i woke up at an unearthly 5.30 this morning. i left the house when the sky was still dark and i return home when the sky is already dark. it seems as though i haven been outside where i could see the sun. hahaha

boyf went to replace his ezlink card and the photo looks ALOT better than the previous one. haha since we met so early in the morning(he skipped school again), and as usual we both felt sleepy, we scouted around for a place to sleep. hahaha we ended up in some random void deck where there were benches so we slept there. haha! we looked like runaways but who cares, at least we get to sleep. hoho


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we caught norbit and it really sucks! -.- then we walked around and plopped our asses at coffeebean. we played cards there and it does not pay to be nice! now i don't get my dinner :( he went off to douby gaut to meet his parents so i went home.

and i realised we had fast food/junk food the whole day! we had macs for breakfast, carls jr for lunch, long john's for dinner and jelly beans for the in betweens. not not good since i have a weight target to reach! which i doubt i will do so if i continue eating like this. hahaha but i will do it! cause i want my shopping spreeeee

the upper part of my face feels hot. so now, my eyes are teary and my ears are red. my forehead is burning and my fever is baaaaaack. i hate the feeling of being cold when the body is burning :( boohoo

i'm a very happy girl today :) but i could be happier if my fever went away so i won't feel so cold and therefore not so angsty because i feel like a weakling. and i hate being sick because suddenly everyone showers me with concern and i feel as though they are only caring because i'm sick! ugh. forgive me, i'm angsty and i shall stop complaining before someone complains that i complain too much.

would you lie here with me and forget the world?

8:30 PM