here's to new beginnings :)

bye daftpunkk.

9:52 PM

i am falling sick and i don't like it one bit. must be all the food, lack of water and all the late nights these few days. SO, because time of the month is coming as well, my face is in the worse state ever and i'm so ashamed of myself, haha not.

yday i went to the gym and i felt less guilty after days of indulgence. collected more angpao from bowling peepxz in the club before heading to chewxz's place with b for steamboat which is really one-of-a-kind boy. there's like no meat, at all. hahaha

next was phelan's place. collected more angpaos but i lost twenty bucks in si kee so in the end, i only broke even. when i lose and win money, i didn't even touch the cards. it's always me and b sharing. haha and i wore my lucky colour so maybe i should have touched the cards more then we would have won.

btw, horses' lucky colour for the year is like, yellow and purple. ew

so that was really the end of cny, probably no more angpaos and gambling. and it's time to get serious and start revising! stress stress stress

i am getting fatter and i will work extra hard at the gym. my bank account's getting fatter too! and the fatter the better. but it'll probably lose weight along with me -.-

1:41 PM

i studied yday! what an achievement. hahaha even though it's only like 4 pages but still! at least now i can say i started a bit.

b came over for a while then we went to amk hub for subway and kung fu dunk. jay chou is cutie piexz laaaaaa omg faintz LOLOLOL

over to sam's place and it's the same as last year's, vulgarites everywhere while playing mahjong and blackjack. i was ultra unlucky ttmxm! but b was lucky so when he was banker he won us around 150 bucks, and he split half with me! :) then i got hungry so we went for macs before waiting like 20 mins for NR1 -.-

fell asleep straight away and when i woke up this morning, i got three new messages all from b saying he's losing :( i must have been his lucky charm thats why when i was there he won. hahaha it's okay b! tonight we will win again!

now i have to study again argh, hit the gym(omggggg the extra calories these few days) before steamboat at chewxz's place and probably phelan's for more gambling tonight wooooooooot!

HUAT HUAT HUAT!

12:49 PM

wed i went over to sexy's place, helped with her housework(i didn't even do anything for my own house haha) a teenee bit, did nails(teal, then ugly hard ridiculously long glue on nails before finally getting nice maroon glittery ones) and i was supposed to help wash the car but i had to go back home.

so reunion dinner that night was awezzzzome. everything from the appetizers, dishes, deserts, wine and even the plates and cutlery were beautiful. we played yuker and bridge and talked about the US elections. haha our reunion dinners are really very non-traditional which i prefer greatly to steamboat. we had fusion(like seriously, nonya/chinese/peranakan/vietnamese and tiramisu/cheese platter/wine for dessert)which totally beats any steamboat and yusheng hands down! and my uncle as always buys fine wine and i can't stop drinking since he keeps refilling so i got tipsy and couldn't stop falling asleep so i managed only a 'goodnight i love you' without any cny greetings to b.

today we were out of the house at 9am and we stayed at the last house from like 2-9pm. my brother, cousin and i were dying of boredom cause we couldn't gamble since the parents were all deep in convo and my other cousins are all overseas studying so we can't jolly well gamble within three people right. so we just ate, ate and ate somemore the entire day.

hahahaha even though we only visited like six places but angpao money was like 100 bucks more than last year. i tried to persuade my dad for another 52 bucks so we can get 888 but he said no -.- i thank god for my 2 rich and generous(but also super caring and nice)relatives which made the bulk of everything besides the money from my parents. i'm so $.$

this more or less marks the end of cny for me. no more visiting just gambling at friends' places tmrw and sat. and after that, time to mug mug mug for exams. zZz

11:30 PM

ohmagod i'm so so so tired. was supposed to wake up at 9am but i snoozed all the way til 11am which meant that i did not wake b up at 930am so in the end, our plans were all delayed. hahaha which didn't turn out to be a bad thing afterall! :)

we had astons for lunch before cycling at ecp. i think we cycled really far and both our legs were super nua after that. he still had to go for training(poor thing) so i went home. i err slept in the bus and drooled HAHAHA

it's like 630pm already and i'm too tired so i think i won't study, again.

tmrw there's reunion dinner i'm so eggcited cause my grandma's cooking is da best.

sexy is such a bitch. she msged me asking if i was free tmrw morning ...to paint her nails. hahahaha i know i can paint nails well thanks. and my pedicure still looks pretty even after two weeks! woot

tonight i will be lonely cause b's going for overnight mahjong.

