PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
eh
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
i grow much stronger right?
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
HAHA
You're a priceless work of art, the masterpiece in my gallery. says:
how i know!
You're a priceless work of art, the masterpiece in my gallery. says:
haha
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
u saw me today
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
look more tan and sexy
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
wahaha!
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
orgassmiccc!
You're a priceless work of art, the masterpiece in my gallery. says:
-.-
You're a priceless work of art, the masterpiece in my gallery. says:
thickskin leh you!
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
why thickskin?
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
don't u think so too
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
HEH
You're a priceless work of art, the masterpiece in my gallery. says:
OMG PHELAN!
PHELAN .orgasmic attitude says:
LOL!

phelan's ego can kill. HAHA

10:51 PM

i woke up at an unearthly 5.30 this morning. i left the house when the sky was still dark and i return home when the sky is already dark. it seems as though i haven been outside where i could see the sun. hahaha

boyf went to replace his ezlink card and the photo looks ALOT better than the previous one. haha since we met so early in the morning(he skipped school again), and as usual we both felt sleepy, we scouted around for a place to sleep. hahaha we ended up in some random void deck where there were benches so we slept there. haha! we looked like runaways but who cares, at least we get to sleep. hoho


HAHA

we caught norbit and it really sucks! -.- then we walked around and plopped our asses at coffeebean. we played cards there and it does not pay to be nice! now i don't get my dinner :( he went off to douby gaut to meet his parents so i went home.

and i realised we had fast food/junk food the whole day! we had macs for breakfast, carls jr for lunch, long john's for dinner and jelly beans for the in betweens. not not good since i have a weight target to reach! which i doubt i will do so if i continue eating like this. hahaha but i will do it! cause i want my shopping spreeeee

the upper part of my face feels hot. so now, my eyes are teary and my ears are red. my forehead is burning and my fever is baaaaaack. i hate the feeling of being cold when the body is burning :( boohoo

i'm a very happy girl today :) but i could be happier if my fever went away so i won't feel so cold and therefore not so angsty because i feel like a weakling. and i hate being sick because suddenly everyone showers me with concern and i feel as though they are only caring because i'm sick! ugh. forgive me, i'm angsty and i shall stop complaining before someone complains that i complain too much.

would you lie here with me and forget the world?

8:30 PM

i'm really tired and lazy today and in order not to break the update-everyday routine, this is gonna be a really short one. haha

i can't wait to thursday! and of cause tmrw! hahaha this week is so happening, i like :)

AH is noey's favourite word and she LOVL at people's names. hoho


spot the A!

my very swollen face :(

:D

i hope char's appeal goes through!

and now i have alot more songs, kudos again to jianwei! :D

lets waste time chasing cars

10:44 PM

SaMsOn½(0icon0)™ says:
i think we should be best friends.

everyone loves me.

9:06 PM

today is a terrible day. i haven spoken a word to anyone yet, since the moment i woke up everyone already left the house. i've only been msging and im-ing and i feel so devoid of human contact.

then i vomited! TWICE! :( my fever is getting worse, and i think i have dengue. and bad cramps was putting me in more agony. someone save me from this hell! ugh

those words was all it needed to put a smile on my face. i love you! :)

and sorry noey, i couldn't meet you in the end.

every time i look at you,
baby i see something new,
that takes me higher than before,
and makes me want you more.

i'm all about loving you.

7:52 PM

shopping today was not productive. i could not find any thing that i liked! only fatso bought slippers. haha my dad was in coffee club working with my laptop. hahaha so when we walked past coffee club:

fatso: he's the only one using a laptop man. haha
me: haha ya and it's lime green somemore, so outstanding.
fatso: thats why, he looks damn idiotic.
me: hahahahahaha
mom: you two children are horrible. he have to work hard to provide us with a good life, you two still make fun of him.
fatso: he can work hard at home what.
mom: but he have to come out so he can pay for our shopping right.
fatso: oh ya.
me: hahahaha

club after that, bowling went well :) my mom and i both have weight targets which we have to reach by 18 march, three weeks from now. so the person who does not reach the target has to sponsor shopping on that day. hahaha i better do it, i can't afford my mom's shopping. hahaha i hope she doesn't! hee :D

we went to tan quee lan street for steamboat. the place was really weird, if we sat by the roadside, the soup would be free. but if we wanted to sit inside(air-conditioned), we have to pay ten bucks for soup. hahaha so we sat inside and paid ten bucks for soup. this is the first place i went that soup is a separate charge -.- who the hell eats steamboat without soup. dumb, and it was like $104! twenty six per person for sucky steamboat :( we could use that money to eat like waaaaay better, quality food.

i miss the boyfriend and i love sundays! :)

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender

10:17 PM

i was woken up by really baaaaad cramps :( periods suck, period.

so i asked my dad just now whether we were gonna do my bowling ball today, and he was like "you sure you need a new ball?" omg i bet he doesn't want to buy it for me anymore but i'm gonna pester him everyday til he gets it :D

i finally got rid of the annoying cable wire that runs from the modem in the living room to my room. and my mom's happy about it since it's alot neater without a wire running through the room. hahaha my wireless connection is stable enough for basic internet stuff so unless i decide to start playing online games again, i'll keep it like this and so everyone will be happy :)

it's almost 11 and my parents are not rushing me and fatso to get ready for brunch. usually, we'll be out of the house. haha which means they are not hungry! but i'm starving :( however, i can't even chew since my teeth are aching like !^%#. braces suck as well. at least periods and braces don't interfere in shopping, and i don't feel pmsy so yay :)

my mom just came in and gave me custard puffs! she knew i was hungry. hahaha telepathic(i am with everyone right noey!). and there's mango roll(!) and cheesecake(!!!) in the fridge as well.

even when i dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do.

