(which was damn good)/ carrot cake(that i don't like but just ate for the sake of it)/ christmas chocolates and candy/ peanuts/ pineapple tarts/ prawn rolls/ bak gwa/ curry(without chicken cause dearest ate three drumsticks). i feel damn fat now luh so much for being on a diet. haha

fatso's birthday is on thursday and i haven't got anything yet! so tmrw i'm going full force. haha i shall brisk walk from shopping mall to another and lose 150 calories. hahaha right. i have so many presents to buy i just realised. i need 100% efficiency.

i'm happy that almost everyone got their first choice! haha and so did i, so yay :D

i feel paralysed cause i can't move. haha zuzu has made itself really comfy on my lap so i can't get up to bathe. and it looks really adorable, i like! haha i'll much prefer a certain someone though <3 hee

xoxoxo

10:56 PM

so posting's out, and i'm off to banking&finance in ngee ann! :D char's appealing and i want to hear good news!

so she woke me up by msging so early to check posting results. i expected it to be the boyf cause he was supposed to msg me when he left his house! then i saw char's name. haha how very disappointing. hee :D

and that girl forced me to get up to check! so with all those moving about, i can't get back to sleep. haha so i shall (im)patiently wait for him to come! downstairs i hear my grandma watching her korean serial. hahaha she watched half of it already when i just gave it to her yday. efficient!

i realised how near my house is to char's now. and omg, how near to np! haha i should consider asking my dad to buy over the house when they move out in august! (since we're moving too anyway! and we haven't found a nice place yet) and he's saying their house is really nice/big blabla, whoa there's hope. haha i shall talk to him about it the next time i see him. ok it felt weird saying that because i'm still in singapore but i don't see my family. haha

fatso(?) just talked to me online. and that felt weird as well. haha cause during the rare occasions that we need to communicate we'll shout across the house. haha! so i really want to kill him:

happily never after says:
so posting results how?
& baby let me love you long time says:
np banking and finance
happily never after says:
wah so now you going to be in the same school as me
& baby let me love you long time says:
ya man i suay
happily never after says:
i suay la!
happily never after says:
lucky year 2s dun see year 1s, then no one will know i have a monster for a sister.
& baby let me love you long time says:
-.- we go school together also what so people will still know that i have a fatso for a brother
happily never after says:
i fat meh?

hahaha the rest of the convo was nonsense. he has been calling me a monster since i was sec 1 i think. omg he sucks. and i rmbr boyf telling me that last time fatso told him that i looked like a monster -.- i wonder who else he told. according to my momma, his past time when i'm around: picking on me! rawr i want to kick his fatass.

it's 9(!!!) and still no msg from boyf! haha quick come i'm bored.

half way round the world, that won't stop me from loving you.

8:38 AM

i woke up today feeling really happy cause boyf's voice was the first thing i heard. hahaha then i had to clean cat litter/feed the cats. then i watch borat! haha it's really retarded i swear.

then i rushed like mad in order to make myself less late. hahaha i went out with my hair still wet which resulted in an ultra bad hair day :( haha caught hannibal rising at the cathay. and boy! it was boring(so he fell asleep haha) but it was really gory :/ paragon after, then trained home with boyf to take more stuff. took a bus back to my temporary home and there was a major traffic jam, cause the president was on the roads. and i told boyf i want to be the president too:

you can't be me i'm a rockstar. says:
hahahaha.
you can't be me i'm a rockstar. says:
right ah right.
you can't be me i'm a rockstar. says:
you want to be but singapore don't want you to be.
you can't be me i'm a rockstar. says:
how bout you be president's wife
you can't be me i'm a rockstar. says:
next time i president you marry me
you can't be me i'm a rockstar. says:
hahhha!

HAHAHA eh you funny. i can't wait for you to come over tmrw mannn :D

noey bought her uniform already and i'm quite excited to see her in it. haha and of cause i'll choose you over the cats luh! aiyo. hahaha

I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

every moment spent with you is a moment i'll treasure

10:05 PM

so i'm at my godma's place now. i've only been here for about forty five minutes and i've got my paycheck already :D:D haha once again, i love easy paying jobs. and i think my bank's four digits again! yay. plus i get another 200 bucks for allowance. and my parents gave me 300 bucks for allowance too cause i told them i have to settle all my meals when actually my grandma's cooking all of those. HAHAHA whoa i'm loving it.

you're rocking with the best says:
noo all cats hate me im convinced

HAHAHA she'll still come over for free food -.-

her house is chilly since it's always airconditioned. i swear the cats have a better life than i do. tuna everyday! i also want. HAHA

i smell dinner. yum OH and her three(!) fridges are filled with food. like cheese(!)/ chocolates and sweets(!!!) and turkeyyyy. plus i can drink the champagne :D haha it's like a hotel. i like!