6:14 PM

i are very tired and lazy.

i only slept at 530am and i woke up at 930am! haha went to school to hand in my assignment and to serene centre for island creamery(we shared a tub of nutella woot!) and macs(twisterrr friezzzzzzz).

we decided to get cultural so we went to mustafa and serangoon plaza. b finally found his watch and serangoon plaza sells it 40 bucks cheaper! hahaha went to the cathay to catch sweeney todd. i didn't expect it to be so draggy, have so much singing and blood. lolol johnnyyyyy and lastly amk hub for dinner.

i just went jogging i feel so proud of myself cause i'm ex-the-sizing. plus tmrw b may skip school and if he does, we will go blading/cycling at ecp!

cny cny cny cny

today b made me very happy. i like his kisses on my face :)

10:14 PM

being bored makes me do crazy things.

since i'm neither painting my house nor getting any new furniture for cny, the only way to get a 'new feel' is by rearranging the furniture. i did it 1) without consent/knowledge from my parents(not like they won't allow it anyway) 2) at 2am LOL 3)without even a drop of perspiration and now, i'm totally satisfied.

my body clock is turning haywire. last night or rather this morning, i slept at 7am hahahaha. all the way to 4pm to eat and try to study but i fell asleep again at 6pm. woke up at 8.30pm to eat again, did some studying and now it's 3am and i'm not feeling the least bit tired.

i think i will finish watching tree of heaven. maya is such a bitch and some spoilers told me that yoon suh died -.- BUT i'll watch it anyway. i'm hungry and i'm ultra tempted to wake b up to go for supper with me. but he has school tmrw and when we were on the phone he was so tired he talked ALOT of nonsense. hahaha

2:50 AM

TODAY I MADE PINEAPPLE TARTS THEY ARE SO TASTY AND AWEZOME I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! :D

soooo b and i had lunch at xin wang hk cafe, and headed down to far east left foot! but they didn't have his size so we went to heeren and he got his damn nice onitsuka tigers at limited ed vault. if i was in jc i would have alot of shoes so i can alternate them everyday. i love buying shoess!

i only bought my hairband which is so pretttttty and two of the really cheap cotton on tanks. i still need to get my gladiator flats for cny! and the bag i bought i already used it so now i need a new bag as well.

went home for like ten minutes before b called to say that his thing was canceled so being the best girlfriend ever, i offered to back to town to meet him. caught rambo and it's so action packed and eggciting, i like! now i want to watch sweeney todd and kung fu dunk where i will swoon over my beloveds, johnny and jay.

prata house after the movie and since it was late, i decided to just eat one kosong since i was sparing a thought for my weight. BUT now my stomach's growling and i cannot take it anymore so i'm eating my pineapple tarts HAHA i have low self control.

i need i need i need to start studying.

cny is coming = $$$ + food = shiok ballxz

11:49 PM

i seriously need to do something about my punctuality. it's like a month late for new year resolution hahaha. okay la then it'll be my chinese new year resolution lololol -.-

yday i couldn't hear the alarm so i only woke up at 10am cause yvonne called me to ask me why i didn't go for the law test. i was like 'HUH WTF THE TEST IS OVERRR?' and gopalan let me take the test at 11am with some random class(they are sooooo cheena i cannot tahan) so i jumped out of bed and cabbed to school.

this morning somehow i forgot that i had to go to school(?! the effects of skipping school too much). so sexy called at like 1.10pm and there was a 10% assignment to do that i couldn't miss, so i cabbed to school again.

so altogether i spent like 21 bucks on cabs alone -.-

THE WORSE PART!

law i only had a miserable 65/100 and bca test today was like whateverrr. i hope i'm going to pass LMS and exams are in two weeks so i can't play wow.

save me from this hell hole.

on a happier brighter note, i'm finally meeting b tmrw :) i miss you & i can't wait!