10:51 AM

the night with the cousins were good! :D she knows alot of people i know, and i know alot of the people she knows. so we exchanged gossips :D and the world is so small everyone knows everyone! and we both realised that my dad and her dad(brothers) are really similar, in every way possible. hahaha

i want to be in an international school too! i should have said yes when my dad wanted to send me to UWC :( all my cousins are in international schools and it sounds alot better than the local ones. haha oh well, i hope np is fun :)

so i didn't gamble in the end, since my cousins were both not gambling and juicy gossips were more interesting. hahaha anyway my dad/mom/fatso all lost money so i probably would do since my luck is so bad. haha but there's gonna be part two next week. thou shall not gamble, if i can resist :X

please say forever you will stay beside me

12:11 AM

i woke up at 9.30 today! and i'm damn sleepy now, i haven been getting enough sleep(11 hours) for three days now. hahaha therefore i'm having breakouts/becoming eyebag queen II and i'm angsty.

went down to tampines to watch the boyf bowl. there's still tmrw, and i know you'll bowl well! :) town with noey was next. we had fish&co for breakfast/lunch/ probably dinner(i'm still damn full, i can't eat anymore today). then i wanted to shop for clothes, but both noey and i had no mood so we landed up in topshop for accessories and i bought three pretty bangles and a ring for a sexy twentyfour bucks. haha

i have dinner/gambling with the relatives tonight and i'm semi-excited. i feel too groggy for anything and it's not helping that i miss my boyfriend :(

you've got me going crazy and i want you more and more.

5:43 PM

so i had a talk, a serious one with phelan. he surprisingly has good advice. so i guess i'm just thinking too much and it screws me up. now i feel less angsty so, thanks alot :)

you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

11:09 PM

i'm feeling angsty tonight cause my teeth are aching! omg i just tightened the blasted braces and now i can't bite -.- plus my dad was tired so we didn't drill my bowling ball in the end. and my boyfriend is not online! i'm tired and pmsing. ugh

so after dental i met noey. and she finally passed me half of my presents. haha the letter was so heart warming. i can't wait to tuesday cause i'll be getting my frog, plus the BALLOON! i've waited for damn long already and the people who promised to get it for me have not got it yet. so i'm really excited! haha i feel young. ok at least i feel less xz now :D

so tmrw morning i'm heading all the way down to tampines to watch the boyf bowl. but sadly, since no one wants me anymore i'm going home after. he has to go out with his teammates and noey is too lazy to go shopping with me! i feel xzxz all over again :(

and i got scratched today and now the three lines have turned into three painful bumps. boohoo

rahh where's my superman when i need him.

show me that you actually do care

10:02 PM

i woke up at 6.30am! to meet the boyf since he skipped school. hahaha took a bus down to town so we could sleep and he left his wallet in the bus! we rushed here and there in order to try to get it back but to no avail! someone took it i guess. bastard where's the honesty man?! so both of us felt damn xzxz the whole morning -.-

we walked over to the police post at killiney to make a report then over to cine for lunch, caught ghost rider after. it was goooood! haha then we took a train down to yck where we bumped into jianwei! lunch/movie/transport money was sponsored by me of cause. haha despite the bad bad start, it ended up well :D xoxo!


he's not smiling cause he's sad :( don't be anymore!

oh he masters how to make straw hearts ALOT faster than my dear noey. hahaha

it's raining like codfish and salmon and i'm so sleepy.

i'm addicted to the feeling i get when i think of you

4:21 PM

jiawei says:
he he he he
jiawei says:
xiao mei mei
jiawei says:
lai uncle ge ni kan dong xi

HAHAHA now i see his cheeko(tiko) side after he atm-ed(haha) his cheekopek smiley! and his nick is the nerd smiley but stupid blogger cant have the face. hahaha it's a pity cause it looks just like him. HAHA

his emoticons are funny. i LOVLed and now i can't get to sleep since i'm a little high. hohoho he cracks me uppppppp

and i asked wayne a -.- question i saw on tv! haha but he gave me a good answer so yay! <3

12:36 AM

so i was sleeping/eating(ALOT)/watching tv in the afternoon. come evening, i was a stuffed couch potato. hahaha my mom was scolding me for finishing all the cny goodies since there's people visiting on sat. so now my dad has to buy more. hoho

went for dinner(more eating) with fatso and daddy then bowling after. then we all went swimming. haha i hope all those helped burn off those calories, but probably not much :( chinese new year, the season of weight gaining- i totally agree man trinity! and there's fifteen days :X hahaha

i hope daddy's free tmrw, which means i get to finally drill my new bowling ball! :D:D how exciting. and on sunday, he promised me shopping :D ooo i'm loving this.

dad: eh you know everyday i see your mouth, my heart aches.
me: huh why?
dad: cause your mouth is worth 5k.
me: hahaha why?
dad: your braces la!
me: -.- eh you damn lame.
dad: talking to you what.
me: (super -.-)nvm la next year it'll be off, then you no need to have heartache.
dad: wah still have one more year, i think my heart collapse first.
me: tsk cbb.

i haven spoken to my baby boy today, and he's probably coming home late! since he has training :(

PHELAN .orgasmic as boom says:
orgasmic like phelan plus aik sern

hahaha omg he damn idiotic. and i accidently typed phelan plus instead of phua and now plus has became his official surname -.- haha

you're like him, only sweeter.

10:49 PM

i was awaken by a phone call from my godma/auntie. she has a business proposal for me! i get paid 200 bucks for about nine days to feed/clean cat litter. hahaha since both she and my uncle and even the maid is going away. haha so basically i just housesit. and i can go out in the afternoons! such easy money :D plus i stay over there and i can have friends over and blabla. coolios i love easy/high paying jobs. like mopping floors :D

so i'm 28 bucks richer. we went to visit my auntie since my parents just got back and all. and on saturday, gambling at my place! :D hopefully, our family's luck would turn around. haha exciting, i can't wait!

i am loving fall out boy's new album! i have all the songs now, kudos to jianwei :D

so long live the car crash hearts

1:28 PM

i'm home early today! and my parents are back. with bad news though, now we're 12k poorer :( haha oh well this year my whole family should not gamble at all.

so me and noey were really sleepy. after sitting at taka, we both fell asleep so we went up to library@orchard to sleep. but when we went there we took pictures instead. hahaha then we went to artfriend! then i went to meet boyf for two mins. i'm so sad cause when he's with his friend, he doesn't care about me anymore :(


:)



A&W! :D

xo!

