gambling at phelan's house was not good! i was bled dryyy :( i wasn't supposed to gamble but the urge was too strong! haha and i was actually winning til we changed bankers and they were totally lucky omg. everytime also get 21! ugh. the adult table was better! the amount of 50/100 dollar notes were likeeee whoa! hahaha and poor phelan's dad was the banker. haha nvm it's all in the name of cny! other times of the year i don't usually gamble so not too bad. haha a little sad to lose nonetheless! i hope my dad is doing well in genting :)

so me and boyf slept the whole afternoon away even though we were supposed to be at phelan's place at 2. haha fatso went out and came back and we were still sleeping. my bed smells of him now. haha and ew, it probably has microscopic shit particles. eh i swear you're damn gross ok, this kind of facts i rather not know! hahaha and despite losing money AGAIN, i'm happy :D since i've been spending my last 33 hours with the boyf! hahaha eh i love you :)

so noey's new blogskin is really nice. especially so since my face is there. hahaha i'm meeting her tmrw! for juicy oniony gossips. hahaha plus now i owe her another b&j since i pangsehed her :X hee you still owe me my xmas and vday presents!

eh jiawei sucks, now he calls me AH MEL. omg how auntie can a name sound! haha and he and boyf can talk about their favourite topic(ME!) tmrw during their cross country where they will both be walking. haha

me and jiawei's goodnights takes about five minutes. haha cause he'll say something that i have to reply to and in the end we'll just keep talking. haha at least now i know he's not (beef)jerk-y and bastard-y.

i'm off to bed to recuperate and i hope i can be awake to meet noey after school. hahaha i'll set every alarm i can find in the house. hoho and i feel so sad for wayne! at least i can sleep in but he has to wake up at six! :( so actually having no school is good. haha

with you, forever doesn't seem enough

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