1:25 AM

today i met sexy again and studying was a flop.

thai express at gardens where my stick noodles were soooooo spicy and the waiters kept staring at me screaming 'HOT HOT!' and i saw one of them laugh at me -.- but at least they kept refilling my water and they gave me a huge stack of ser-verds(shit i can't spell).

with red and swollen lips, we went to coffeebean and i finished a slice of raspberry cheesecake in record time. ntuc to buy chipsters, kinder bueno and the pikin sour sweet thing to eat while studying.

within one hour of studying i ate half the packet of chipsters and the kinder bueno, drank water and i was so bloated i vomited. LOLOLOL felt much better after that, so i continued eating my chipsters HAHAHA

the entire afternoon was spent ..refreshing blogs. hahaha eh sexy damn sexciting ah your life.

we went jogging later that night. shiok

sexy and her boyfriend are super sweet to each other. she bought chomps for him and cabbed from gardens ALL THE WAY BACK TO SCHOOL to surprise him and it was peak hour. then her boyfriend sent her ALL THE WAY HOME when he lives next to school. zomg

11:07 PM

whoa today cannot make it!

i woke up and i worked off 432 calories at the gym. then i had a BIG plate of fried rice for lunch. met sexy at bishan library and we studied for a while. got hungry, walked over to junction 8 for twister fries(!!), one bowl of sesame paste, one bowl of almond paste, yami yoghurt. OHMAGAWDDDD whatever i did at the gym put back plus more! -.-

then i felt really full but like 1 hour later i had wafers then my parents came to fetch me and i had char kway tiao and fried oyster for dinner. went bowling, and we had kway chap for supper.

i feel so fusking fat i asked my brother to go jogging with me he said no! and it's so late my parents don't let me go alone. AHHH guilty guilty guilty. tmrw i will starve myself.

10:35 PM

today i skipped school haha what's new.

b left school early and we went shopping. this time it was productive cause we both bought stuff and i effing spent 100 bucks at BUGIS STREET -.- all we both need now, is shoes.

i feel so broke(i think i spent like 150 bucks today, including food) and tired from all the walking. bugis --> peninsula --> far east --> lucky plaza, in about six hours. lololol my legs are breaking.

went home play wow til now(i just leveled up yay!) and i didn't study today.

2:17 AM

weekend was grrrrr88888! :)

friday saw me getting a pretty pedicure with sexy, studying at bishan lib and shopping after school. met b after she left for some late night shopping which was a total failure.

saturday was gym then failed shopping again with my mom. cut my hair and now i have bangs(haha). went home, played wow til 8pm, dinner at casuarina curry with b, went home at 10.30pm, played wow and we both slept at 5.30am. i bought papadum and muruku to last me through the night while playing and my dad happily finished all of it -.-

this morning i woke up at 9am, feeling totally energetic despite having little sleep. lei garden at chijmes for lunch where the dim sum was only so-so but their baked custard bun was good so i had 5 of those. hahaha the waiter for our table looked like jay chou and he stared at me with shock when i asked him for another plate of custard bun and said (in chinese) ''whoa i noticed you've been eating a lot. you ate 2 buns already still can eat three more by yourself. so skinny but got big appetite.'' and all i did was laugh and enjoy my custard bunssss. aye it was really good and yes i've got a big appetite! haha

i've been having so much custard lately. i rmbr eating 5 custard buns at bosses not too long ago. hahaha and also at the old stall at east coast.

met b at suntec, walked to haji lane(failure) then bugis(he got underwear) before plaza sing(he got socks). see shopping in singapore sucks(woot 4 S-es) three days of combing all possible places to shop and all we ended up with was underwear and socks. oh and i got a mic for wow. so kewl i can make voice clips on msn and everyone can wear my beautiful voice.

tmrw i will start studying. and tonight, i will play wow.