but i cant use the laptop in the room since wireless is lousy. hahaha

i'm going out to buy suitcases. HAHA

out! xo

4:29 PM

LIVERPOOL LOST :(

so now manu is first! and liverpool is third. boohoo and manu reminds me of char! and ronaldo is NOT cute.

and i just found out from the boyf that garcia didn't play because he was suffering from injury, and it was quite a while already. eh i feel outdated. HAHA so gerrard is still looking goooood :D and seems like alonso's got a new jersey cause it's not so fitted anymore. haha and carragher is cute! i like watching cuties play soccer, right noey? hoho

so i'm waiting for 11.45pm. boyf just went running because he feels fat and lazy. HAHA i can't imagine him being fat omg. and come to think of it, he's not that lazy also. if not he wouldn't bother to go running! hahaha

boy why you trippin' like that

11:05 PM

so despite the emo morning, i can gladly say that it ended off pretty well :) i love how my boyfriend can so easily make my day perfect. hoho much much love to you boy!

so we went to yck, but the bowling alley closed down like what, five months ago! haha so we went to hougang instead. my dad didn't let me bowl since i was still sick(he says i should be grateful i can go out -.-), so i watched him. quite a number of people were watching him bowl as well, he also has his fanclub but hopefully with a better president than mine(HAHAHA). pro bowlers have fanclubs, thanks :D

so i made him look silly cause he was waving from opposite but i didn't see it, so everyone must be wondering who he was waving to. HAHAHA

i hope liverpool wins later on. i miss seeing gerrard and luis garcia play! i realised i haven been watching soccer for a long long time, and i'm quite excited.

i wonder how fall out boy is going.

and my num membership card finally came, after three months. 'for men with good taste.' HAHA

baby, seasons change but people don't.
and i'll always be waiting in the back room.

7:31 PM

i couldn't get to sleep last night so i ended up thinking about things. and i really hate it when every time my dad says something, as much as i don't want to think he's right, he always is.

so he said i'm open-minded/liberal blabla and that i'll be taken advantage of/cheated easily and it will have its consequences. so it has happened and everything is just as predicted.

i'm sorry, i should have done more.

so on a happier(?) note, i'll be moving to my godma's place for about ten days starting tmrw. i'll probably see less of the parents/ fatso(not that i see him alot anyway)/ the boyf <3 and noey of course. even though i'm gonna be free to go out in the afternoon but i have to be home at night to feed the cats -.- and school ends so late :( i hope it'll turn out better than expected.

so i don't feel so good today cause my fever came crawling back to me. suddenly life doesn't feel as great anymore.

i'm being so emo just shoot me.

the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight

10:06 AM

i'm so sleepy and i haven stepped out of my house yet, maybe tonight. and neither have i ate any proper food. hoho

digged up old vcds so i spent my afternoon watching rush hour and wild wild west. haha was supposed to go bowling but the rain suddenly became damn heavy and my dad didn't allow me to leave the house cause i'm not fully recovered yadayada -.-

i ate the whole tube of toblerone/ a can of campbell's cream of chicken/ more chocolates/ more junkfood. i adore food and abhor the calories in it but all good things comes with a price. oh well

i hope all J2s 06 had good a's results! and J2s 07, passed chinese. haha i'm glad i'm not going though all of this all over again.

dead bored.

6:15 PM

i just got back and i'm tired. and i feel really full even though i didn't eat much. so char's surprise went fairly well :) haha good fun good fun :D daniel is one funny man. HAHAHA



hiding from daniel/the guitar/and his singing.

my loves

she has new shoes to go to np with, hopefully :X

daniel purposedly zoomed to cut my face -.-


he's gay.

my batgirls.

:)

we are all in red!

daniel's a good chinese orchestra teacher. i'll post the videos soon. hilarious! HAHAHA

i miss my boyfriend.

i find the sweetest salvation in your arms.

11:09 PM

i'm awake and bored. i'm not meeting wayne anymore! :( cause it's raining quite heavily and if he climbs the gate, he'll get all wet. haha and i probably should not be in the rain now before i catch a flu or my fever gets worse! hoho i'm such a wimp. xuete!

i can't wait to tonight though! :D:D

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH CHAR!
hope you'll love everything! :)

and boy, does time flyyyyy. it's march already! and soon, i'll be ending my lala life to start school :( haha oh well. i think i've had enough fun already. hee

out!

10:47 AM