8:28 PM

so i woke up earlier than expected today. hahaha i felt so dumb just now! i thought the boyf was with me, and he fell off the bed since i couldn't find him. then i realised that he wasn't even there with me in the first place. hahaha must because yday afternoon we slept together(hahaha jiawei!) and i was still in a daze. my body = major screwed up.

i was watching faking the video just now. haha mtv is quite entertaining. and now it's mtv rockit! and they are repeating the songs in the same order as the last time i saw it. boring boring boring.

noey is taking really long to calculate what time i should shower. haha and i'm so proud of her because she finished her gp essay! finally she's doing hmwk and getting serious. haha good la keep up the good work! :)

i hope cross country went well for boyf and jiawei. haha and he's still in the cny(gambling) mood. haha he's mahjonging now! i hope he wins some money. haha

the armageddon ost song is on mtv. and watching it makes me what to cry again! i should have bought the dvd instead then i can watch it over and over. haha

i wonder what time my parents will be back tonight, and how much richer have they become. hahaha hopefully their luck is not as bad as mine :X

if i could escape and recreate a place that's my own world,
and I could be your favourite girl, forever.
perfectly together,
and tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?


1:03 PM

gambling at phelan's house was not good! i was bled dryyy :( i wasn't supposed to gamble but the urge was too strong! haha and i was actually winning til we changed bankers and they were totally lucky omg. everytime also get 21! ugh. the adult table was better! the amount of 50/100 dollar notes were likeeee whoa! hahaha and poor phelan's dad was the banker. haha nvm it's all in the name of cny! other times of the year i don't usually gamble so not too bad. haha a little sad to lose nonetheless! i hope my dad is doing well in genting :)

so me and boyf slept the whole afternoon away even though we were supposed to be at phelan's place at 2. haha fatso went out and came back and we were still sleeping. my bed smells of him now. haha and ew, it probably has microscopic shit particles. eh i swear you're damn gross ok, this kind of facts i rather not know! hahaha and despite losing money AGAIN, i'm happy :D since i've been spending my last 33 hours with the boyf! hahaha eh i love you :)

so noey's new blogskin is really nice. especially so since my face is there. hahaha i'm meeting her tmrw! for juicy oniony gossips. hahaha plus now i owe her another b&j since i pangsehed her :X hee you still owe me my xmas and vday presents!

eh jiawei sucks, now he calls me AH MEL. omg how auntie can a name sound! haha and he and boyf can talk about their favourite topic(ME!) tmrw during their cross country where they will both be walking. haha

me and jiawei's goodnights takes about five minutes. haha cause he'll say something that i have to reply to and in the end we'll just keep talking. haha at least now i know he's not (beef)jerk-y and bastard-y.

i'm off to bed to recuperate and i hope i can be awake to meet noey after school. hahaha i'll set every alarm i can find in the house. hoho and i feel so sad for wayne! at least i can sleep in but he has to wake up at six! :( so actually having no school is good. haha

with you, forever doesn't seem enough

12:49 AM

i'm totally shagged. i've been on my ass since 3pm yday and i've only slept for one hour or so throughout the whole seventeen hour gambling. the house was like a gambling den. hahaha and i only played in between and a little bit of blackjack and i lost 40 bucks -.- my luck is THAT bad. the boy was gambling all the way and he lost about 38 as well. haha this is not a good year :( i've been losing!

so he's currently taking up all the space on my bed so i can't sleep. haha and gambling with about 14 guys is not a good thing. vulgarities in different languages would be heard in average about every five seconds. so che*bye is the most used throughout the night. they also enjoy bringing their moms in when cursing. tsktsk. hahaha and when playing poker, their balls tend to shake/shrink/almost drop off. hahaha it was all rather funny. although the excessive use of flowery language was a little xz.

all in all, good fun :D i'll be spending today with the boy as well and i couldn't ask for more. haha phelan's house later probably and since i'm so down on luck i will not gamble.

haha i am enjoying no parentals :)



there's the imba(hahaha) on my bed i absolutely love :D

i could have been 38 bucks richer! but it's still four digits! :D

out!

9:31 AM

i'm freeeeee! my parents just left in the car. hahaha i feel happy. so i counted my angpow money again it's 765 bucks! yay. so since my parents/uncle left so early, we're probably going to meet up with the usual gambling relatives this weekend. so more money to come. hahaha

gambling with the relatives is good. my dad gave me back the 72 i lost :) and if i lose, he'll pay me back my losses. but if i win, i get to keep the money. hahaha my dad says, the money only transfers from one account(his) to another(mine). and i need the money more than him so he gave it to me. hahaha shiok la.

so i currently have no ideas what my plans are gonna be. i'm waiting for the boy to wake up! haha i should be meeting him later. yay!

i did 100 crunches, and now my abs(?) ache. hahaha i'm weak.


this cat gets a better life than i do :(

PHELAN .get orgasmic says:
im orgasmic
PHELAN .get orgasmic says:
i make girls go orgasmic

phelan is a horny bastard.