8:38 PM

on wednesday sam and i went for bmgt 45 minutes late, on purpose. hahaha it is really so boring and he doesn't care that we are late so we happily took advantage of the situation. wooops after that was bca which was equally boring. did our presentation and left.

went over to b's place and i like his new room! so we called for pizza and i was so tempted to get twister friez from opposite but since we were both too lazy to go down, we intended to have it for dinner(which we didn't cause we wow-ed til we ran out of time) -.-

he went to the gym while i went for my league. b came over after and he made me panic cause he lost his wallet. frantic anxious moments searching before calling SBS and a honest soul returned it! thank god. even my mother was kanjiong please haha

went home, edited bmgt project, did law presentation, phone convo with b and wow, eating the entire time all the way to 3.30am where i fell asleep at the table. lololol

on the phone last night, we both agreed that school today was gonna suck, so we skipped school. therefore, we met at like 8am. totally got cheated by hongkong cafe. their signboard so big say 24hrs! so we wanted to go there for breakfast. THEN we found out that 24hrs was only from friday - sunday -.- zZzZz

so anyhow we went down to east coast to have good breakfast at some old stall. hahaha their custard bun really good! and the old auntie so blur she undercharged us. HAHA next was cycling at ecp! awezome. i think we cycled almost the entire ecp and the sun was so hot so now i'm sun burnt -.-

rushed down to marina square to meet my parents, vivo for shopping where i was too hungry and tired to look at anything. high-tea at bosses and their flowy custard bun is to die forrrrrr. i had 5. HAHAHA

went home, dated my brother out for a run to the club since my parents were going to the gym. he is so fatty he almost died on the way. hahaha

now i'm really shagged. so much cycling and running the whole day. i love ex-the-sizing.

10:05 PM

i am bored. with absolutely nothing to do, thats why i'm here! for the second time of the day zZz

i could only play for two miserly hours before weekly maintenance which ends at 3am. zomgz so i binged while watching tv for two hours.

caught the channel 8 show at 7pm, followed by maggi & me and 80s rewind. whoa damn funny LOVL x24293554221432 since maintenance is a scheduled weekly thing, maybe every tuesday i'll watch channel 5 from 8-9pm. hahaha

decided that i had too much food inside of me, so i went jogging. now i'm waiting for me to cool down and stop perspiring so i can shower.

my momma just came in and we're going cny shopping tmrw since i end school at 1pm. wootttt!

my face burns.

10:06 PM

i am a horrible child. i skipped school yday and today by lying to my parents that i had e-learning. hahahaha

yday i woke up really early. was uber hyped that WoW had finished installing and i could finally play! so i did and i didn't notice the time fly, til around 11am which by then i was already almost level 5 when b called. i rushed rushed rushed and i managed to be fashionably late only. haha

we had coca which was alright. had loads of prawns, beef fillet, chix fillet and all the ball things were rather below standard so we just let them float in the soup. haha crossed over to paragon where we had profiteroles and raspberry souffle at bakerz inn which was zee sex.

caught cloverfield at the cathay which sucked. really badly. b was sleeping half the time and i barely made it out of the cinema cause the entire movie was like the playing of a recorded tape. so it was bloody jerky and it made me feel like i was on a roller coaster. besides that, the plot was stupid. what's up with all the animals/monsters attacking cities esp NY(!!) nowadays. the directors needs fresh ideas boy.

headed home where i took a million years to finish my research because half my mind was on WoW and the other half was me talking to random peepz online and reading celeb news on thesuperficial and perezhilton.

played some WoW, watched the latest episode of prison break like finally since the producers decided to go on strike(?!) before sleeping in til 11am this morning.

so far, all i've done was my management project. hahaha am going to play WoW after lunch with brother and girlfriend.

oh, this made me LOVL: Eva Longoria gained 5kg while the Desperate Housewives producers were on strike. hahaha this kind of thing also can make news lolololol

1:52 PM

i'm currently installing disc 1/8 of World of Warcraft. it moves like a snail i think i can't stay awake to wait for it. hahaha

so this morning i was up at 8.30am. rush rush rush and was at gardens market for breakfast. next time i will eat dou jiang you tiao before bowling. consperm bowl well. hahaha i was unlucky so i came in third zzz but at least i lost to worthy bowlers. lololol lunch with b before heading back to the club to watch my dad bowl. he bowled like fahder cow today and was no where near the top. haha!

from around 2 to 7pm, i had jap food, curreh twistiezz, cornetto blackforest blossom, magnum almond, maltesers, the meiji choco thing that comes in a long tube, cadbury choco-filled cookies(!!), two packets of kinder breuno. i was eating the whole time while watching my dad and even some random bowler i don't even talk to asked me why i was eating so much. HAHAHAHA he must think i'm a pig.

then victory banquet at 7.30pm and i was still feeling really full. but i still managed pineapple rice, lotzz of vege, two slices of choco fudge cake, three bowls of sesame paste, fried chix, sushi, prawn mee, three glasses of beer, 2 glasses of f&n orange and a glass of pepsi. i think i ate enough to last me ten days.

victory banquet was quite fun surprisingly. the MC was so funny and everyone was spontaneous. maybe i was a little high from the beer thats why. lololol

i'm on disc 3 finally. my laptop is vibrating like crazy. i hope my laptop can take all the installing. hahaha and zomg b just told me that there's still patches to d/l zZz so beeg somemore. like a noob like that

the female characters in WOW are so hot. no wonder b's losing interest in me. whoa depressing.

11:34 PM

when i came back from school yday, i ate non-stop while watching wo de ye man wang zi. it's like princess hours just now it's about the prince. haha til i fell asleep at around 7pm. woke up at around 11pm to wash up.

watched music and lyrics on movie6 and cried during tree of heaven on crunchyroll until i slept again at 3am. woke up finally at 12pm this morning and i had lunch at the club with my family before bowling youth masters where i came in a whopping 7th position. lololol my mother says it's because i slept too much -.-

nehmind tmrw got another chance to win $$

despite sleeping so much last night, i'm feeling sleepy already at 8pm.

i shall watch tree of heaven til 10pm.

7:47 PM

it's finally friday! which marks the end of the school week woot! i hate school zzz

tuesday i skipped school. lolol and my whole afternoon was spent rather unproductively at starbucks. went for dinner at chomps, then ice cream at ice3 with sexy and her two friends before bowling. oh and i lost my camera zZz

wednesday i skipped the first half of school. went only at 2pm for POA test which sucked hahaha . met b at amk hub for dinner at subway before heading down to the club again for masters where i came in second so yayzz

thursday i only went to school for law. walked around the cca fiesta and technofair and i had free candy floss and ice cream. hahaha went to help out at the bowling booth for like 15 minutes before meeting b for lunch! we had carls junior at marina square and they no longer have texas toothpicks :( i got locked out of the house so i ate 4/6 of the munchy donuts i bought while waiting for my dad to come home wOw. played mario party and i'm so happy cause i finally beat the boss. hahahaha

picked my mom up and dropped my dad at the club before going back to school to fetch my brother and back to the club again. momma and i were supposed to reach school at 6.15pm but we reached half an hour early so we had macs drive-thru at KAP. large twister friez(!) and strawberry milkshake ftw! got hungry on the way back to the club so my brother and i dropped by macs at gardens and i had mcspicy and more twister friezzzzz :D

watched b, my dad and brother bowl their masters and i was freezing my nurpuuurs off the whole three half hours. so i ate some more to keep myself warm O.O went home, felt hungry for the umpteen time in the day and i ate the remaining two donuts plus a huge bunch of grapes at 12am AH!

so this morning, after eating so much i felt really full(and fat) so i skipped breakfast. went for bowling and my parents sent me to school where i met sexy and we rushed our presentation so i skipped lunch as well. now i'm in LMS class and it's so booooring and i'm starving but it's the last lesson so i don't have to see her(or hear her talk about her son/daughter/husband) ever again woooooooooot!

happy belated 18th phelan!
& happy sixteen months babyyyyy! <3


4:02 PM

i have no life. everyday i go home to do projects and study. blablabla

sunday i spent the entire day at home. started on my management report after lunch, all the way to 10pm. i only had half an apple for dinner -.- i couldn't get to sleep because i was starving so i ate the whole packet of muruku(at 1am!!!) my dad bought me while watching accepted on movie6.net

today i skipped the lecture so i could study for my macro test. went for lunch with my dad and he sent me to school :) finally saw cheryl and phyllis today! i skipped school too much last week so i didn't see them. lolololol macro test sucked -.-

the school sent yet another warning letter. my mom freaked out when she saw the long list of classes i missed. and those are only the ones that they recorded. hahaha i have been mia-ing for bca since foreverrrrrrr lucky they nvr write it down. if not mahder will faintxz

i feel mega accomplished because i jogged all the way from my house to serangoon gardens. b also jogged from his house to gardens and we met there for dinner at astons. gary&gf, gillian lim&friends and random unknown junior from ij recognised and stared so hard at me so i just waved not knowing who she was, were also at astons eating. haha it's an awezome place, so go try it! :D oh and while jogging to gardens, i bumped into phyllis while she was going home.