10:15 AM

so gambling was baaaaaad! i lost 72 bucks. hahaha fatso won all my money la he sucks. i could have won like alot la but stupid brother always went before me so he'll bet everything and leave me 2 bucks in the bowl -.-

and and and, my parents are going genting tmrw morning. which leaves me and brother alone to our own devices. which is a good thing, like ultimate freedom til wed night! haha since fatso does not give two hoots about me :D

my boy is having flu. my heart bleeds :( hahaha but with my tender loving care, he'll get well soon. maybe winning money would make him well sooner. haha

i need to wake up at like 7 tmrw. cause we still have two more houses to visit! like i thought we finished everything today. nvm more angpow to collect! :D:D haha then my parents will leave at 10 and i'm freeeeeeee

my parents worries leaving me and fatso at home. haha he asked me to msg him every night(only two nights) to tell him that we're safe with our body parts still intact/ nagging us to close windows when we go out/ lock doors/ water plants/ feed fishes/ don't burn down the house when we cook. haha like i think we both probably wont be home. even though fatso was given duty to look after me(!). haiyo stop mothering/fathering us man. we're sensible kids. hohoho

i'm out! night all.

12:58 AM

so i'm back from visiting today. and i'm really stuffed from all the tidbits and drinks at every house we visit. haha thankfully we went only four houses. haha one last stop later to gamble!

hahaha the haul today was good! 711 buckeroos :D hopefully more later from gambling. yay and my grandaunt(78 yrs) is power! she drank a huge glass of brandy faster than i finished my coke, which is maybe about ten minutes. coolios. and she's always saying how we would not see her again next year but we always do. haha she's a funny lady.

my family is going to genting tmrw morning! like they just planned it today at my uncle's place. and i don't know if i'm going or not. haha i don't really feel like it(plus everyone here will miss me terribly), although we get to stay in apparently a six star hotel(don't really care) and all expenses paid(thats why i'm considering!). my dad is like some high roller(all the money that should go to me, are lost in the casinos -.-) and there are rooms which are reserved especially for these people so they can go as and when they wish. not bad eh? i can be treated like a queen! hee :D haha my dad got invitation(10k only!) to go down to gamble. hahaha so hopefully when he returns, it'll be like 100k. haha fatso will probably lose all my dad's winnings. haha he is really suay.

staying in singapore will be more fun i guess, since i don't do casinos. i do small time gambling like mahjong and in between or black jack. can never lose more than a hundred bucks. haha you can lose like 50k in one hour in a damn casino man. like my dad last year, hahaha lousy pok. plus i'll be gambling with people i know! and i need to win daniel's money. and i'm not sitting at the tv cause he sees my tiles with the reflection from the screen! haha idiot.

good luck to those gambling right now! haha it'll be cool when wayne makes his first million. haha

i'm a happy girl today :D

you give me more than i could ever want

6:27 PM

Like a shadow, you are my sunshine.
You make me smile when the tide is running in high.
Take all the weight that troubles my mind.
You make me strong through the times both happy and sad,
And everybody's looking for a love like that.

and i'm glad i've found it. happy five boy! i love you :)

and also, happy chinese new year!

gong xi fa cai and a good pigging out year ahead :D

12:00 AM

reunion dinner was good! the food we eat, it's like i have to wait a whole year. haha so i really enjoyed it! :D i was stuffing myself(again). oh well once a year.

so i'm typing really slowly, with my two index fingers, cause my nails are still wet. haha very very inefficient! i was helping my mom pack angpows just now. so i'm getting 100 bucks from her. which means my dad will give at least 200! yay :D after cny, my bank will be four digits. coolios i like! $$$ hee :D

so we're going out really early tmrw, at like 8 plus. haha we wanna start early and finish visiting everyone so we can start gambling tonight! exciting! i want more $! hahaha

fatso went sailing with my uncle today and he's like super super burnt. hahaha now he's a professional bowman(controls the power of the sails) and my uncle's gonna take him out on regattas next time. omg can't believe it. haha and the bowman is supposed to be the deciding factor on whether they win the regatta or not. bad choice in using fatso man. tsktsk

so my mom just told me that this year, my lucky number is 4, lucky colour is green and i'm most compatible with a RABBIT. hahaha wth what bull la, i'm not superstitious. haha

courtesy of huierh and it's really sweet:
i rather have bad times with you, then good times with someone else.

11:25 PM

so my dad called me to wake me up and i rushed out of the house with my hair still dripping wet. he expects me to be downstairs waiting for him when he was going to reach home in seven minutes! omg. so we went to pick my mom up, and tried to find a place that was open for business. being the smart person, i suggested prata house since it won't be closed for cny! so we ate there :D i <3 prataaaaa

sent my mom home first then headed down to club. before she got out of the car:
mom: you should call the bowling alley to see whether it's open.
me: ya if not go all the way there, closed then we two sian already.
dad: no need la, you two so kiasu. women!
mom: i suppose i'll see you two home real soon since it's gonna be closed.
then she went out.
me: eh just call la. you got free outgoing anyway what.
dad: no need la i have confidence.
me: -.- whatever.
so during the ride there, we were talking about protege(?) and how much i should get for angpow this year :D so as we were turning into club and there were two huge signs which says 'club closed'
me: see la confidence somemore.
dad: nvm la then we go eat.
me: no don't want i damn full.
dad: i not full la.
then he turned into macs.
me: go home la! i cook instant noodles for you(me and my big mouth)
dad: whoa my daughter going to cook for me ah. OK LA we go home.
then he was smiling like a goof. omg so i went home and had to cook for him. and he was damn happy la. aiyoooooo

so it's three now, and i'm leaving soon for my auntie's place! haha

oh and my sheets were nice to sleep on :D now i have a new pillow as well! hoho i like.

be back tonight! xoxoxo

2:46 PM

this is like the third post today. hahaha

so i watched the channel eight show at 9 just now. it's funny la. hahaha i shall consider following. there's alvin ng! xuete! HAHAHA

so i'm finally utilising trinity's photo frames :D since they are circular it's a little hard to put photos in, unless you cut it. which i did, in the end. hahaha my momma likes it! and she asks why it's not her photo instead. haha my parents get jealous easily :D

i think i mentioned this already but i'm really excited for reunion dinner tmrw! haha i love good food :D

and i wanna sleep on my new bedsheets. haha it was supposed to be for tmrw night. but i saw it on my table and since i can't resist new sheets, i changed it myself. hahaha and my mom said tonight i have to sleep in the living room cause only tmrw night then i can sleep on new bedsheets! -.- don't care. haha and i'm gonna renovate my house after cny! like after i just did my room like what, two months ago? haha but since moving is such a hassle, and i like staying in bishan as it's really convenient, then nvm. haha

and my boy's biological clock is a little screwy cause of funny sleeping hours due to mahjonging. hahaha


my favourites :D

i'll be the best mistake you'll ever make.

11:40 PM

so me and boyf were supposed to watch ghost rider today. but the tickets were sold out! and he had to go home and go training so we couldn't catch the later shows :( it's ok, at least i got to see you before CNY! if not i would have to wait til next week. haha so i'm happy. aye i love you!! hee :D oh btw, hope you've been putting the hearts in! :)

didn't meet noey either. haha was supposed to at six but she was going to her auntie's house for dinner. and i was already home! plus it was raining so i'm too lazy to go out again. haha next week next week! oh which gives you lots of time for my long overdue presents! i'm so excited! :D:D

my dad and i:
dad: so where did you come home from?
me: town.
dad: with?
me: wayne.
dad: so early ah, i'm surprised.
me: he have to go home la and i'm going out again soon to meet noelle.
dad: oh then going where?
me: maybe little india, she needs to buy stuff.
dad: buy what, papadum?! HAHA for what, cny not deepavali.
me: -.- veh leng leh you.
dad: talk to leng people must be leng also what.
me: -.-! i cbb with you.
so i went out to watch spongebob.
dad: so are you happy?
me: ok la not bad. why?
dad: why not bad only?! i want you to be very happy.
me: bring me shopping la, i'll be happy.
dad: then i not happy.
me: my happiness more important what, no meh?
dad: the best is both you and i happy.
me: bringing me shopping makes me happy what. and when i'm happy you should be happy!
dad: now i cbb with you.
then he walked away! -.- oh well, sometimes he cracks me up. haha

the rain is making me feel damn sleepy! when boyf leaves to go for training i shall go snooze a little bit. hahaha hopefully i'll be able to wake up and not sleep all the way to tmrw :X

i cant wait to reunion dinner tmrw! i miss the food man :D

i'm in love, you complete me.

6:45 PM

i just finished watching armageddon. it was nice! and touching. haha my dad thinks i'm very backdated:
dad: what you watching?
me: armageddon.
dad: wah that show almost ten years old, now then you watch!
me: tsk so you want to watch not? i just started.
dad: no need la i watch about five times already. ask your mommy, her favourite movie.
me: mommy want to watch not?
mom: i watch so many times already. i know the story very well, you watch la haha

-.- my parents think they damn cool since they watched alot of times already. they just went out to watch ghost rider. hahaha wth even i haven watched it! my parents are hipper than me.

yo harry, you the man.

12:54 PM

i'm back from movie outing with the family. protege was not bad, daniel wu! i love men in uniform. hoho

i waited for noey for damnnnn long! so anyway we went to kfc for zinger. i haven ate that in a looooooong time and it's really good! :D so we sat there for two and a half hours, our asses felt numb and flatter. haha enjoy your jogathon! and i'll see you after <3

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JUNBIN!
this is the biggest it can go. hahaha have fun with jayne! :)

the boy's not replying me on msn, i think he's mahjonging already. and he's not going to school tmrw! but i probably wont be meeting him. so the earliest i can see him again would be wed :( sucks ballzx

love!

12:00 AM

i'm bored! and i've already watched this episode of room raiders! mtv is getting boring! everything is repeated over and over again. and putting a laptop on the lap is not a very wise thing to do, what an irony. haha i want the red vaio! but unfortunately, it's not like handphones when you can trade in! boohoo

noey is not replying my msg! :( haha see you at 4 my love!

i miss waaaaaaayne.

out!

12:33 PM

i met my valentine at 8 today. haha he had cip :( what a bummer i swear. so we went for dinner and talked. and my bus didnt see me flag therefore it didn't stop for me! so i went to take train instead. i told him i was taking the train and since i didn't walk fast enough to catch his train, i took the next one. he stopped at novena to wait for me. but since M1/starhub was lagging, i stupidly got off at newton instead. and he had to rush home therefore he took the train i just got off from. oh well i can't help it if i'm dumb right, i'm an 18-pointer.

on a lighter note, thanks for the jigsaw! i appreciate all your eight hours of hard work and yes i know it's not easy. i took another look at it when i reached home and it was bright so i could clearly see the whole thing. and it's really beautiful :) thank you. and don't listen to sam! i didn't take it out to see earlier cause i was feeling a little xz, so don't feel hurt! i really really like it. and btw, i'm smart enough to see it.


thanks for the night, i love you <3

i'm so sad cause noey rather watch onion play soccer then meet me! plus my three roses are wilted and she hasn't promised me my balloon :( she still can call me auntie! boohoo

xo

10:24 PM

my dad is so sweet! he bought my mom a tiffany&co necklace(hahaha not citigems noey!). and since my mom was sleeping already, he woke her up with a kiss on the cheek! then she opened her eyes and she saw the box there. aww so obviously i left the room after i saw the necklace :D hee

I'll be there for you,
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe, I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you.
I'd live and I'd die for you,
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what a love can do,
I'll be there for you.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

i miss the times when everyone would be giving each other flowers/sweets/cookies/big hugs. i'll probably never experience something like that again :( i miss IJ!