this week is gonna be a helluva week with crazy chionging of projects, bowling and studying. even my weekends are not spared. no.life.

i miss you N & C, and i love you W <3

10:18 PM

friday after doing our LMS(which mrs chee(bye, hahah sam you funny) said that it barely met the guidelines so she doesn't know how to pass us-.-), we were early for class so it was macs/island creamery(again) with kenrick, marcus, shermaine and sexy. i had twister friezxz(i'm addicked to it) and mudpie+nutella ice cream and i can't believe i managed to stuff them all down my throat. i am gaining weight.

i went home for two minutes to pack my stuff before rushing out again for dinner and i went to bowl for qualifying for SGCC open. i bowled like a mother cow but at least i qualified, and i hope no one kicks me out.

when i got home i was too tired to dry my hair so i went to sleep with a dripping wet head. my mom says i'll get migraines when i grow older.

this morning i woke up at 7.30am(!!) cause i went for qualifying at 10am. had macs for breakfast and my brother is an ah-soh because even though we only had one ezlink card, he managed to convince the auntie to give us four student meals. hahaha so we saved about 3 bucks. OoOo

i bowled like an even bigger mother cow today plus now, i have ultra painful blisters on my thumb, and muscles aches. haha

went for lunch and my dad dropped me home. i was supposed to study and i was flipping my notes but i'm sure nothing went in. haha then i took my own sweet time to change and get ready to go out again.

met my love and went to east coast. we were supposed to try the astons there but the queue was too long. we went to katong village to check out the food places there but they were all not suitable/appealing enough. so we settled for cheap and good katong laksa. original plans to go cycling was cancelled because 1)too lazy after eating 2)b was wearing too nicely to go cycling. so we went to settlers' cafe to play board games :) on the bus ride home, b was teasing my brain really hard with all the brain teasers. on monday i will go to school and tease! hahahahahaha so eggciting.

now i'm so tired and i'm going to shower and sleep with a wet head again.

10:52 PM

i'm feeling so silly because everytime i feel bored, i associate it with the feeling of depression(?)/sadness and i'll start posting emo stuff. so friends, please don't be too worried :) if there really IS something thats making me feel the way i type, i'll talk to you peepxz (noelley) about it. hee

so i am currently addicked to geometry wars galaxy! it is so eggciting and thrilling and i love it! hahaha introduced by b and i will play til i can beat him. i lost to him twice(!!) and he still had SIX lives left! I WILL PWN YOUUUU

astons was closed and it's so sad because i was looking forward to it. so we had prata at rk house instead. went swimming and it was therapeutic. LOL apparently the action of the head dipping in and out of the water has a calming effect. i think it works cause b said it was a relaxing night.

am.craving.astons'crispy fried chix.i.want.it.NOW. i only had one kosong and one egg prata the whole day. wOw can lose weight lololololol

happy shalalala~ it's so nice to be happy shalalala.

10:47 PM

tuesday i skipped school and coincidently, b didn't go to school as well. so we met for movie, gelare and chill session at mccafe :) later that night i went to the gym with my parents. on wed i went to the gym again after school and i pulled my muscle. it's hurting so badly when i walk boo.

today i only went to school for law tutorial so i reached home at 11.15am. studied for monday's macro test til 2pm. i looked out of the window to see the sun shining back so i decided to go swimming but after packing my stuff, it started raining -.-

some things change so fast, some things on the other hand, may take a much longer time to change but you rather it not change at all. but unfortunately if they do change, i only wish it happened earlier. maybe then, it won't feel so raw inside.

i see the end of the tunnel and i can't help but cry.

2:12 PM