11:17 AM

i was all over singapore today. haha i was in marine parade then holland v then bishan then town. i met noey at bishan and we went to far east flora! she bought yellow roses and i'm getting three, meaning i love you(yay!) and my balloon! :D:D

town after. we were feeling high therefore it resulted in mega loud laughter. hahaha saw quite a number of people today. all doing last minute valentine's day/chinese new year shopping.

i'm having a stitch right now, i think i walked too fast from the busstop. hahaha my back and feet ache! :(

i'm gonna watch protege with my family on thursday. haha my dad's so enthu i swear! he bought tickets already man! hahaha and he didn't bother asking whether we were free, he just assumed. haha but free movie/family bonding! so why not! :D


yellow roses!

the suays! :D

8:50 PM

woke up at eight today and off to vivo to meet my boy at ten. shopped a bit, he spent fifty bucks at candy empire! hahaha i never knew chocolates+sweets could cost so much! then we sat down and he sang the wrong words to cheesy love songs that was playing. it was quite funny. haha and i was reading his inbox and omg! he has a friend that msges damn gayly. HAHA later he went off to meet his class at sentosa and i went to club. i didnt get to bowl :( so i went home and slept.

i was supposed to wake up at 4 but i set the alarm for 4am instead so i didn't wake up. noey called like about seventeen times but it was charging so no vibration and i put it on silent mode so no one could disturb me. hee i'm so so sorry!

so my dad came home and he bought a new shirt. he was very high and it was kinda funny. he bought back chicky rice for dinner! :D shiok

i was talking to jianwei and he's panicking because he can't find the strawberry shortcake(?) stuff toy for his girlfriend. hahaha so he came to ask me for ideas and now he owes me one! :D i'm good. and not a hopeless romantic. hahaha

the sky was kinda dark just now, i hope it was still bright and sunny at sentosa. haha hope you had fun! :)

all my life i've waited, this is true.

6:16 PM

i was woken up by my momma at one today and i rushed like anything and left the house at 1.20. haha went to vivo, shopping was good! :D i love shopping when my dad pays for everything. today he was in a good mood, he said 'price don't care, nice can already.' haha and he just happily signed for everything :D

suntec later. we had tony romas for dinner! i ate quite little, even though the food was super. more shopping afterwards :D my dad said i should spend valentine's day with him. and fatso said that if i do, he'll look like my sugar daddy -.- go die.

my feet are aching, i want to buy the isqueeze! but later it malfunction and clamp my ankles til it bruises. hahaha wth that lady is damn suay.

daniel wu and louis koo are gonna be in vivo tmrw! haha coolios. pq will be thrilled to know that.

change of weather, still together when it ends.


11:33 PM

club in the afternoon, i bowled well! :D rushed to funfair later, it was not too shabby. haha boyf and i headed to town after that. shopping for him was unproductive cause half way, he didn't feel like buying anything. hahaha his parents paying still don't want to buy! if it was me, whoa my dad will regret his decision :D

he was tired and didnt want to walk anymore so we sat outside taka. he was being really silly, as usual. haha great day! <3

harry potter and the deathly hallows on 21 july :)






xo!

10:37 PM

i hate going to bed when things have not been cleared.

so i finally fell asleep at 4am and i woke up at 9.30 and i went back to sleep and now i'm up again. my heart feels heavy, i hope yj funfair will cheer me up :(

bad news last night, why must everything bad happen on the same night! ugh kill me. and just went i thought i should go shopping to take my mind off things: "if you are contemplating a session of retail therapy, think again. buying things to make yourself feel better may provide temporary relief. but in a couple of day's time, whatever has been bothering you will still be bothering you. any impulse buys you make today could drain your bank account of much-needed funds. save your money for another day and don't take any financial risks." -.- sometimes these horoscope stuff can be annoyingly accurate. not that i believe it, it just makes me feel even more zxzx. rawr life sucks.

so phelan just made me smile. but on happier times, i'll be laughing like a goof. sigh


i love you.

11:41 AM

i just woke up from a not so sweet slumber. i fell asleep watching mtv and my neck is damn pain. haha i was just talking to the boy, he had a bad dream. hoho

so i got a miserable 18 points. my parents didn't seem disappointed, in fact they looked rather happy. they were only abit disappointed in my humans. oh well i was too :( my dad hugged me and told me well done(haha his expectations a bit low eh). he was happy i got 2 for math. haha he said at least you go out and study you can produce results(?). personally i was not too upset, just that i could have done better for humans! rawr. but now fatso thinks i'm smart cause i can get below 20 -.- sometimes i wonder why my brother can be so annoying when i'm such a wonderful being :D

so noey, char, boyf and i went for pizza hut. and boy was it expensive! we paid more than our results. haha then we all went back. see all of you tmrw! :D

oh yay to 4/9! value added class :D i miss ij already :(


good luck to you all! :)

9:02 PM

so the day has come and in four hours, i'll be sitting in the school hall. surprisingly, i don't feel much yet. i feel more excited for a phone call which has been due since nine :(

so the boyf spent the whole night out yday. called me at six and we were supposed to meet at around nine! but i think he couldn't wake up from his one hour nap. haha oh well. i fell asleep waiting for his call/ reading harry potter. now my uniform is so crumpled and the hair sucks even more.

so i guess i'll be meeting noey for lunch but she just woke up and she feels lazy! she's as unexcited about results as i am. but we both can't wait to saturday! :D oh and she had a sweet dream. hoho

outside, i hear fatso telling my parents he passed his theory. and that he'll be starting driving lessons this sunday, paying 70 cents per minute -.- but the cool part is, if my brother passes the first time, my dad's buying a new car(cool) and the current car will be his(not cool cause i want my own car too). but two cars means more people to fetch me around! although i doubt fatso will be willing since he's such a twit, and i will risk my life as well. haha i'll just stick with my parents' safe driving.

be back tonight! xo

10:30 AM

i finally finished the third book of harry potter! and i shall start the forth on saturday if i'm still alive after tmrw. hahaha at 2.30, my fate will be sealed. exciting!

so i went to club with my dad this afternoon, and met noey later. we spent most of our time sitting down. haha happy la you! fragrant onion with cute smile! but still no internet. hahaha big laughs today. haha sometimes noey can be so entertaining! :D every time we walk pass giordano at taka, they'll be playing my ex favourite song. HAHA eh noey you got the words wrong luh! back to toa payoh and our wonderful day was ruined by broady -.-

i bought four new pens! they are nice and glittery. hahaha i feel young. now the boy's daily dose would be even prettier! i like :D hee i hope his selections went well today. and i'll see you tmrw! :D

come suay with me. HAHA

10:46 PM

the boyf climbed out of the gate and met me at 9.30! he was looking smart in his vj uniform! haha breakfast at burger king and we caught unseeable at the cathay after. it was booorinng! we both fell alseep and it was supposed to be a horror show. hahaha

taka later. shopping was productive for him! haha and i'm so proud of myself, i didn't buy a single thing. hoho i gave him a powerful pat(haha) on the back, and my hand was hurting for five minutes. i wonder whether there was a hand print. hahaha went to say hi(and stole a few fries) to noey and off to queensway! where more stuff were bought. the train ride to queensway was funny! i love multishot! hahaha he's a happy boy today! :D and i'm a happy girl too! thanks for the great day boy! <3 see you on sat! :D

his parents came to pick him up and i went home since my dad was xzxz-ing and wanted me home by nine! so, i couldnt go meet noey! :( i'm sorry.

i think i eat ALOT less when i'm with the boy. haha






:D

i'm showing everyone your spastic fingerrrs! hohoho

9:23 PM

I CUT MY HAIR! and it kinda sucks :( what's up with shaving it and giving me manly stubbles man. omg i want to sue her! and now my fringe is so short it falls down on my face even more! rawr grow hair grow!

but, today was not too bad. met noey(she skipped chinese and pe. tsktsk), and she was feeling highhh and sing-songy. hahaha we walked alot today and all those walking made me hungry! so so so, i ate, ALOT. haha ok maybe not alot, but relatively much :X oh well, food is my love :D heh

later, noey went to meet her mom and i went to meet jw. billy bombers for dinner and i'm damnnn full. oo noey msged me and she cut her hair too! hahaha coolios. and it smells like apple(?). haha

i hope i get to meet the boyf tmrw, if not i'll meet noey! haha two more days to results! i'm getting a little more nervous.

you're more than just amazing.

11:00 PM

since i couldn't go out today :( i was so depressed and i decided to gorge myself. hahaha not la i was hungry, no more like greedy(haha). after the boy went offline to go training, i cooked myself instant noodles, ate half the box of bak gwa(i still have no idea how to spell it), two cereal bars, a packet of m&ms, two glasses of gin tonic(courtesy of fatso), ruffles(!) and lastly, a glass of strawberry milk. and i'm drinking cranberry juice with soda water now. hahahaha i sometimes amaze myself at how much i can eat in front of the tv. i think i'm stuffing myself since it's the year of the pig! hoho

i shall take a break from eating and go back to the tv at 9 to watch zack&cody! hahaha double episodes! i like :D and hopefully when it finishes at 10, the boy would be home from training. today he was especially sweet :) & lomantik!

eh sorry noey! you had to go to vivo alone and it was a wasted trip somemore! haha at least you get to keep taxi money! and you can eat more now! hahaha i'll see you tmrw!

XOXO

8:03 PM

my alarm rang at 9.10(!) this morning and i snoozed til 9.30 and i rushed like mad in order to be on time for my dental appointment at 10.30. haha i was so sleepy, i fell asleep while he was cleaning my teeth. hahaha

went to club after where i had a sweet sweet surprise :D no wonder yday i saw some plastic thing sticking out of my bowling bag! hahaha but i didn't bother seeing what it was. haha ok so now i can hug it and pretend it's you when i sleep. hoho thanks boy <3

i'm home and i'm bored. i have to probably wait til 5 when i finally see noey! since she finishes at 4.30. vivo is soooooooo far i tell you. hahaha i'm starving and sleepy. i shall read harry potter, and hope i don't fall asleep while doing so. i probably wont since it's SO EXCITING! hahaha i feel young.

and now i have mr low junbin's password. hoho

out!

i miss you more than any words can say.

2:46 PM

today i ate ALOT. after i woke up, i went straight for lunch. off for cheesecake at secret recipe and kopi at starbucks later. shopped awhile(munched on chocolate at the same time), bought my iced plum (not cherry noey!) slices, bak gwa(however you spell it), fish & co for dinner, ice cream. i'm feeling so full right now. haha

i saw many familiar faces today! oh man i'm so full, i can't think. haha but today was not too bad. it only became better at night when i finally got to talk to my love. haha maybe i missed him too much so i stuffed my face :D

i'm gonna shower now, i feel dirty.

take care mrs low, we will be praying for you and your family.

life is fragile.

10:24 PM

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day.

we'll make it through.
i love you!

1:17 AM

my momma was on tv! haha coolios. i saw a whole batch of vjs today, including the gong jiawei. and he 'EH' damn loudly when he saw me so i waved at him and he didn't wave back -.- aiyo you ah, with SO many girls. tsktsk

bowling went well today :D haha it was a little slow though, bowling with all the aunties. and my dad kept on nagging me to cut my nails since he feels it's too long for bowling. he told me stuff like 'if you're so vain that you want long nails then quit bowling.' like helloo! it's not affecting me right. ugh. i think he's going into men-menopause young.

on a happier note, shopping tmrw and i can't wait. noey thinks i'm exploiting my old man. hahaha i hope shopping went well for you today! sorry i couldn't go meet you! hee

family dinner was entertaining, as usual. fatso was being emo and said less than ten words. my mom was sick but still a happy woman. my dad was just, being his normal self. and i was enjoying my food. swensens later for earthquake! whoa damn satisfying, i like. oh quoted from the boyf from yday : ice cream is like pwnage. HAHA i totally agree :D

oh noey! rmbr to watch channel u at 7.30pm tmrw! i saw the shots for the superstar thing and i THINK i saw derrick hoh and he's performing. haha enjoy!

PEACE YO!

10:14 PM

it feels good to wake up at 12 when i know that others(band geeks) have to wake up at 7. hoho i think today's gonna be a good day because i had a nice start. when i walked out of my room and my dad gave me a good morning/finally you're awake/ i love you kiss and a little hug. hahaha all was sweet but he had to say, go brush teeth -.- then i saw the boy's tag! haha oh and i have two new pretty glittery pens(haha)which i bought yday but i forgot til this morning/afternoon! i get happy/satisfied so easily.

so i currently have NO PLANS on a SATURDAY! i feel like a loser. i'll probably go spend some time at club practicing the art of rolling balls down wooden planks. what if i need to go for trials and my bowling sucks, then they won't accept me. hahaha but i've got rockin' good records so they might still accept me afterall. hoho but i'm not gonna take chances.

i've been reading harry potter(haha) for the past three days and i've finished the first and second book and now i'm halfway through the third. it's like really addictive and the order of the phoenix movie and the last book is coming out soon! exciting.

so i'll be back later, probably tonight. xoxo

dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you

12:19 PM

met the boyf at ps and we watched adrift. it was a silly show despite the hot guys(for me) and bikini babes(for him). hahaha i saw white butts cause they were naked. not that sexy. hee

went to taka and as usual, we ate. the brownies are gooood :D walked to centrepoint to meet nat and jon. called everyone else and jiawei was still in hougang, phelan was still at home, jianwei was somewhere, kelvin and val were on the way so we went to somerset to meet them. so much for meeting at six! haha stood there for ten minutes before deciding to go to vil'age at heeren.

so the six of us sat down and waited for jiawei, jianwei and phelan to arrive. bought food and talked, fuzzy wuzzy, mrt and lame jokes. i swear jiawei is DAMN slow. he was like the last one to get the lame games. HAHA we had to give him really obvious hints then he got it. piang! his face suits him totally, gong. hahaha he only knew how to play black magic which me, kelvin and phelan still do not get. everyone except kelvin stayed the same. hahaha i kinda miss the times all of us spent at club fooling around and killing auntie pat. oh and AMY. haha jiawei, she's still in your bag!

so nat was being pro-rj, the boyf and jiawei were being pro-vj, kelvin and val were being pro-ac. hahaha so me, jianwei and phelan were like er cos we're schooless. haha jon left and jianwei left a while later for his proposal. haha he put flowers in a shoe box to protect it(?) piang! his 'strategy' was quite romantic though. haha hope it went well! after that, nat and val left and the rest of us made dhouby gaut mrt our hangout spot. talked more and we felt a little xzxz, and anyway kelvin and jiawei had BAND the next morning so both of them and phelan took NEL and the boyf and i walked to NSL where i went home and he went to find his friends for pool. you must be a good boy ok, then i'll let you do whatever you want. hahaha cute father he has. and he'll probably be home at like 4am! haha omg. be safe k!

and jed, sorry i didn't go for your party! happy 20th :D i'm sure you had a good time hoho

and to end off, you gave me a wonderful time today. thanks boy, much love <3

11:36 PM

mymy i'm up so early today. the boyf's not going to school today, but this time with his mom's approval. haha apparently he needs to rest, but he's going out so early in the morning to meet the other ponners(?) for breakfast and pool. thats called resting huh? hahaha

noey is depressed because onion is playing hard to get. haha and she wanted to skip history but she decided to go in the end so, good girl noey! i'm proud of you.

i'm going out for brunch with the parents then they'll send me to town(yay). means no spending of money on transport! i'm using adult fare and it sucks ballx. oh my dad predicts all my savings+angbao money receivable(hahaha i rmbr accounts!) will be gone by MAY! hahaha he has such little faith in me. i'll make it last til June. hoho

results in exactly seven days! the moment of truth. haha omg exciting/terrifying/kanjiong/scared/hope it'll come out sooner. a variety of feelings from everyone. i'm scared! because if my results stink, i can't stay in Singapore! so it's either jc or np business/tp tourism. i only have three choices basically because if i can't get into either one, i'm going overseas :( so i hope i'll do well enough to stay here!

hahaha i realised that most of the people i'm talking to now are either in school, or working. hahaha shit i'm like bumming around but it's okay cause i know for sure pq also samasama. haha

every time you're near i feel like i’m in heaven.

9:12 AM

this morning, i woke up to a really sweet msg from the boyf :D club in the afternoon and i met noey after. she ponned english! haha bad girl. so when she arrived, i wanted to go far east. but she was grumbling that everywhere was so far -.- you're bad and lazy! tsktsk. so anyway we walked the whole of town. from far east to tangs to wisma to taka to cine. back to wisma to look for GNC(his bottle is so old, it's discontinued). haha then to tangs again and i bought my bag(it's not an auntie place ok!). we love gay boys at perfume counters :D and everytime we go wisma, i get the feeling i'll see pq. hahaha

trained back to toa payoh where she went home and i went to meet my mom. my dad picked us up and we went for kway chap! it was really really really gooooooooood :D bad for the cholesterol level but heck, i'm still young. haha i said that to make me feel less guilty since it's all accumulation from young and bla bla. my dad was nagging about eating healthy and there he was, eating kway chap. piang. and my dad can be really annoying

me: eh give me some money i'm cutting hair tmrw.
dad: -gives a cheeky smile(?)
me: -looks away and continues eating
dad: i transfer to you la
me: HUH LESS THAN THIRTY ALSO MUST TRANSFER!?
dad: my wallet no money la
me: how much you have?
dad: don't tell you la. haha but if it's less than 300 means got no money.

PIANG EH! sometimes i cbb with him.


see you tmrw! finally, after six days. hahaha

11:26 PM